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The Lovesong	By : Haru28 Category: > Shinya/Toshiya Views: 1209 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Dir en grey. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Chapter List
- 1-The Lovesong
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Disclaimer: well….nothing mine…..not a tiny bit..just the idea of the story….no harm to anyone…*evil grin*

The Lovesong
„Totchi?“
„Hm?“
„Stop it.“
„Why?“
„They´re watching.“
“So what?”
Shinya tried to struggle free from Toshiya´s teasing embrace but failed – again. Kaoru, who was watching them from the other side of their backstage room snickered quietly. “Let him go”, he commented after a while and got up himself. “You know he´s mine.”
”Yours?” Die blinked and grinnend when he saw Shinya looking down, hiding his face behind his hair. “He´s mine!” with that he messed up Shinya´s hair a bit more.
Angry the skinny drummer got up and went to the door. “I belong to noone!” he stated and left the room. For a moment the other three members - Kyo was taking a nap on the couch – stared at each other before they fell into almost hysterically laughter which woke Kyo.
“What´s up?” the smallest member asked confused and rubbed his eyes.
“Nothing….just Shinya-teasing.”
Kyo blinked and turned around to sleep on. “You´re mean.”
“They are so mean”, Shinya murmed to himself, leaning against a wall. He closed his eyes and cooled his forehead with a can of Water.
“Who´s mean?” he suddenly heard an unfamiliar voice right next to him. Surprised he opened his eyes to see two other people standing next to him. Both were clad in stunning outfits and Shinya immidiatly knew who they were.
“So, who´s mean?” the man with the red jester outfit asked again, while the man in the beautiful blue dress just stared at him with an expression Shinya couldn´t really figure out. Was he annoyed or interested in their little encounter and their conversation. But then Shinya saw Mana´s eyes flicker and he realized that all the emotions Mana was hiding were still shown in his eyes.
“Can you talk?” Közi finally asked and waved his gloved hand before Shinya´s eyes in order to bring his attention back to him. Startled the blonde Drummer looked at him and then nodded. “I´m sorry.”
“You´re Shinya.” It was rather a statement then a question but Shinya nodded nevertheless when Mana spoke up.
“So who was mean to you, Shinya-kun?” Közi asked getting two water cans out of the maschine. He handed one to his best friend and then turned back to Shinya who just shrugged at his question. “Nevermind.”
“Mana-san, Közi-kun, we´re next!” Someone who was dressed up like a pink toy soldier appeared and politly smiled at Shinya. Közi nodded to Kami and waved to Shinya. “See ya later, Shinya-kun.”
But before Mana turned around to leave he gave Shinya one of his rare smiles.
Shinya blinked at this but smiled back out of reflex. Then Mana and his bandmates went of and on stage and Shinya returned to the room he was sharing with his bandmates to wait for their show.
Quietly the androgynous boy sat down on one of the couches and hugged his legs while thinking about the persons he had just met.
“Shin-chan? We´re next!” Kaoru pulled him back from his thoughts and Shinya got up. He took a quick look into the mirror and ran his hands through the blonde curls and adjusted his dress one last time. “Okay.” He nodded and followed Kaoru and the others on stage.
The Show went well. Screaming Fans encouraged them to play an other song but then….one loud crash and then the whole stage became a chaos. Dust was everywhere and the light had gone out too. When the sight became clear again Kaoru got up and looked around for his friends. “Kyo?”
“I….I´m here!”
“Toshiya? Die? Shinya?” The small vocalist hat a cut above his left eye and was bleeding.
“Die´s here with me”, came Toshiya´s voice from somewhere near the loudspeaker where he had Die taken down with him when something had shaken the whole stage. Toshiya held his arm and grimaced of pain.
Kaoru nodded and coughed against the burning smell that lay heavy in the air. Security men already helped the scared Fans outside and some came up to check for the Bandmembers.
Kaoru suddenly realized that Shinya hadn´t answered him yet and again he looked around. And finally he saw what had caused the crash. One of the huge lighter above the stage had fallen down…..and direcetly onto Shinya´s drums. The same moment Kaoru saw Shinya´s moveless figure lying behind the crashed drumset.
“SHINYA!” Kyo´s voice filled the hall and the small blonde was the first next the motionless drummer. “Shinya! Wake up!”
Toshiya and the other bandmates also gathered around Shinya´s pale and moveless figure but they were all pushed back when the ambulance arrived and the doctors checked him out.
“He still didn´t wake up?”
“No, and today´s the third day”, Kaoru stared at the phone as if it was his mortal enemy. And right now he felt as if it was… just a moment ago he had called the hospital to get new information. Shinya still hasn´t woken up yet. His injouries were serious and it all dependet on the fragile drummer himself now. But every day the hope melted a bit more.
“Isn´t there anything we can do?” Die asked. He looked at the others. Toshiya sat by the window, staring out at the rainy clouds. Kaoru was still having a fight with the phone and Kyo….well he hadn´t spoken since the accident. The smallest member of Dir en Grey stared angry at the wall opposite of him. Die knew he was worried – hell, they ALL were worried to death about the youngest member, but Kyo seemed really …broken. Which was really confuseing. Die had never thought that Kyo liked Shinya this much.
