Detention with Love | By : Totchichan Category: > Toshiya/Kyo Views: 1528 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Dir en grey. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Our story began in a warm spring monday of two years ago. He transferred with a friend and changed my life forever.
I never expected that drastic change though. He was cute really, but that's it, nothing more... Though he was...special...There's no other words to describe him, actually.
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"Hey love, care to show me the science laboratory?" a snickering voice made Toshiya turned and faced the short man who was talking.
"Are you talking to me, you freak?" said staring with disgust at the goth in front of him.
"Yes I was, now sweetheart just show me the laboratory." repeated the blonde.
"I'm not your sweetheart, nor your love!" replied Toshiya, a disgusted look painted on his face.
The blonde rolled his eyes.
"No obviously I wasn't saying that you are! Just show me the way!" Toshiya fumed.
"I won't! Sayounara!" The blonde whispered a 'bitch' to him and turned, he then received an hard slap on his head.
"Don't you dare! You freak of shit!" shouted Toshiya, hitting the little man.
"Cut it off Bitch!!"screamed back Kyo, hitting the guy back.
"Fuck you sicko! How dare you call me bitch!" shouted back the taller hitting and kicking whatever part of the other body he had in front of him. They would have continued forever if someone didn't stop them.
"Ok Totchi, you killed him, now you can stop!" Toshiya turned with anger and found his friend Die.
"Let go of me! I have to really kill him!"
"Goddamit Kyo! It's just your first day here and you already found someone that want to kill you!"
"Fuck you Kaoru! He started!" replied Kyo pointing at Toshiya. Immediatelly Toshiya tried to free himself from Die's hug.
"The fuck! You started sicko!!! Not me!" shouted back.
"Hey Hey Totchi! Calm down, will ya?"
"Dai-dai!! He called me bitch!!" cried Toshiya. Die froze, he gave Kyo a glare and turned his attention to Kaoru.
"Hey Kaoru, I'm gonna take him out, he need to calm down...tell the professor that i feel sick or something, ok?"
"Ok...see ya..."
Die walked with Toshiya out of the big building of their school, he took the crying guy to their little secret place, that was nothing but a big bush with a hole hidden inside, where they usually sat whenever they didn't want to go to their lessons, or just needed time to spend together, without annoying classmates talking to them.
"What happened Totchi?" asked gently the red haired guy, called Die.
"He called me bitch!" repeated angrily Toshiya.
"I'm not talking about this, I'm talking about 'the other' thing..." sighed Die. He knew his friend too much to know that if Toshiya reacted in the way he did it was because of something else, or someone else.
"He dumped me..." sighed Toshiya.
"And why?"
"He said I'm too bitchy for him..." A hint of understanding appeared on Die's face. Now what happened before was just clear.
"And you trust him? You're not a bitch, You know that you're not, who do you believe, me? Or him?"
"You.." answered without any second thought the guy.
"Ok then, go over it, I mean...forget him, he was just an idiot."
"Thank you Dai-dai.." whispered with a tiny smile Toshiya. Die smiled back and ruffled Toshiya's hair, earning a purr. The two grow up together, their parents weren't actually friends, as they fought years ago, and even if they lived nearby eachother they didn't even greet eachother. The two weren't able to see and know because of their parents, but the desire to know someone who your parents clearly forbid you to see just make them find any way to meet. It was Die the first one.
He wrote Toshiya a letter when he was 10, and put it under the door of Toshiya's house. It was Toshiya who picked it up, fortunatelly. He ran in his room, when he read on the enveloped 'For Toshiya'.
Inside it there was a little piece of paper, some sentences wrote down with difficulties. 'I want to meet you. I go to the park this afternoon. Come as well.Don't say anyone. Die' The little kid ran to his mother and asked for permission. He wanted to go to the park. That was what he said to his mother. And then they met.
They used to spend the afternoon together, days after days. Until they became 15, and decided it was time to inform their parents of their frienship. Die's parents weren't actually happy, but did nothing. Toshiya's ones though didn't take the news too well, and they forbid him to see Die anymore. They even sent him to a different school.
Now they were 19 and they were two years since they started attending the same school again and finally being able to stay with the other friend. Die treated Toshiya like a younger brother, even if they were of the same age, and Toshiya felt that Die was that older brother he didn't have.
"By the way Dai-dai, did you know that freak?" asked after a while Toshiya. Die nodded slightly.
"Actually I don't know him a lot..I mean i met him once, I know his friend Kaoru, do you know that bar where I worked a while ago? - Toshiya nodded - I met Kaoru there, we worked together, and once he introduced me Kyo.."
"You never told me that you know Kaoru...I mean...we are in the same class... But I never saw you talking to him or something..."
"Oh well...I know that you don't like goths very much..."replied Die with a smile. It was true Toshiya didn't like goths. But he didn't even hate them. He was just an happy, sunny person and he really couldn't understand why someone should wear only black dress.
"You are partly goth..." reasoned Toshiya. Die was an happy person just like Toshiya, but sometimes he liked changed his style and turned in a goth boy.
"Yeah..but you know me since we were ten!" reasoned back Die. Toshiya nodded with a smile. " Come on, let's go home, and if you want tomorrow I'll introduce you to Kaoru ok?" Toshiya nodded and they walked back to their dormitories.
"Hey!" Toshiya turned and saw that 'Kaoru' guy running towards him. He waited for him." Ehm...ohayo.."
"Ohayo Kaoru-kun..."replied politely the taller one.
"So...uhm...how do you feel today?"
"Pretty good, thanks...yourself?"
"Oh good! Ano...I would like to apologize for my friend...Kyo...I don't know what happened, but I saw you were crying so I think he hurted you in some way, so...well...sorry..."
"It's ok Kaoru-kun...It was not your fault.." replied with a smile Toshiya. That Kaoru's guy seemed ok, he really felt stupid to have all that prejudice towards goths.
"Ehm...by the way...I don't know your real name...I mean Die spoke a lot about you, but he called you Totchi or cutie..."
"I'm Toshiya..."
"Nice to meet you!"
"Nice to meet you too..." Then an embarrassing silence fell between them. "Ehm...I think that I have to apologize to you..." started Toshiya. Kaoru stared at him.
"What do you mean?"
"Ehm...Dai-dai, yesterday told me that you two meet in the bar where he worked, but I never knew that, also because he didn't talk to you in class...and I found out yesterday that it was my fault...You know...I ...uhm..."
"You don't like goths, I know..." completed Kaoru.
"Uhm..yeah...and he didn't talk to you because of that...But now I saw taht you are really a nice person and I dunno...kinda of feel stupid..."
"It's ok, don't worry...Anyway, let's hope that nobody found out about yesterday, else you and Kyo probably will receive some kind of punishment..ne?"
"Let's hope...Are you in the dorm as well?"
"Yes, with Kyo..he is my room mate...you are with Die, aren't you?"
"Obviously..." They walked to their class, in silence, once inside Toshiya noticed that Kyo was there as well, he groaned. He asked something else to Kaoru.
"Ano....he just transferred, didn't he?" Kaoru nodded. Toshiya groaned once more, before sitting down. He waved at Die who arrived some minutes later.
"Where were you?? When I woke up you weren't in the room..." said Toshiya. Die smiled.
"I had to meet a noisy girl.."He was about to say something more but the professor entered. "I'll introduce you to Kaoru later!" he whispered. Toshiya whispering replied.
"It's ok, we already did it..."
"Before starting the lesson, I've been told that Hara and Niimura must go to the principal office. Now." Die sent Toshiya a look, knowing why they were called. Toshiya stood up and left the class. Kyo followed him, after all he was new, he didn't know where the principal office was. He walked behind the tall guy and stared at his back. He was a rare beauty that Toshiya, really. 'If only he had a better behaviour...' thought.
They arrived in the office. Toshiya knocked softly.
"Dozo..." He entered and left the door open for Kyo who stepped inside as well.
"Did you call us professor?" asked Toshiya.
"Yes I did. Sit down you two." ordered. Toshiya and Kyo obeyed. They took a glace to eachother before looking back at the principal.
"I've been told that you two yesterday did something for what many guys before you were expelled...Now...yesterday I had a great day, so I feel good, and I won't expell you two, but you both will receive a big punishment. First, five days of detention, together! - the two gasped, silently, not daring to cause something worst - and then...you'll be in the same room. Ando will stay with Nikkura from now on, and you Hara will stay with Niimura here!"
