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Together again	By : Haru28 Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Malice Mizer Views: 1514 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Malice Mizer. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Disclaimer: I own nothing of course......just play a bit with them…..of course XD
Warnings: hmm….maybe brings back sad memories…other warnings are up to you.
Band: Malice Mizer / Gackt / EoD
Notes:
- Közi smoked some cigarette brand I couldn´t tell it was “Seven Stars” as he used to. The pack was red and my sister noted that they might be “ultra light” for they looked like it. She must know *lol* for she almost smokes as much as him.
- Közi doesn´t like Wine…..and he doesn´t drink coffee…just tea ^--^ he likes green tea.
- I read in a part of Gackt´s biography (the only part I found a translation of yet) that he visits Kami´s parents each year on Kami´s birth- and deathday. Also that Gackt called one of the Malice Mizer members “he still talked to” on the day of Kami´s death for he had a strange feeling about something. I dunno which on it was but I have a feeling it was Közi or Yu~ki. Gackt wasn´t at the funeral for he didn´t know of Kami´s death by then. He heard about it from the newspapers.
---there were more notes …but ..X_X I forgot…..sorry

June 21st 2004
[Gackt]
It was just one stone among the others but for me it meant something special. Slowly the white gravestone came into view and a bit startled I looked up to see another person standing there. At first I thought it was a woman, for the hair was not as short as mine and the waist was a bit too thin to be a man´s but then I remembered how much we all look like women sometimes. Maybe it was a fan who found out where his grave was and I almost retreated my way. I didn´t want to talk to any fans now.
The Person bent down and layed some flowers close to the stone and I could see a part of his face. His eyes were covered with sunglasses and his body hidden by a long white coat. I haven´t seen him for five years – except for some pictures in Magazines – but I regocnized him right away. Again I thought about a retreat. He belonged to a past I had closed some times ago but then again….the person who belonged this grave to also was a part of that part.
I took a deep breath and walked the tiny pathway to Kami´s grave. As I got close he turned around and faced me. His face showed no surprise.
“Hello Gackt”, he didn´t smile but nodded friendly. “It´s been quiete a while, ne?”
I forced a smile and nodded. “Yes…five years.” He didn´t seem to have a grudge against me for my sudden leaving back then but then again ..he probably never had have. It had been Mana who was furious at me. Közi had been just his puppet…wasn´t he?
Közi took off his sunglassed and looked back at the grave. I realized he didn´t wear his colored contacts. Maybe he didn´t use them even private like I did. “I just felt like visiting him today.”
“You´re not on tour?”
“Just came back.”
I stole a moment to take a closer look at my former friend. He looked thin and tired but still had a great body as far as I could make out with his long coat covering most of it. Nervous Közi reached for his red pack of cigarettes, offered me one but I refused and took out my own. He changed his cigarette brand I notice. They´re very light now. Well at least he does something for his health – I don´t.
His hands trembled a bit as he lit his cigarette and I couldn´t tell if he was nervous being around me or Kami´s grave or if he was just tired. I heard of his solo career just starting up and he travled around with this band he was now in. He had seen more than any of us other former Malice Mizer members. Haruhiko Ash had carried him half around the world by now. Next to that also working on his own solo stuff sure must be tiring. I also used to work on several projects at the same time and I know how it is. Right now I try to concentrate back on my music…maybe a few commercials but that should be it for now. I need time to recover.
“Your flowers…” he says silently and I remember the small bouquet of red roses I carried. Nodding I bent down putting them onto the grave of my beloved Kami, whispering something to him just in my head. I don’t want to speak it out as long as he´s here too although he probably knows what I had felt back then.
As I look up again I see Közi looking around. Some people came in sight, heading for the area we´re in. He seems a little lost and before he can say a goodbye to me I smile at him and ask: “Ne…what about a drink somewhere? Maybe talk a bit..”
He blinks at me surprised. “You? Talk?…are you sure?”
I just nod and together we say a tiny farewell to our former bandmember and friend and leave the graveyard.