But then agan, they all loved Shinya – the baby of the band – so much. Sure, they had teased him from time to time but then again they all loved him from the bottom of their hearts. And Kyo knew Shinya longer and better than any of them. They had already played in a band together before they met the others.
Toshiya´s shoulders began to shiver and a sob left his throad. Kaoru looked up and walked over to him, hugging him tight in his embrance. They all felt like crying but Toshiya- always being the most sensitvie one – had finally overcome himself and now he was sobbing and crying desperatly in Kaoru´s arms.
Suddenly Kyo stood up and walked over to his desk ( they all had gathered in Kyo´s and Toshiya´s apaato for it was the biggest) and took some paper and a pen. Then he sat back on the couch and started to write something.
Curious Die looked over the shoulder of the smaller one but Kyo immidiatly turned away, hiding his paper. “Oi let me see-….whatcha writing?” Die asked but Kaoru shook his head at the redhaired and mouthed a “no”.
Whatever Kyo was writing – he needed it to be done it seemed. And maybe it gave him a moment to breathe free and without worry for Shinya.
Silence followed. Just the slow calming sobs of Toshiya and Kyo´s pan scratching over the paper were tp be heard. After about half an hour Kyo put the pen down and turned around to face Kaoru. “I have to go to the studio and I want you to come with me.”
Die raised an eyebrow. “What about me and Totchi? Okay Toshi´s arm´s broken but what about me?”
“No.”
“But…”
“I said no”, Kyo repeated and his voice was surprisingly calm. “Kaoru? Please.”
The leader nodded still confused and left with the vocalist.
The sun had already set when Kaoru returned to the others. Curious they looked up, especially when they saw that Kyo wasn´t with him. “He drove on to the hospital”, Kaoru said. “He had something to show to Shinya.”
“And you won´t tell us what”, Die suggested.
Kaoru nodded. “I promised.”
Toshiya smiled faintly and got up. “Shall I cook something? I mean….I´m not hungry but …..”
Kaoru nodded thankfully and offered the bluehaired to help. Die didn´t want anything. He just sank back down on the couch and grabbed his beer.
“Shinya…I got something for you.”
Kyo didn´t know if he had expected any reaction from the lifeless figure in the bed before him. It teared his heart out to see the fragile drummer like this. Kyo got his protable CD player out of his bag and put it next to Shinya´s head. The earplugs he carefully entered into Shinyas ears and then put the CD, he and Kaoru had just made, into it. Turning it on he leaned over and kissed Shinya´s head. “Just listen to it Shini. I know you´d like it.”
Kyo left the room with the CD player in repeat mode and asked a nurse to let Shinya listen to it for at least one hour per day. She promised him and so Kyo left again.
Two more days went on without good news from Shinya but then Kaoru received a call from the hospital. They were all gathered at Kaoru´s apaato now as they received the call. Kaoru almost dropped the phone and went pale. Fear showed on the faces of his friends as he turned around to them again.
“´t was Shinya´s mom”, Kaoru started and his voice was shaking. “Shinya…. today his heart stopped beating for a while…they don´t have a lot hope left. She said …next time…..”
Toshiya broke out in sobs again and clinged to Die who tried to calm him down but the redhaired had his own tears in his eyes. Kyo just stared at Kaoru and jumped up. “This damned f*** nurse! I´m sure she didn´t let Shini listen to my song!” he cursed and was out of the apaato in a second.
“Kyo!” Kaoru ran after him but the small vocalist was already out of reach.
Kyo had trouble enough but after cursing some doctors and nurses and almost jumping angrily at them they allowed him to see Shinya. Also Shinya parents assured the doc that Kyo was Shinya´s friend and he wouldn´t do something which would harm their son. Kyo hugged Shinya´s mother who was even a bit smaller than him and smiled at her. “Shini-kun will wake up. I promise you.”
Terachi-san smiled sadly and nodded. “Thank you Tooru-kun*”, she said. Then she walked away to her husband who waited for her in the hall.
Slowly Kyo entered Shinya´s room and gasped at the sight before him. He hadn´t seen Shinya since the day before but it seemed the young drummer had lost something. He was even paler, and seemed more skinny. His skin almost translucent. Dozens of machines were now gathered around him and the slow beeping of them drove Kyo crazy. But he knew, if the beeping stopped Shinya would be lost forever.
The small vocalist drew closer and took Shinya´s fragile hand. “Ne, Shini-kun”, he whispered, his voice shaking be emotions. “You listened to my song, ne? Did the nurse let you listen to it?”
There came no reaction and so Kyo took a seat, still holding to Shinya´s hand and slowly he began to sing this tiny song, the one he promised he would never write. The lovesong.
Die laughed and looked at Shinya. “Ne, I still wonder what Kyo-kun did to wake you this fast. Did he strip and scare you outta hell?”
Shinya smiled calm and his gaze met Kyo´s. “That´s a secret”, he whispered.
Owari……..

* Kyo´s real name is Tooru….he and Shinya met when Shinya was 14 and Kyo 17.
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