"W-what???"
"Yes! That is my final word, you can leave!"
"But but professor!! You can't do that!!"
"I'm the principal I can! Now don't make me do something worst Hara! Leave already!"
"But-"
"I said LEAVE ALREADY!" Kyo stood up and grabbed Toshiya dragging him out of the office.
"Don't make it worst!!" he whispered, dragging the boy to their class.
"I can't believe it...I can't believe it..."kept whispering Toshiya. Kyo ignored him and kept walking. He entered the class, and dragged Toshiya to his seat, taking place then, near him. Kaoru looked at him and mouthed 'what happened?' Kyo nodded and took a piece of paper, writing down something, then he thrown it to his friend. Kaoru read it, blinked, looked back at Kyo, then handed it at Die who was sitting behind him. Die sighed loudly, and turned to look at Toshiya.
The boy was near the tears actually, but he proudly hold them back. Die stood up and declared.
"Ano sensei, I don't think that Toshiya feels too well, I'll take him to the nursery." The professor stared at Die, then at Toshiya, finally he nodded. Die took Toshiya's hand and walked out of the class. The other simply followed him emotionless. Die as the previous day walked until their hidden place. As soon as they arrived there, Toshiya burst in tears.
"Calm down Totchi!!" whispered Die, stroking Toshiya's hair.
"Ssshh!! It's ok, we can see anyway, it's not as if he put you in anotehr school..." tried Die.
"Dai-dai!! What's if I need you during the night??? How can I stay in the same room with that freak!!!! Please...do something!!" pleaded Toshiya with eyes full of tears.
"I can't Totchi...you know that I can't!! I'll make the things worst!" Toshiya did his best to persuade his friend, but at the end he had to give up. After all Die was right, he would have make things worst. Toshiya weakly followed Die in their room, and Die started packing his things.
"You'll stay here, ne? I know you love the view that we have!" smiled Die. Toshiya ignored him and lied on his bed burying his face in the pillow. Die sighed and kept packing his things. Sometimes he hated Toshiya, especially when he acted like taht. Toshiya was being selfish and bratty. It's not that he didn't like Kaoru, but he prefered stayed in the same room with Toshiya as well, and actually it was Toshiya's fault if he had to move.
"Dai-dai...I'm just angry with myself, i'm not ignoring you..." said suddenly Toshiya. Die smiled to himself, that moment when he hated Toshiya were very short, as the other, as if reading in his mind, always say something to make him happy.
"Don't worry dude...Beside Kaoru's room is not far from here...We always can see eachother whenever we want.."
"Yeah...Sorry Dai-dai..."Die walked near Toshiya's bed and placed a soft kiss on the other cheek, before leaving the room with all his things. Some minutes later Kyo appeared in the room, with his things. Toshiya looked at him, before turning away. Kyo shrugged and started unpacking his belongs.
"Rule number one: don't speak to me if not necessary, rule number two: don't bother me, rule number three: you clean your part of room and bathroom, rule number four: don't ever dare to call me bitch again or you'll suffer of a long, torturing death, rule number five: we just share that room, there's no other kind of relationship between us."stated Toshiya.
"Rule number one: same for me, rule number two: same for me, rule number three: same for me, rule number four: don't you dare hit me again, because it will be YOU the one that will suffer a long, torturing death, rule number five: same for me!" replied Kyo, not caring of what he is being told.
They heard a knock, Kyo opened it and found the principal out of there.
"Very well, you're here already...Ok, boys your detention will start tonight, follow me!" Toshiya stood up and grabbed an heavy, warm blanket. They followed the principal who took them to the detention room. Usually when students did something bad and needed to be punished the professor sent them to the detention room, that was a cold, dark room, with only a little window, and two unconfortable camp-bed. A door that lead to a little dirty bathroom. They gave the students that were in detention a small meal and nothing else.
They were allowed to take a thing with them, but Kyo didn't know this rule so he took nothing with him. Toshiya who had been there many times knew that blankets were the right thing to take.
"This will be your dorm from now since Monday. You won't go to class or anything, you'll study more once out of here!" said the principal locking the two inside the room.
Toshiya sat on one of the two camp-bed and covered himself with the blankets, ignoring Kyo. The other lied on the other bed and covered with the small and light blanket that was there.
"Etchì!" Kyo started feeling really cold, Toshiya tried to ignore him, but he thought it wasn't really nice, after all Kyo didn't knew of the take-one-thing-rule. He turned to face the little guy, curled into a ball, trying to warm himself. Toshiya stood up and took the three blankets he was covering with.
"Make space for me..." he whispered. Kyo turned and faced him with disbelief. He slowly moved not really understanding what was on Toshiya's mind. The taller guy lied near him and covered both with their blankets.
"There's a rule, you can take one thing with you, when you're called for detention..." he said. Kyo nodded. Toshiya closed his eyes, trying to sleep a bit.
"Thank you..." whispered Kyo, doing the same just some seconds later.
Toshiya blinked some times trying to wake up and focuse something. That room was so dark though, that he couldn't see anything, even if he was sure it was already morning. He took a glance near him. Cuddled near his body there was Kyo, still sleeping peacefully, a content smile on his piercied lips.
He had to admit that he was really cute. He wasn't a beauty, he had many little defects, but they made him cute.
"Breakfast!" he heard from outside. Toshiya stood up and walked near the door, waiting for the person to open it. He gave him two trayes with a toast and a little bottle of water. He decided to wake the blonde up. He put the trays on the floor and walked to the bed.
"Hey....Wake up!! Breakfast time..."he said shaking softly the short man. Nothing. He shook him harder nearly screaming.
"Mmmmm..." groaned the blonde.
"Wake up damnit!" cursed Toshiya. Kyo rubbed his eyes sleepy.
"What?"
"Breakfast time..." said pointing to the toast. Kyo looked hungrily to his toast and jumped on, grabbing it and eating it at light speed. Toshiya took his bottle and drank a little of it, leaving the toast there. He didn't feel particularly hungry. Kyo stared at the toast, then at Toshiya, who was absentitly looking out of the small window, then back to the toast. He was damn hugnry. He sat on the bed, his back against the cold wall, waiting the time to pass. His stomach growled.
Turning Toshiya, pointed at his toast.
"You can eat mine also, I'm not hungry..." Kyo flashed him an happy smile before taking teh toast.
"Thanks, I'm starving!"
"Dai-dai will arrive soon with food anyway..." As soon as Toshiya pronunce Die's name he felt a wave of saddness. Kyo noticed it.
"What's wrong?"
"Remember your rule, freak!" snapped Toshiya, putting his head on the knees. Time passed, they didn't know how much, as nobody of the two had a watch. They heard someone whispering from outside.Immediatelly Toshiya stood up and approached the window, opening it.
"Totchi!!"
"Dai-dai!! Finally!!"
"Sorry, the proferssor didn't believe that i didn't feel well...I took something for both of you!" said handing Toshiya some blankets.
"Thank you Dai-dai!"
"And food!" Toshiya took everything and put them on his bed.
"Did you take also a book or something?" he asked.
"Of course!" said handing them three books.
"You're the best!"
"I know!" smiled back Die. He ruffled Toshiya's hair and called Kyo.
"Hey, how are you?"
"Fine."
"Ok, listen Kaoru said me that you eat everything, so you won't have problems with food, the only problem is that I don't know if you like reading or not..."
"Not much..."
"So tell me waht you need to pass the time..."
"Just a bit of paper and a pen, please!"
"Ok, wait a sec!" said Die disappearing for some minutes. He came back with all Kyo needed. "Here!"
"Thank you!"
"Dai-dai...why don't you do something and come here with me?" said Toshiya.
"Who will take you food then?"
"Kaoru!" replied immediatelly Toshiya. Die sighed.
"Totchi, you know that they won't put me here anyway!"
"I miss you...." whispered Toshiya, a single tear falling down from his eye.
"I know...I miss you too! I'll try to come this night, ok?"
"Hai...Love you.." whispered Toshiya, letting go of Die's hand.
"I love you too...see ya Kyo!" Toshiya sighed, he took the blankets and give some to Kyo, as for food, then he sat on the bed.
"Is that a usual thing?" asked after a while Kyo.
"Shut up!" snapped Toshiya. Kyo rolled his eyes.
"Listen, you did talked to me this morning, and I didn't say anything! Beside this is a necessary information, as I think I will spend most of my time here, if this is a thing that you can do with that friend of yours I can do it with mine!" replied Kyo.
