Boy Crush | By : Dirntlover Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Green Day Views: 1973 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Green Day. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Disclaimer: I don't own Billie or Mike...*sigh* I wish I did...Oh and none of this ever happened just my own story...
Warnings: Yeah anyways there's sex in chapter three
Billie walked into the room after signing autographs, once the show was over. He looked up seeing Mike and Tre sitting there on the couch talking amongst themselves. "How's it going dudes?"
Mike nodded to Billie. " Hey man, that show was great. Of course...Um....Was it really necessary to kiss me in front of all those people?" Mike asked curiously.
"Hey Mike, just look at it this way...." Tre started getting Mike's attention. "Billie made out with me last time. I mean straight made out with me." Tre finished seeing Mike laugh a little and shake his head. "Besides it looked like you enjoyed it..."
"Well....Er...Um...I sort of...Felt like it. Is that so wrong?" Billie shrugged as he explained.
"I know man...But what d'ya suppose your wife thinks about that? Or are you keeping that secret?" Mike pryed seeing what Billie had to say about it.
It was no secret to himself. Yes, Mike had a crush on Billie, has had ever since they were teenagers. He wasn't real sure what to make of it though. He'd always thought that since Billie was bisexual, he had a chance with him. But Adie changed all that.
"Um...I dunno..." Billie shrugged again. "She knows I'm bi."
"Right Billie, but look at this. She'll see it as competition." Mike had no idea why on earth he was defending Adie. He was jealous of the woman for crying out loud. Why was he arguing for her?
"Gee Mike, what's gotten into you tonight? You seem awfully cranky." Billie said teasing a little.
"Dammit Billie! Of course I am!" Mike shouted standing up. "I don't need your wife in my face asking me what I was doing with her husband!"
Tre eyed the two back and forth as Mike shouted at Billie. He then put his hands together and twiddled his thumbs whilst watching.
"Mike whoa. Settle down man. Adie will be fine. She didn't say anything when I kissed Tre." Billie said calmly, without raising his voice.
Tre looked away and blushed a bit vividly recalling that particular moment.
"You don't fucking get it do you?!" Mike said turning so his back faced Billie.
"Get what Mike? Why the hell are you getting an attitude with me?" Billie asked suddenly getting pissed off.
Mike turned around looking at a blushing Tre first, then back at Billie who had a sour look on his face. "Your wife hates me! She always has! Adie has always seen me as her competition! Always dammit! You know as well as I do, it's the truth! She chewed me out for you making out with Tre! I always have to hear 'Billie did this, or Billie did that, I'm so sick of of this!' I'm sick of her whining to me!" Mike yelled as he stomped away from Billie and gently pushed his head against the wall.
"Dude Mike...You never told me that..." Billie said shocked. He made his way over to Mike and put his hand on Mike's arm.
Mike looked down at Billie's hand and slapped it away. "Dammit Billie..." He sobbed as he hit the wall with his fist.
"Mike, I'm here for you. I'll have a talk with her okay? Man you have got to settle down." Billie said putting an arm around Mike.
Mike pulled back and looked into Billie's eyes. "It won't do any good...It won't fix what's wrong with me..."
"Mike listen to me, there is nothing wrong with you. Nothing. You're just fine." Billie said trying to encourage him.
All Tre could do was sit there. He was afraid to say anything for fear of being told to butt out. Finally he got up the courage to ask to leave. "Um guys...Mind if I leave you two alone?" Tre asked seeing both of them looking back at him.
"Tre...I'm sorry for the way I'm acting dude...But I need you to be witness, just in case." Mike said softly seeing the drummer nod.
"Mike....Has a point..." Billie agreed. "But, you can leave if you like..."
"Uh, Mike....Is the way you're acting got anything to do with what you told me a while back?" Tre asked looking at the frustrated bassist.
"Yes Tre...Everything!" Mike snapped. "Fuck..." He slammed his head lightly into the wall again. "I'm sorry Tre...I don't mean to bite your head off..."
"No Mike I'm okay. I understand you're under lots of stress." Tre acknowledged, not even bothered by Mike's temper this evening.
"Yes Billie...There is something wrong with me." Mike turned to look back at Billie.
"Come on man...Tell me. Please? This obviously has to do with me, otherwise, you wouldn't be throwing a fit about Adie." Billie pointed out seeing Mike nod.
"Yeah Bill...It does. I've hid this for too long. Please don't be upset with me or anything..." Mike started.
"Mike, nothing you can say would upset me." Billie reassured his friend.
"Billie..I-I'm...in love with you...I have been for a while now..." Mike explained nervously seeing Billie blush.
"That's it? Man Mike...I had a huge boy crush on you for the longest time." Billie laughed a little. "Oh but....I guess I can understand why you're scared. You don't want my wife to find out...I don't really think she'd care too much, honestly."
"Yes Billie she would care, I know she's a very understanding person but...Having competition for her man? Especially if her competition is another man?" Mike stated looking away from Billie.
Billie moved a little so he could see Mike's face. "Mike...Hey man...It'll be okay. I promise." Bilie leaned forward hugging Mike.
Tre was absolutely speechless at this point. He knew Mike was in love with another man, but he guessed that since Mike wouldn't tell him who, that it was Tre himself. He had no clue what to say.
"But Billie man, I don't want your wife getting upset and divorcing you over me. I'm not worth all that crap. Your boys don't need that shit either. Don't worry about me. I'll work it out. Even if it means...Never seeing you again."
"Whoa Mike!" Tre stood up, having misunderstood what Mike meant by that. "Don't kill yourself!That's not anyway to handle it!"
"God...dammit Tre..." Mike looked over at him. "That was not what I meant. Not even. Not by a longshot." Mike explained seeing Tre relax a little.
"Oh..Well...What did you mean?" Tre asked, plopping back down on the couch. "I hope it doesn't mean we won't be a band anymore...."
"I meant...Never going on tour or recording..Or even practicing for that matter. I'm done. I can't bear to even look at Billie anymore." Mike admitted looking away from both of the other two members.
"Wait a sec Mike!" Tre shot back up out of his seat. "Don't even I get a say in this?! You don't wanna be a band just because of Billie?!"
"Mike. Don't you even think of doing that! You're the one who fought to keep us together when I was wanting to quit! You're the reason we even made this fucking album!" Billie suddenly got worked up. "And I sure as hell don't want you out of my life either! You've been the greatest thing that happened to me ever since dad..." He trailed off breaking into tears over the thought of his father.
Mike looked at Tre and then back at Billie and pulled him in for a hug. "I'm sorry Bill...I dunno what the hell's gotten into me lately." Mike explained hoping Billie wouldn't just come up with something to keep it going. "Okay...I won't quit the band...I was stupid for suggesting it. I deserve to be hit for that one."
"Mike...I'm not going to hit you." He sniffed a little against Mike's bare shoulder. "I'm sorry man for arguing back...."
Tre still stood there his mouth hung open at this point. "Um..Can I like...excuse myself now? This is way too much drama for me." He asked having waited patiently.
Billie nodded and Mike waved his hand at him.
Billie pulled back from Mike seeing him wiping away tears of his own. "Are you gonna be okay? I just want you to know. You're not alone...I feel that way too....I just don't know what to do."
"Yeah I know Bill...I figured you liked me back. I just knew you were sort of bound 'cause of your wife. You should probably head back now...I'm gonna hit the sack for the night..." Mike said making his way past Billie and into his room.
Billie looked at Mike's door shaking his head and making his way back to his own room.
I'll put up the next chapter ASAP
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