For You | By : HIMBitch Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > HIM Views: 2302 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Disclaimer:
I do not own any of the characters,they own themselves.THis story is not based of real life events there just imagination.
If you take offence to any sort of homosexuality i suggest you dont continue to read my darlings.you HAVE been warned.
Curling his spine against the cold, Bam shivered as he awoke. How long he had lain here he did not know. He had lost all sensation in his left arm and the bitter coldness had turned his pale lips almost black. He wanted it all to end, these feelings he had, these feelings which were thrusting him towards the edge of insanity. His body ached to give in to the desires that he craved.
Shaking uncontrollably Bam slowly rose from the pit he had taken refuse in from the violent elements of Mother Nature. He wasn’t at all sure were he was or how he got there. Tugging at his arm he tried to regain feeling again and with the burning sting that rushed through his blood starved fingers he moaned as the tingling sensations took hold of him.
He could hear his name being called, but unable to call back, he lay there to await his unknown fate. He did not care if he was found or not, he couldn’t have what he wanted so nothing meant anything to him anymore. As the voice edged closer to him and he became aware of its owner, and the cold sting of tears escaped his eyes. For it was this voice which he longed for so much, but knew he could never have. This voice which made his heart skip a beat every time he heard it. This voice, which belonged to Ville Hermanni Valo
“BAM!! Where are you?” Ville called over and over again, the plea in his voice increasing each time.
“God please don’t do this to me, please Bam please.” He sobbed allowing tears to fall down his chiselled jaw line.
Bam hearing the sobbing, could not stand to hear the man he loved going through so much pain, and tried to call to him. Shouting out as loud as he could his words would not escape. He gently traced his hand down his body to feel his chest, feeling his heart pounding against the rough material of his damp shirt. He sighed as he felt his body slide. Resting his head against the cold damp marsh in which he lay, a smile grew on his face as he could faintly see a shadow approach him.
“Ville” He whispered, his voice sounding so weak it could barley be heard. His eyes gently closed and everything washed over him in a cloud of darkness.
Ville reached out for his friend, kneeling down to be beside him.
“God damn it Bam I’m not losing you, you hear me I’m NOT losing you.” Ville hissed as he took of his coat and draped it over Bam.
Lifting Bam into his arms, he gently rose to his feet, kissing his forehead and holding him close to his own body. He traced his way back through the darkened woodland, thoughts racing through his mind. He could feel the dampness seeping on to his skin from Bam’s cold body.
“Come on my darling hang in there, its not much further, you’ll be warm, come on.” Ville reassured as he raced to get to the warmth of his rented home. His foot steps following the deafening beats of his pounding heart.
As Ville felt his feet reach solid ground he quickened his pace gripping tighter to the limp body in his arms. Reaching his apartment, he gently rested Bam’s shoulders on the wall as he fought to find his keys. Sliding the key into the lock and pushing open the door, the warmth rushed outwards as Ville clutched at Bam’s body to hoist him inside.
Diving into his dark bedroom, Ville gently lay his friend on the carpeted floor, letting out a small sigh of pain as his aching arms were relieved from the weight of Bam.
Gently with only the glow of a small street lamp outside, Ville undressed his friend. Slowly unfastening his heartagram belt, he pulled it from the loop of his trousers. Struggling to undo Bam’s jean button, Ville glanced up to see a small smile appear across his friends face. Grinning inside Ville knew Bam was conscious. Gently he unbuttoned Bam’s jeans, heart pounding in the knowledge that his friend was conscious and allowing himself to be stripped. Sliding the rough material over Bam’s thighs and pulling them away from his body, Ville reached up and carefully un-wrapped the jacket which he had cocooned his friend in. With one hand he pulled free the buttons from Bam’s shirt, lifting his friend up ever so slightly to pull it free from his skin, and reveal his hairless and very much toned chest.
Ville heart pounding as he stared at his friend, modesty covered by a thin pair of silk, black, boxer shorts. Slowly rising to his knees, he picked Bam back into his arms and stood up. Carefully he paced over to his bed, were he placed his friend down, pulling back the sheets. Stroking Bam’s face Ville covered his friends with the warmth of his bed sheets, and leaned over to kiss his friends cheek, just as Bam turned his head, to catch Ville’s lips with his own. Kissing down gently, Ville felt Bam’s teeth griping the soft warm skin of his lower lip, lingering for what felt like decades. Both men were lost in each others embrace. Ville eventually pulled free and gasped in ecstasy. Tracing his tongue over his bottom lip to savour the taste.
It felt like a dream to them both. Ville had always held a soft spot for Bam, but had no idea the younger man was that way inclined. Ville resting his hand on Bam’s face ran his fingers up his jaw line and through his hair. Aching to take things further, Ville knew Bam was still weak, he didn’t even know if this is what Bam truly wanted, or if he was just in a state of confusion. Blocking out the want inside of him, Ville kissed Bam’s head.
“Rest for now my darling, we shall talk about it in the morning.” He whispered, rising once again to his feet and turning to exit the room, but feeling a gentle tug at his hand, Ville turned round again.
“Stay here, with me………. Please…… don’t leave me………. don’t ever leave me” Bam faintly husked as his eyes fell shut.
Ville pulled up the sheets to cover Bam, gazing at his friend sleeping, how vulnerable and innocent he looked.
“I won’t.” He said lying down beside Bam.
Ok im hoping the spelling is better than my first fic.I took more time on this one.
First chap isnt great i know.ill try and make the second better,when Bam wakes up what happens?? ^^
please review!
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