"Yeah, everytime that I'm in detention or he is in detention the other take food and blankets, and some magazines or books."Kyo nodded and grabbed the paper, starting writing down something.
Toshiya put his head again on the knees and started crying soundlessly. He missed Die a lot, and the thought that he won't have him there waiting in their room once out of detention made him even sadder. He felt a weight on his bed, he raised his head and found Kyo there near him.
"I'll try to say the professor that it was all my fault, so you can stay with Die instead of me,ok?" he said softly.
"He won't let me stay with Die anyway, trust me, if there was a little chance to avoid this, Die would have found it..."replied Toshiya. Kyo stared at him a little bit.
"Listen...I know I can't talk if not necessary, and I'll do it, I swear...out of here! I mean...here there are only the two of us, and I'm physically incapable to shut up for 5 days..."
"What do you want to know?" asked Toshiya.
"Why do you need Die so much?"
"Because he is my only friend, my only family..."
"He isn't your brother, is he?"
"Nope...you know...My parents and Die's ones fought ages ago, when we were only 8 or 9 I think, I can't even remember why, anyway..they forbid us to even met the other...And you know...when you're a child, if your parents forbid you to do something, you just WANT to do it! And so it was for us as well...Die sent me a little letter, asking me to meet him in the park...We kept meeting in that park, everyday, for 5 years...Until we decided that it was time to say our parents...But it was the worst thing to do...at least with my parents...Die's ones accepted it, they wanted their son happiness, but mine...mine never accepted it and took me to anotehr school, where I wasn't allowed to go out, and so to see Die...That was until two years ago... I worked a lot in that two years when they separate me from Die, so now I can afford the school...At least I paid for the first year...then the principal phoned my parents and sadi that if they didn't intend to pay for my school he would have called the police or something, so now my parents paid it...I lived the last two years with nobody but Die...." It seemed that Toshiya just needed an excuse to start talking because he kept telling Kyo about his life for an hour more or less. And then for all the other four days they kept talking and talking, actually forgetting the rules they had.
But the time of detention was quite over. Die and Kaoru went to call them, and they found the two sleeping peacefully in the same bed, all the blankets covering their bodies, pressed against eachother to warm theirselves.
"Totchi! Wake up, detention is over!" declared cheerfully Die. Toshiya slowly, yawning and groaning opened his eyes, rubbing them hard. As soon as he saw that Die was there he jumped on and hugged him tight.
"Dai-dai!!!" Die hugged him back,and Kaoru couldn't do anything but stared at them with a smile.He took a glance at Kyo who was still sleeping and poked him trying to wake him up. Needless to say it was a mere failure.
"Nope! Kaoru-kun! You have to say that breakfast is here, you surely won't wake him up only poking him..." explained Toshiya. Kaoru raised any eyebrow...
"Kyo, breakfast is here..." he said loudly.
"Mmmm...five minutes Totchi.." muttered the blonde. Die looked at Toshiya.
"Totchi?" Toshiya nodded uneasily. "Are you two friends already? Didn't you hate him?"
"Ehm..." Toshiya tried to find a way to explain it, but there was none.. Fortunatelly for him Kyo awake and said something.
"Where's breakfast?" he asked, then noticed that Die and Kaoru was there. "What are you doing here?"
"Your detention is over, and there's no breakfast yet!" said Kaoru. Kyo pouted.
"Totchi, you didn't answer me!" poked Die. Toshiya looked uneasily at him, then at Kyo.
"What did you ask?" asked with interest Kyo.
"You said, five minutes Totchi...and I asked him if you two were friends already, and if he didn't hate you anymore..." Kyo looked at Toshiya.
"We had a de-"Started Kyo, but was cut off by Toshiya.
"We are friends..." Kyo looked at him, he noticed that the taller was blushing softly.
"We are..." nodded Kyo with a smile.
The four guys walked to their dorms, no lessons today, they skipped classes. Kyo and Kaoru decided to take some cool sleep, Die and Toshiya walked to their place.
'We are friends...' Kyo had that three words in his mind for all the afternoon. Was Toshiya serious? He hoped. He cursed himself immediatelly after having think. 'let's hope'. He was falling in love. Kyo had to admit that he had a thing for person that won't love him back for sure. Kyo felt in love only twice, and both the times the person disliked him, and this time was no difference. He knew it.
Anyway, he was too much proud to ask him if he was serious or not, because it was like admtting that he needed him, so he decided to wait and see how Toshiya will act with him. When Toshiya came back to their room he asked him.
"Hey Kyo, Die, Kaoru and I are gonna have dinner, will you come?"
"Yeah, wait a second!" he answered looking for a magazine.
"What is it?"
"Die borrowed me, remember? I had to give him back..." replied Kyo.
"It doesn't matter, Die doesn't read...you can take it..."
"You sure?"
"Yep....by the way Kyo..."
"Yes?"
"If you have any doubts, I was serious before..." completed blushing Toshiya. He noticed that since he entered in the room, Kyo tried to act in a cold way, cold but hopeful, as if looking for some assurance. Kyo smiled sweetly to him.
"Thank you Totchi..." he was about to add something else when they heard Die's voice calling for them.
"Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! Lazy assesssss!!! Come on!! We are waiting for you!!"
Die noticed the change in Toshiya, it wasn't obvious for everybody, but it was for him. Toshiya would have never speak to goths like Kaoru and Kyo, still he was there, chatting and laughing with them as if he knew them since years. He couldn't deny that he felt a little bit jealous.
But also Die changed. Toshiya noticed it. He and Kaoru were closer every day that passed, and he was jealous of it, that Kaoru was taking away his only friend. He would have hate Kaoru forever, if it wasn't for Kyo and his friendship. The blonde was ultra caring and sweet with the taller boy, treating him like he was the most precious thing he had.
The two used to spent the evening, after that Toshiya obliged Kyo to do his homework, sitting and smoking on the windowsill, they didn't share many words actually, but they were happy simply staying with eachother.
"They will end up together..." whispered suddenly Toshiya. Kyo turned to him, raising an eyebrown.
"Who?"
"Kaoru and Dai-dai..." whispered sadly the taller.
"He won't abandon you, don't worry...beside you have also me now, you're not alone anymore..." replied Kyo turning to stare out of the window. Toshiya smiled softly.
"Thank you Kyo...But you have to remember that it's Die, we are talking here...even if I know that he won't abandon me, I will miss him anyway..."
"Kaoru and Die....what a strange couple,ne?"
"Yeah!!! Kaoru is always so ....dark...and serious, Die was the opposite!" Chuckled Toshiya.
And Toshiya was right, Kaoru and Die actually ended up together, they arrived smiling and laughing. Toshiya needed less than a second to understand what happened. He felt a big amount of sadness hitting him. The smile Die had on his lips was the same smile Die had when he was with him. And he didn't like that Die show it to someone else.
"Totchi..." sighed Die, when Toshiya stood up and left. He was about to follow him, but Kyo stopped him.
"I'll go...don't worry..." He ran behind Toshiya. The boy walked until his and Die's secret place. Toshiya sat inside and cried. Kyo arrived there, he wasn't sure though if he could enter it or not, it was Die and Toshiya's place, not his.
"Kyo come in..." he heard. Kyo followed what he was being told and sat near Toshiya. Toshiya had tears in his eyes. "You're the first one that enter here, a part from me and Die..."
"I can go out...I didn't know if I could enter, but I wanted to make sure that you were ok..."
"I'm ok...I...just miss him...You know me and Die, were always together, always, day and night, when...we changed room, it was already hard for me, and now..."
"Totchi, I won't abandon you...you know that you are and will be forever the most precious friend, brother, all, Kaoru won't take your place, don't worry..." Die climbed inside and sat near Toshiya.
"I'm sorry...I'm being selfish again..."
"No you're not..."
"I just don't wanna be alone..."
"But you're not...I'm with you...Kaoru is with you, and most Kyo is with you..."
"They are not you..." whispered sadly Toshiya, avoiding Kyo's stare full of saddness and disbelief.
"That's true, They are not me, Kyo is more important than me for you, isn't it?" smiled Die. "That is our place Totchi...still you take someone that isn't me, here...doesn't that mean that Kyo is important for you? The fact that you didn't ask me if he is allowed to stay in OUR place, doesn't mean that his presence here is more important than asking me?" Toshiya kept his silence. Die turned to Kyo, "Can you please leave us a minute?" Kyo nodded and left. Die turned to Toshiya.