[Közi]
For our faces are just too well known to the japanese population he offers me to come to his hotel room for a drink and I don´t refuse. It seems he usually stays in a Hotel. Maybe he thinks it unfortable driving all the way back to Kyoto the same day though it´s not that far away. I sit down on the plushed couch and he offers me something to drink. Wine first, but then he remembers I don´t like the taste and smiling he offers me coffee.
“You have forgotten this much?” I ask him and he blinks for a moment. “Right…..No coffee for Közi..just tea”, he smiles a bit. “Tea then?”
I nod and he orders some green tea for me and coffee for himself at the roomservice. After they brought us he sits down opposite of me and I dare to look around a bit. I saw two of Gackts bodyguards outside and another drove us here. He seems never to be alone, not even on a day like this. I wonder if he ever goes outside, shopping or something like this, totally alone and I doubt it. His face is too well known and even with sunglasses his fans would know its him. So he always got these huge bodybuilders around him. I hontestly doubt it´s a lot of fun.
Sure I have secutrity too but still I can go out alone and only a few might recognize me. They´re all used to see me with make-up and I´m by far not that popular as Gackt is now. Mana-chan got it best of us all. No one ever recognizes him when he goes out without any make-up and with just jeans and shirt. Thinking of Mana brings my gaze back at Gackt. They hadn´t talked since that day he left us and speaking out Gackt´s name while Mana was close was still a “Do-not”.
“Ne…”, Gackt finally starts to break the silence. “How´s everyone?” He seems uncomfortable asking that question.
“Just fine. Mana-chan´s getting a new album out with his band. Yu~ki-kun´s relaxing at home, writing on his own stuff and Klaha-kun...” I stop there, remembering that he barely knows Klaha, for he was the one who took Gackt´s place. I slowly sip my tea and just shrug. “Guess you don´t wanna know.”
Gackt doesn´t answer. I feel tried and lean back against the back of the couch. Last days were stressing and Haruhiko´s already planning on another tour in fall through europe. I love touring and seeing all these places, just sometimes I can´t keep up with my own personal stuff, not to mention my solo career.
“I´m sorry I didn´t call you, back then”, I sigh suddenly. “I was too shocked and …” Thinking back on that day when Mana called me and told me that Kami had died makes me shiver all over again. I had just sunk back on the couch, cuddled my cats and had cried. Loosing a friend this suddenly ..it was horrible.
“It´s okay”, Gackt said silently. We both really didn´t want to talk much about it. It still hurt.
Again we fell silent and I realized that there wasn´t much we could talk about. We both had changed a lot in the past years and we now lived in two different worlds.
“Ne…Mana will travel to Paris soon”, I tried again but failed totally with the topic. “I´ve been there just a few weeks ago. It´s great. He can´t wait so …..” I trailed off. The Mana-topic didn´t seem to interest Gackt. He started down at the wine-glass in his hands, slowly turning it around. After he had drunk his coffee Gackt quickly had filled himself a glass of red wine and he had emptied the second cub while I was still with my tea.
“I almost followed him”, Gackt suddenly said.
I turned around and faced him quite shoked. “What?”
A sad smile was formed on Gackt´s full lips and he didn´t look at me. He stared down at the cigarette in his shaking hands. “You heard of my mental breakdown after I started with my solo career….it wasn´t only stress. I know you and Kami were good friends but ….we had spent so much time together and …without him….” His voice trailed off but I think I knew what he had wanted to say. I didn´t know what I should answer so I stayed quiete and slowly finshed my tea.
“Ne, Közi-kun….” Gackt started after a while of silence. “It´s quiete a way back to Tokyo and it´s already dawn…..why won´t you just stay here over night?”
I blinked at him. “Here?” Did he mean in the Hotel…or …. I had the strange feeling he didn´t want to stay alone and that he needed me to stay for comforting him. 1 Maybe there was a room empty in the hotel and I could sleep there later after a lot of talking. I didn´t think long about it so I just nodded and gave him a tiny smile. “Sure, why not.”
tbc
1. NO….not as YOU perverts think….not comforting like this ….just ..staying with him……in the same room….NOT that close! …just ..listing to him…like that.
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