"You love him, don't you?" asked Die. Toshiya blushed softly.
"I...I don't know..."
"You don't know, or you don't want to admit?"
"I....maybe I do...But I don't know, he ...doesn't love me...he just treat me like a friend....But he treats me more than a simple friend...but he doesn't love me, but maybe he does, but I don't!" cried Toshiya. Die sighed.
"We are a bit confused, aren't we?"
"Not a bit...a lot..." They remained there for some time, leaning against eachother.
"I think Kaoru will want to stay a bit with you...it's your first day as lovers, and you spent it almost all with me..." whispered Toshiya. Die nodded, ruffling Toshiya's hair softly. They stood up and left the place, heading back to the school. Kaoru and Kyo were chatting just outside the entrance.
Kyo smiled softly to the blue haired.
"You ok?" he asked. Toshiya nodded. Kaoru and Die left the two there and walked out of the school, reaching the bar. Kyo and Toshiya wanted to go back to their dorm, but turning Toshiya, accidentally, bumped into someone, making the guy loose his balance and all the books he had in his hand fall down with him.
"Bitch! Look what have you done!!" screamed the knocked down guy. In less than a second Kyo was on him, hitting him hard.
"Don't you dare!!" he shouted.
"Kyo!!NO!!!" tried Toshiya, blocking the angry blonde. But it was too late, a professor was passing nearby and saw everything.
"Hara! Niimura, principal office!" Kyo groaning gave a last punch to the guy, before reaching the office, Toshiya following him in silence.
"Another fight...I don't know what to do with you two! Really!" started the principal.
"It was not our fault, that guy offended him! I just defend a friend of mine!" exclaimed angrily Kyo. The principal raised an eyebrown.
"Is it true Hara?"
"It is...He called me bitch..." The principal sighed.
"I will take care of that guy as well, but I'm sorry you'll have to spend a bit in detention as everybody else that did something...Just a day though..." replied the professor.
"Hai...can we go, now?"
"Yes, your detention will start in an hour!" said. The two left.
*****
"That is how everything starts ne?" said suddenly Kyo looking at the room of detention.
"Yeah..." sighed Toshiya sitting on his bed. "Damn it's even more cold than the last time..." Kyo gave him his blanket.
"Keep it..."
"No, you will need it later!" replied Toshiya. Kyo simply stood up and sat near the bishonen, covering him with his blanket.
"We can always do like last time,ne? We shared the bed, and we weren't even friends, we can share it also this time, don't you think?"
"I don't know what could I have done without you Kyo...I love you..." whispered the blue haired guy. The blonde smiled and ruffling Toshiya's hair he hugged him softly.
"I love you too Totchi...a lot!! More than how much Die loves you...far more..."
"Kyo...gomen for before...when....Die said me that you are with me....I...I didn't mean to say what I said...I mean...I wanted to say that you're different from Die, but not different actually, you are just.....well...different...but...-"
"Totchi, shut up!" chuckled Kyo. Toshiya pouted cutely."I know what you want to say...I...well...kinda of ....hear everything you said when Die asked me to leave...I mean..I was about to leave...really...but then I heard his question...and I really got interested in the answer...- Toshiya blushed hard - And really...how can you have doubts about my love for you? Kaoru is my friend...still you can see that you're treated in a different way, aren't you? Die is my friend as well, and you're still treated in a different way....wasn't obvious why you were treated like that?"
"I Think..it's because I'm more close to you than them...I mean after all, we share also the room..." replied the taller.
"That's true we share the room...but that just cause to increase the feeling I already had for you..."
"Already had? We met five days before starting sharing the room, Kyo! And our wasn't really a good start, for a friendship I mean..."
"Totchi, you said more things to me in five days than to Die in all this years..." reasoned Kyo.
"That...is...not true..." lied Toshiya.
"I asked him, he told that he never knew about that episode with your mother....you didn't say him, even if he was the main cause, but you said me after two days of detention, and we weren't actually friends were we? And, you know...after that five days, I was already in love..."
"I...I don't know...I don't know what my feelings are for you Kyo...really...I mean...you're important...since this morning I thought that you were as much important as Die...but then Die...said me that thing and he confused me...I love you really...just I don't know...in which way...I just need time to clarify my mind...Will you give it to me?" Kyo smiled to him, he had to admit that Toshiya so confused was kinda cute. He nodded placing a sweet kiss on his forehead.
"Of course...all the time you need.."
"Won't you say me that I'm being a bitch and then dump me?"
"Why should I?"
"Because I'll make you wait.."
"And?"
"And...people don't like to wait..."
"Totchi, am I him?"
"No you're not..."
"You have your answer then..."replied with a smile Kyo. Toshiya smiled softly.
"Thank you..."
"You're welcome..."
****
"Totchi...wake up..." whispered Die, shaking softly his friend, who was sleeping peacefully, hugged to Kyo.
"Mmmm...lemme sleep!!" groaned the blue haired. Die shook him harder.
"Come on!!" Toshiya slowly opened his eyes, rubbing them hard.
"Morning sleepyhead..."
"Dai-dai!!!" giggled Toshiya hugging the red haired guy. Toshiya tried to stand up but he didn't notice that Kyo was tightly wrapped around him.
"He heard everything didn't he?" asked Die, noticing that Toshiya was blushing when he realized that the blonde was hugging him. Toshiya nodded softly.
"And?"
"And...he said that he love me...and he will wait until my feelings for him will be clear enough for me..."
"Your feelings are really clear for everybody Totchi...I can't understand why they are not for you..." replied Die.
"I don't know...Maybe they are clear for me as well, I just don't want to admit so soon, I..just don't want to be hurt again..."
"The only one that will be hurt it will be me, Totchi, not you, because it's me that is madly in love with you, and I know it...if you'll realize that your feelings aren't strong for me, who will get hurt, me!" replied Kyo, opening his eyes and staring at Toshiya.
"That is not true! I'll be hurt as well, because I love you as much as-" Toshiya stopped. Die was smiling him. Kyo was smiling at him. "I'm dumb..." sighed Toshiya.
"Yes you are!" they both answered him. Toshiya pouted. He didn't have the time to say or do anything though, because Kyo leaned towards him and pressed a gently kiss on his lips.
"Shall we go?" he asked cheerfully smiling at the shocked guy. Die chuckled and started leaving. Toshiya slowly, still shocked stood up and let Kyo hold his hand, heading back to their dorm.
It was nearly two weeks since Toshiya and Kyo made their feelings clear, things between them changed, yes, but not in the best way. The two guys were embarrassed, whenever they were alone, quite all the day actually, they weren't able to talk as they did before. Toshiya talked about it to his best friend.
"Dai-dai..."
"Totchi?"
"What happened??" asked Toshiya with a sad voice.
"What do you mean?"
"Since that day...things between me and Kyo are different..." started Toshiya, he sat on Die's bed, near his friend.
"Different in which way?"
"We don't talk anymore, we are too embarrassed to talk...we try to spend as much time with you all instead of being alone, because when we are it's embarrassing..."
"When me and Kaoru started being together...as lovers I mean, we had the same problem...It was when we gave to eachother all of ourselves that everything changed again, but in the best way ever." Toshiya raised an eyebrown.
"Gave eachother? What does that mean?" he asked innocently. Die suppressed a laughter.
"Come on Totchi, you're not a baby anymore, are you?" he teased. Toshiya thought for a while. Die shook his head. "When we made love Totchi..." Toshiya's mouth opened wide, and blushed. "Now you understand! - laughed Die - anyway after that, embarrass was something that we didn't feel anymore..."
"But...with me and Kyo it's different...I mean...we rarely even kiss!! How can you expect that we made love!!" replied blushing even more the blue headed.
"You just have to talk with Kyo...After all, he knew your feelings but you know his as well!!"
"I think i will talk to Kyo..." reasoned Toshiya.
"Talk about what?" a voice made them turned. Kyo just appeared in the room with Kaoru. Toshiya blushed, while Die was trying his best not to laugh.
"Talk about what?" asked again Kyo.
"Ehm...nothing important..." lied Toshiya. Kyo raised an eyebrown.
"Totchi..." he demanded again.
"It's nothing Kyo...really..." lied weakly Toshiya.
"Don't make me repeat again!"
"Ok ok!!! We need to talk about something! Stubborn asshole!" screamed at the end Toshiya. Kyo sat near him and pressed a light kiss on the pouting lips of Toshiya, causing the taller to blush hard.
"What's wrong with you?" asked Kyo. Toshiya shook his head stubbornly but Die decided to embarrass his friend a little more.
"I was explaining Toshiya the story of bee and flower you know, and I think that embarrass him a little!" giggled. The said Toshiya gasped, blushing hard, until he quite caught fire, and the room filled with laughter.
"You liar...it's not true!" tried to protest Toshiya.
"You know Totchi, you could have come to me!! I could have show you instead of explain!" joked Kyo.
"Stop it you all!! It's not fair! You are three and it's only one of me!" groaned Toshiya. Kaoru laughing approached him and whispered something in his ear. And suddenly it was Toshiya who started laughing hard with Kaoru, leaving the other two there blinking and not really understanding.
"What did you say him?" asked immediatelly Die. Kaoru poked his tongue out at him, while Toshiya kept laughing pointing at Die. Die fumed.
"Pleaseee!!!" Die put his best puppy eyes look, and stared at Toshiya, knowing that the blue haired was really weak. Infact, the laughter stopped immediatelly and Toshiya tried to hide behind Kyo trying to avoid that look. But Die was just a persistent fucker and at the end win.
"He said that you didn't know what to do! That he told you everything, actually drawing it cause you were too much stupid to understand it!" Die blushed reaching the same colour of his hair and hit Kaoru on the head.
"Come on Totchi, let's go in our room, or we will get another detention..." suggested Kyo, Toshiya nodded and kissed Die and Kaoru on the cheek before leaving with the blonde.
Die lied on his bed, and Kaoru near him. He kissed Die on the lips softly.
"I won't forgive you for embarrassing me!" joked Die.
"Come on!! Poor Totchi was so embarrassed!! And you were just like him!! Remember?"
#Flashback#
"Hey Die, what's wrong?" Kaoru patted the red haired on the shoulder, making him turn to him.
"Kao..nothing actually, just a problem...nothing important..."
"Want me to call Totchi?" asked Kaoru. Die shook his head.
"No thanks..he is already full of problem with that Kyo guy.."
"Want to talk with me then?" Kaoru sat near Die facing him with a worried look. Die wasn't smiling nor joking and that was a serious thing really! Die thought for a while.
"I...Oh shit! Who care!" snapped before pressing his lips on Kaoru's with force. Kaoru moaned with surprise. When they parted Kaoru stared at Die.
"Was it this your problem?"
"Well...yeah..." muttered Die embarrassed. Kaoru giggled before kissing Die hard. Answering with love and need Die made Kaoru lie on his bed, slowly climbing on him, his hand travelling on the other chest, caressing it with slow, light touch.
"How much is it since we met?" asked with husky voice Die.
"Not much, but still a lot!" replied Kaoru,his tongue licking Die's lips.
"Don't you think that we'll regret this?" asked again Die.
"I won't, what about you?"
"I won't as well..." replied the red haired kissing Kaoru hard. "Kaoru..."
"Yes?"
"I.....well..."
"You don't know what to do, do you?" chuckled Kaoru making Die blush embarrassed.
"Yeah..."
"I'll teach you..."
#end of flashback#
"Yeah...but then I became even too much expert!" replied proudly Die. Kaoru giggled hitting his lover on the ass.
***
"Totchi...come here..." whispered Kyo, he and Toshiya were already in bed, the blue haired refused to tell Kyo anything about what they discussed with Die, but Kyo wanted an answer! Toshiya walked until Kyo's bed, and lied near him.
"What's wrong?" asked again Kyo.
"I don't know..." replied softly Toshiya. "Maybe it's me...maybe it's you..i don't know..."
"What do you mean?"
"Kyo...if there was something that I really like about our friendship was the fact that we could talk about everything, but now? Now we barely greet eachother...And I don't want to loose your words..they helped me more than once..."
"I'm sorry...but...I saw you embarrassed everytime we were alone, so I thought it was better say nothing...I thought it was you that wanted me to stay in silence, I saw that when Kaoru and Die were with us, you talked and laughed, joked and all without any kind of embarrass..but when there were the two of us only you suddenly became embarrassed and mute...Why didn't you talk with me immediatelly?"
"I didn't know what to do...I thought that maybe it was only in my mind...I was scared of making you angry.."whispered Toshiya. Kyo hugged him tight and placed a soft kiss on his forehead.
"I can't be angry with you...next time talk with me immediatelly...these are our problems, if we want this relationship to work for a long time, we have to learn to face the problems by ourselves. Ok?"
"I love you Kyo..."
"I love you too Totchi..." The taller one raised his head to meet Kyo's eyes and pressed an hungry kiss on his lips. "By the way Totchi, when I said that I would have show instead of explain the bee and flower story I was serious!" joked Kyo, Toshiya blushed but replied annoyed.
"What a great way to destroy this moment Kyo!"
"Sorry can't help it!" laughed Kyo. Toshiya pouted. "I'm sorry...forgive me, ne?" asked with a sweet pair of eyes Kyo,kissing the tip of Toshiya's nose.
"I don't know! You'll have to work hard for it!" joked back Toshiya. It was Kyo's turn to pout like a baby.
"Oyasumi Totchi..."
"Oyasumi nasai Kyo.."
***
"Totchi, have you finished our homework?" asked Kyo, suppressing a yawn. Toshiya pouted.
"Why it's always me the one that have to do them?" he complained. Kyo chuckled and pressed a sweet kiss on his pouty lips.
"You obliged me to clean up the room and the bathroom!"
"But you caused the mess!!" complained again the taller. Kyo smiled devilishy to him. He took a glance at the time, it was nearly midnight.
"Better go to bed, it's late already.." Toshiya nodded and put the notebook down, joining Kyo in his bed. The blonde hugged him before kissing him hard, his tongue wanting to meet Toshiya's one, wanting to taste eachother. Toshiya rolled a bit and found himself on top of Kyo. Blushing he leaned to kiss the guy deep, his hand looking for Kyo's one, holding it tightly, his fingers playing with Kyo's long ones. Toshiya left Kyo's mouth to kiss his neck.
His mouth, his lips left a sweet mark of his love, on Kyo's neck, who gladly moved it to give Toshiya better access to it. Kyo wasn't already wearing any shirt, so Toshiya let his mouth travelling down from the neck to the shoulder, the chest, biting softly one of the nipples. Kyo arched his back when Toshiya's wet tongue licked it, sucked it. Kyo's hand left Toshiya's to grab the back of the taller head, crushing their lips in an hungry lovely kiss.
"I love you..." whispered Toshiya in the kiss.
"I love you too..."replied Kyo. He made the taller lie under him and kissed him again. His hand looking for the boxers, pulling them down slowly. Toshiya remained there, under Kyo, naked and blushing. He smiled to him before taking away his boxer as well, his hard member there for anyone to see. Toshiya gulped loudly noticing the hugeness of it.
"If you don't want to do it, just tell me..." whispered Kyo, hearing the gulp. Toshiya shook his head.
"I do want...but...you...well..it's...so...BIG!" Kyo chuckled.
"You'll like it! And it's not as if you're small, you know?" said pointing at Toshiya hard member. Toshiya blushed.
"Why do you have always to embarrass me like this?" complained with a pout the blue haired guy. Kyo smiled apologetically and kissed him. His hand in the meanwhile find his way to the tight hole, then he remembered.
"Do you have any lube Totchi?" Toshiya shook his head. "What can we do then?"
"Can't you just use saliva?"
"Oh yes!"
"Kyo, didn't you say that you were kinda of expert in this? Even the most little child knew that saliva is a kind of lube!" It was Kyo's time to blush like mad, Toshiya giggled. " You're cute when you blush!"
"Hey! Stop embarrassing me! I forgot ok?" Toshiya was about to answer something, but he was silenced by Kyo's lips pressed forcely against his. He put his fingers in front of Toshiya's mouth, and the guy licked them properly, wetting them. Kyo pressed another kiss on Toshiya's lips, his tongue licking Toshiya's lips asking for more.
The two muscles engaged a battle, while Kyo's finger disappeared in Toshiya's hole, causing the guy to gasp in the kiss. Kyo made his lover get used to it, before adding another one and moving them like a scissor, stretching the hole. He added the third and last finger, preparing his lover for the next intrusion.
Toshiya was already moaning in both pleasure and pain, but he arched his back and emitted a loud scream when Kyo's member was pushed inside him. He pushed inside the crying guy completely, moaning at the tightness that enveloped him.
"Kami..." Kyo saw Toshiya crying and slowly he licked the tears away from the eyes. "Sorry.." he whimpered, trying to suppress a moan. Toshiya shook his head.
"I'm ok, don't worry..." he bit his lip hard making it bleed when Kyo started moving. He hitted Toshiya's prostate hardly, quite roughly, but still sweetly, softly, not wanting to hurt him too much. And soon the desire made the pain fade away.
Kyo's long fingers were wrapped tightly around Toshiya's member, stroking it at the same speed to the thrust. Kyo wanted to come with him, in the same moment, he wanted to share that moment with him.
"I'm close..." whimpered Toshiya, panting. Kyo nodded, he was close too. He speed up the thrusts and the strokes, they needed so badly the release.
"God..." moaned Toshiya, his hand holding and squeezing Kyo's one, the other one grabbed on the sheets. And finally they came, screaming eachother name in the same moment, Kyo panted, tears of sweat covering his forehead, strands of hair glued on it, Toshiya panting as well, was sweaty. Gently Kyo removed some strands from his lover forehead, before sliding out and lieing near him, hugging him.
"Anyway, I said I was expert because I saw porn, not because I did it..." whispered after a while the blonde. Toshiya smiled softly, pressing a lovely kiss on the other lips.
"I love you.."
"I love you too." Toshiya placed his head on Kyo's chest, closing his eyes.
"Do you think someone heard us?" asked the blue headed after a while. Kyo chuckled, his eyes closed as well.
"Dunno, but they might, you where pretty loud!"
"Liar!" pouted back Toshiya.
"Next time I'll record you, so you can hear how much loud you were!" replied again Kyo. Toshiya giggled.
"I really love you a lot!"
"I love you more!"
"I'm too tired to start a battle of words, next time I will win anyway!"
"You wish...Oyasumi Totchi..."
"Oyasumi Kyo..."
****
"Ohayo sleeping beauty..." Toshiya rubbed his eyes, turning to face his love.
"Ohayo..."
"How are you?"
"I feel dizzy...but ok.."
"Hope I didn't hurt you too much yesterday..." whispered worriedly Kyo. Toshiya smiled softly.
"You didn't...Better if we get ready, it's late already, isn't it?"
When they were finally ready they walked out of their room, and found Kaoru and Die there, waiting for them, Toshiya kissed the two on the cheek and they headed to their class, Kyo and Toshiya hand in hand.
"Have you two already had breakfast?" asked Kyo. Kaoru and Die shook their heads. "Well I'm starving, so is Totchi, why don't we reach the bar and eat something?"
"Ok.." They sat at a table and drinking their coffee ate something. Kyo eyed Toshiya's croissant, and suddenly took a bite of it.
"KYO!!!!" complained Toshiya putting the sweetest pout ever on his lips. Kyo smiled devilish before pressing a kiss on them. Toshiya bit Kyo's lip when he tried to deepen the kiss.
"Totchi! You bite me!"
"You bite my breakfast!" replied Toshiya. And Die understood.
"Something happened between you two last night, ne?" Toshiya blushed softly.
"What make you think that?" he asked flebily.
"You. You never let Kyo kiss you in a public place, and also when he kissed you in our room, when only the four of us were you blushed hard, this time, you didn't blush and also do something back..."
"Let's say that we are now one, ne?" replied Kyo with a wink to his lover. Toshiya was looking down at his feet, feeling suddenly naked in front of his friends. Kyo stared at him then at Die before breaking in laughter.
"Why do you have always to embarass me like this?" complained Toshiya, Kaoru patted him on the head affectionatelly.
That Toshiya and Kyo were an happy couple it was clear to everybody. More than once though, this relationship caused them problems, between other students in particular. And it was strange, because everybody knew that Die and Kaoru were a couple, but nothing happened to them, nobody ever thought about offending them or something.
Still both Kyo and Toshiya hadn't an easy life in the school. Kyo had some suspects and decided to talk to Die about it.
"I think that there's somebody behind all this..."
"What do you mean?"
"Why you and Kaoru can stay together and we can't? Why they keep offending us while they didn't offend you?"
"Dunno..."
"I think that they are following someone orders..."replied Kyo. Die said nothing. "Die...I need your help!"
"I'm here.."
"You have to find out who like Toshiya in the school, I don't think that someone can like me a part from Toshiya, but someone might like Totchi.. I need you to find name and surname of the said person!" Die sent him a shocked look.
"Kyo are you mad or something? Someone might like Totchi??? The whole school is in love with him!!! Not someone!" replied Die. Kyo muttered some curses.
"That make things more complicate..." he whispered. Die stared at him.
"Listen...I can try to find out who had a real passion for him, it won't be too much easy though...But I don't think it will change something..."
"I don't know if it will change something or not, but I have to try...I don't care if they say me something, it doesn't touch me, but it hurts Toshiya, and I don't want that our story can cause him any kind of pain.."
"I think that for Totchi is more than enough knowing that someone love him so much to find in a whole school, where every single student is in love with him, someone is MORE in love with him than another one..."
"It is..." Toshiya's voice from behind them. Toshiya smiled to Die and kissed Kyo softly, before sitting near them. "Kyo, there's no need to look for anybody...It's true, they hurt me, but only because I thought it hurted you..."
"...."
"And anyway it's like Die said, the thought that you love me so much it's enough, it erase any kind of hurt that they can cause in me..."
"You sure?"
"I am.." Toshiya smiled sweetly to Kyo, who couldn't help but smile back.
***
It seemed that Kyo followed what Toshiya said and forgot the whole thing. Toshiya and Kyo spent many times in detentions, because they overslept, skipped lessons, fought again, the detention room became like their second house really.
"Toshiya-san?" a femmine voice made the guy raised his head from the book he was reading.
"Yes?"
"Ano..summimasen...I don't want to interrupt you...really..."
"It's ok, is there any problem?" asked Toshiya offering his usual friendly smile.
"I wanted to ask you something..."
"Come on then.." encouraged Toshiya. The guy in front of him seemed to vulnerable and naive.
"Will you....will you...will you became my friend?"
"If from friendship you mean the same friendship I have with Die or Kaoru, my answer is no, if you mean that you want me to talk to you then my answer is yes."
"Why can't we have the same relationship that you have with Die and Kaoru?"
"Because I said that."
"But..but..."
"No buts, that's my final word...I'm sorry, but nobody can be so close to me as them. Bye." replied Toshiya standing up and leaving the guy, near to tears there alone. As soon as Toshiya were far, the guy wiped the faked tears, an evil smile on his pretty lips. He looked around and saw Kyo walking and looking around probably trying to find Toshiya. He immediatelly burst in cry and ran towards him, covering his face with the hands and bumping on him.
"What the fuck!" Kyo cursed. The crying guy looked at him, and then cried more. Kyo stared at him helplessly. "Hey, are you hurt?"
"Kyo-sama....your...your..."
"MY?"
"Your boyfriend..." started the guy.
"What happened to Toshiya?" asked immediatelly full of worry Kyo.
"He...he was mean with him..I only asked him to became his friend...nothing more..."
"I'm gonna kill you if you dare to frighten me like this!!! You ass!!"
"I'm so sorry...but...I just wanted to became his friend...became friend of my idol..." That the guy was a 'fan' of Toshiya it was already clear to Kyo, as, he noticed, the crying guy looked just like Toshiya.
"I'm sure Toshiya didn't mean to be mean to you...Maybe he was just in a bad mood, you don't have to worry!" smiled Kyo.
"I don't know Kyo-sama, he was very angry... I think he just wanted to slap me..." cried fakely the guy.
"Toshiya? Slapping someone? Naaah!!! Come with me, we will clarify all this mess, ok?" The guy nodded and followed Kyo. "By the way, I don't know your name!"
"I'm Miyavi..."
"Nice to meet you Miyavi!"
"Nice to meet you too, Kyo-sama!" smiled the guy. After walking for a bit finally Kyo found Toshiya.
"Hey Totchi!" he called, the taller guy turned with a smile that faded as soon as he noticed who was with his lover.
"Why he is with you?" he asked with a somehow harsh tone. Kyo looked surprised at him.
"He is my friend...what's wrong with you?"
"Nothing." replied coldly. Miyavi then interrupted them.
"Ano..Kyo-sama...I think it's better if I leave..."
"No, you stay here, he was being mean with you, and he had to excuse himself." replied Kyo looking straight in Toshiya's eyes. The taller felt tears in his eyes when he heard that words from his lover. He turned and left. Anger filling him towards Kyo but most towards Miyavi. He ran away, letting the tears finally leaving his eyes. That's why he didn't notice the guy in front of him. He bumped into him and they both fell down.
"Sorry.." Toshiya muttered, but remained there, crying.
"It's- are you ok?" the guy asked him.
"Yeah...my lover just protect a fucking bitch instead of me, but yes I'm ok!"
"Kyo-san treated you badly, Toshiya-kun?"
"How come that everybody seems to know both me and Kyo?"
"Toshiya-kun, you're the most beautiful guy inside this school, of course everybody know you! And about Kyo-san, everybody know him because he was the lucky bastard that have you!" explained the guy.
"What's your name?" asked Toshiya.
"I'm Niya..."
"Nice to meet you! Want to drink something?" he asked. After all Kyo wasn't alone right now, so he might have some company as well. Niya nodded and they both left. That evening when Toshiya came back in his room, he was incredibly drunk, and Kyo would have yelled at him if only the blonde hadn't been already asleep in bed.
"Toshiya don't you have something to tell me?" asked Kyo the next morning when they woke up.
"Do I?"
"You do."
"I don't think I have..."
"Toshiya stop this sick joke, it doesn't help anybody! You were drunk last night when you come back!"
"Oh, so caring of you to look if I was ok or not! You just slept..."
"I was fucking tired! And I didn't want to fight with you!"
"Ooohh!! What happened Kyo? Miyavi fucked you too much?" replied snickering Toshiya. Kyo turned to face him with shock.
"You didn't say that, did you?"
"I did, and I can also repeat it, if you want!"
"Shut up Toshiya, is better! And I still can't get why you hate him so much! he is a nice guy!"
"A nice guy that want to get into your pants!"
"My pants? Yours maybe, but not mine! YOU are his idol, not me!"
"Think what you want Kyo, I don't care." replied Toshiya dressing in hurry and leaving the room. Kyo couldn't believe his ears. What was the problem with Toshiya? Miyavi was indeed a nice guy. Innocent and joyfull...like Toshiya. He grabbed a glass that was near him and crashed it on the floor, trying to get all the anger and frustration he had inside out.
He dressed as well and left the room. He walked lazily to his class when he heard a joyfull call.
"Kyooooooooo!" Kyo turned hopefully, that greet sounded so like Toshiya's one, but...
"Miyavi..."
"Hi Kyo! How are you?"
"Fine, sorry I have lesson now..."
"I'll make a bit of way with you, my class is just near your...By the way yesterday I saw Toshiya with one of my classmates, his name is Niya, he was drinking so much, is he ok?"
"Dunno...sorry Miyavi I really have to go!" said Kyo leaving Miyavi there. The guy put a cold evil smile on his lips. Someone patted his shoulder, he turned.
"What did I tell you? Their relationship isn't so strong! Just a bit of doubts and they will break up, so you can have that bitch and I can have Kyo!"
"I don't think that their relationship is so weak though...It will be hard to make them break up..."
"Don't worry Niya, you will find out that I can be very persuasive.." replied Miyavi with his usual evil grin.
***
"Toshiya, I need to talk with you." demanded Kyo.
"What do you want Kyo? I'm pretty busy, as you can see!"
"Do you know Niya?"
"Yes, I do."
"How come that I don't then?"
"Because I met him only yesterday."
"And you went to drink with him and get drunk with a person that you know since a day???"
"Yes I did."
"If you want to break up with me tell it right now, it will be less painful and quicker too."
Toshiya kept his silence. Kyo left their room. Once Kyo was outside Toshiya turned to face the door and tears started running down his eyes. Over. It was all over. Die and Kaoru appeared in his room some minutes later, they had met Kyo running out, with tears in his eyes. They didn't need much time to understand what happened.
"Kaoru, can you leave us alone a moment, please?" asked Die. Kaoru nodded and left the room. Die walked near Toshiya's bed, where the blue haired guy was cuddled like a ball, shaked by many sobs.
"Totchi...what happened?"
***
Kyo ran away, out of the school, he didn't want anybody to see him crying. He sat in the empty library, and he wasn't actually surprised to see Miyavi appear after a while.
"Kyo-sama?"
"Leave me alone."
"Please...I want to help you..."
"No you want to make me break up with Toshiya and you managed to do that, but there's no chance at all that I'll be with you, understand?" Miyavi blushed because of being discovered.
"It's not like that!" tried to lie.
"Stop it Miyavi!" growled Kyo. Miyavi's blush disappeared and a grin substite it.
"Fine, it's true I wanted to make you two break up, but not only because I want you, I want to destroy Toshiya's happiness, I want to destroy his fucking perfect life!" Kyo raised his head, his eyes flaming in anger.
"Don't you dare touch Toshiya!"
"Oh no Kyo, I couldn't possibly touch him! But you see...You already did all for me, you destroyed his happiness, his life, everything!" replied coldly Miyavi. Kyo felt his world destroy in front of him. He didn't believe Toshiya. He didn't believe his lover, when he was trying to make him notice that Miyavi wasn't actually nice.
***
"Niya? Why this name isn't new for me?" thought Die. Toshiya had told him everything about him, Kyo, Miyavi and Niya. "YES!!! Now I remember, Niya is Miyavi's cousin!"
"Cousin??? He told me that he and Miyavi were friends back when they were really little, but that now he couldn't stand him, and that he hate him!!!" replied with shock Toshiya. Then suddenly he stood up. He ran for all the school until he found Miyavi out of his class. He jumped on him, starting kicking and punching him.
"You bitch!! You make me break up with Kyo!!"
"I know!!" replied Miyavi trying to protect himself with his arms from the angry guy. Soon after Kyo appeared and saw Toshiya, crying and nearly killing the so 'nice' Miyavi.
"Totchi!" He screamed, catching him and blocking him. Miyavi stood up, his body aching from all the kick and punches he received. Toshiya was trying to free himself from Kyo's grip. The evil guy, touching his face, noticed that blood was running down his nose and lips. He slapped Toshiya. Suddenly Kyo freed Toshiya and attacked Miyavi.
"Bitch, don't you dare!!!" he shouted puching Miyavi hard on the face.
"NIIMURA!!!! HARA!!!!" a scream. The two turned and saw a professor running towards them. "Come with me!!" The two weakly followed them. The professor took them to their dorm.
"The principal isn't here, but you'll receive a detention while you'll wait for him to come and make his decision. Go!" he ordered. Kyo and Toshiya, not looking at eachother grabbed some blankets and left their dorm once again, heading to the detention room.
"Come here..." said Kyo once they were left alone inside the room. Toshiya looked at him sadly."You're hurt Toshiya." Kyo grabbed some cloth and wetted it to take the blook away from Toshiya's face. Slowly he wiped it away.
"Itai!" complained Toshiya.
"Sorry..." muttered Kyo. "Totchi..."
"Yes?"
"I'm sorry..."
"It doesn't hurt so much..."
"No..I'm sorry...about...Miyavi...At first I didn't understand...but then...I saw that Miyavi wanted to look like you, and he was acting with me as you will act...And I understood..."
"....."
"Please...I'm sorry..."
"It's ok..."
"I will not ask you to be my lover again, because I know I'm not worth of it, I didn't believe you, but I did believe Miyavi, I treated you badly, I was an ass with you, but I wanted to be forgiven by you..."
"I never said that I wanted to break up with you Kyo..."
"Eh?"
"When you said, if you want to break up with me, just say it right now, I don't remember I have said anything..."
"You mean..."
"Kyo..I love you too much for breaking up with you for something like this! You told me once that we have to talk about our problems...we didn't...but now...we have plenty of time, haven't we?"
"We have..."
"Listen...I never liked that Miyavi...because he liked you immediatelly...And I know that he is better looking than me...He can imitate me or something, but he doesn't have any of the defects that I have...Indeed he was your type...And I got...well a part from jealous, I got really really scared of being dumped by you because of him..."
"Do you really think that the first thing that attracked me was your beauty?" asked Kyo. Toshiya raised an eyebrown. Kyo smiled to him."Ok, yeah it was...let's formulate another question.. Do you think that I love you only because of your beauty?"
"I hope not..."
"It's clear that it's not!!!! I would have fuck you immediatelly and left you after that, don't you think?"
"Maybe...And...about that Niya...I found out just later that he liked me, and Die told me that he was Miyavi's cousin...I didn't know that before...I'm sorry..."
"Come here Totchi..." Kyo whispered, Toshiya moved near him and the blonde hugged him tight. "I love you..."
"I love you too..." Kyo's lips looked for Toshiya's one, his tongue licking the upper lip of the bishonen and slid inside, meeting the other muscle. Kyo's hand travelled under Toshiya's shirt caressing the well toned body.
"Kyo...my ass will hurt for ages..."
"What does that mean? That you want to try 'something' new?" Toshiya blushed.
"Kinda of...." he muttered softly embarrassed like hell. Kyo chuckled and kissed Toshiya softly.
"You'll be my first time..."
"You were as well..." Slowly Kyo undressed, his eyes never leaving Toshiya's ones.
"You're making me embarrassed again, do you know that?" whispered Toshiya.
"Yes."
"Are you planning on stopping it?"
"No, you're cuter when you're embarrassed!" Toshiya groaned, and Kyo kissed him again. Toshiya's mouth left Kyo's lips and travelled down, his tongue leaving signs of his path. Both the guys were hard and aroused, and just wanted to please eachother. Toshiya's mouth just found his way to Kyo's member, the guy was about to take it in his mouth when....
"What's going on here???" Toshiya and Kyo turned horrified.
"Principal..." they muttered at the unison, trying to cover their naked bodies.
"You're both expelled from now!" said the principal turning and leaving the room.
"W-wait professor!!!" tried Kyo. Nothing. The principal ignored him and left. Kyo looked towards Toshiya. "I'm sorry..." he whispered. Toshiya shook his head.
"It's not your fault Kyo. And it's my fault as well..."
"What can we do now?"
"Nothing...Just accept it..."
"At least...we are together also in this...Hey Totchi!"
"Yes?"
"What about going to live together? We can find a job and live together..."
"Together...It will be wonderful...Just..."
"Just?"
"Kyo, we don't have any money, how can we think about an house?"
"Hey, didn't I tell that my parents bought me an apartment not far from here?"
"You didn't asshole!"
"HEY!!" complained Kyo. Toshiya poked his tongue out. "So?"
"Yes...I want.."
"Fine! Let's go, we have to pack our things, and then tell Die and Kaoru..."
"Can I go and talk to Die, before packing our things?"
"Of course...Send Kaoru to our dorm so you can talk with Die alone."
And infact some minutes later Kaoru appeared at Kyo's and Toshiya's dorm, helping the blonde to pack his and Toshiya's things while Kyo said him all. Toshiya in the meanwhile was with Die in the red haired dorm.
"Dai-dai...I caused a lot of problem..."
"Eh?"
"I was kicked out of the school...the principal expelled both me and Kyo..." Explained sadly Toshiya. Die gasped.
"And why?" The blue headed blushed softly.
"He...caught me and Kyo...in...well...I was...he was...."
"You were fucking??? He caught you fucking KYO????" asked back with shock Die. Toshiya nodded.
"I'm sorry..."
"Totchi...- Die sat near him and hugged the crying man - shhh don't cry...I'll try to talk with the principal ok?"
"Dai-dai...No...Me and Kyo already planned something...we're gonna live together, Kyo had an apartment just near the school, we will go there and live together...But...I don't think we will be able to see eachother for a while...we had to work, you have school..."
Toshiya felt Die's hug tighten. "I'm sorry..." he whispered again.
"We're coming too.." declared Die.
"Uh?"
"Kaoru and I discussed about leaving the school...we're both got bored of it..If Kyo agreed we can all live together, and if he let live in his house, we will buy food or something as payment..."
"I...I hope Kyo wants it as I do..." said Toshiya with a smile.
"Come on then, what are we waiting for? Let's go and ask him!" replied Die, grabbing Toshiya and running to Kyo and his dorm. He entered abruptly inside it and called for Kyo and Kaoru.
"What the fuck Die!!"
"Sorry Kyo! I need to talk to you!" He sat on Toshiya's bed and Kaoru stared at him, Die nodded and Kaoru understood, he sat down near him, while Toshiya sat near Kyo.
"So? I'm waiting!"
"Ok, me and Kaoru discussed many times about leaving the school, but I always rejected because I didn't want to leave Totchi...but now...as you two..."
"You want to come and live with us.." Kyo cut him off.
"Yeah...What do you think?"
"You don't have to ask me, you have to ask Totchi, cause if he wants I want as well, if he doesn't want I don't want as well, but as I think that he wants, I don't see where the problem is...I mean why you wanted to say me..." Die stared at Kyo. Their friendship became stronger, he knew that, but he didn't expect so strong! And Kyo's love for the blue haired guy was clear.
"He said that they will pay the food as you let them stay in your house.."
"Our house Totchi..." corrected Kyo. Toshiya smiled softly.
"Our house..."
"And it's more than ok for me, but Die i'll tell you now, you'll regret this decision!" smirked the blonde. "Though, you have to wait at least a week, we need to clean that house, and arrange bedrooms and all...You just kept studying for another week ne?" Die and Kaoru nodded.
"Dai-dai..." called again Toshiya. Die turned to face the bishonen. Kyo gave him a little slap on the ass.
"Go Totchi...I'll finish packing alone or with Kaoru!" Toshiya smiled thankfully to Kyo hugging him. He loved when Kyo understood him so well.
"Dai-dai, can we go to our place for a while?" Die nodded flashing him a big smile. Toshiya took Die's hand holding it tightly and they walked to their place.
***
"Come on Totchi, we have to finish our room!" complained Kyo when once again Toshiya sat tiredly on the couch. The blue haired pouted.
"Kyooo!! I'm tired!!!"
"But if you don't help me, you'll be tired forever, cause we don't have a room to sleep in!"replied Kyo. Pouting and sighing Toshiya stood up and followed Kyo to what would have been their room.
After an hour finally the room was ready. Kyo walked in their house, and smiled when he noticed that everything was settled. And then the bell rang loudly. Toshiya ran to open the door, followed by Kyo. Die and Kaoru were standing there, a grin plastered on their faces, bags and luggages near them.
"We're here!"
"Okaeri nasai!" Kyo and Toshiya screamed happily. They let the two entered in the house. Die noticed immediatelly a room with a big X on it.
"What is that?" he asked. Kyo and Toshiya looked at eachother.
"The detention room." they answered together. Toshiya hugged his lover kissing him on the lips softly. "Our detention room." He completed.
And infact some minutes later Kaoru appeared at Kyo's and Toshiya's dorm, helping the blonde to pack his and Toshiya's things while Kyo said him all. Toshiya in the meanwhile was with Die in the red haired dorm.
"Dai-dai...I caused a lot of problem..."
"Eh?"
"I was kicked out of the school...the principal expelled both me and Kyo..." Explained sadly Toshiya. Die gasped.
"And why?" The blue headed blushed softly.
"He...caught me and Kyo...in...well...I was...he was...."
"You were fucking??? He caught you fucking KYO????" asked back with shock Die. Toshiya nodded.
"I'm sorry..."
"Totchi...- Die sat near him and hugged the crying man - shhh don't cry...I'll try to talk with the principal ok?"
"Dai-dai...No...Me and Kyo already planned something...we're gonna live together, Kyo had an apartment just near the school, we will go there and live together...But...I don't think we will be able to see eachother for a while...we had to work, you have school..."
Toshiya felt Die's hug tighten. "I'm sorry..." he whispered again.
"We're coming too.." declared Die.
"Uh?"
"Kaoru and I discussed about leaving the school...we're both got bored of it..If Kyo agreed we can all live together, and if he let live in his house, we will buy food or something as payment..."
"I...I hope Kyo wants it as I do..." said Toshiya with a smile.
"Come on then, what are we waiting for? Let's go and ask him!" replied Die, grabbing Toshiya and running to Kyo and his dorm. He entered abruptly inside it and called for Kyo and Kaoru.
"What the fuck Die!!"
"Sorry Kyo! I need to talk to you!" He sat on Toshiya's bed and Kaoru stared at him, Die nodded and Kaoru understood, he sat down near him, while Toshiya sat near Kyo.
"So? I'm waiting!"
"Ok, me and Kaoru discussed many times about leaving the school, but I always rejected because I didn't want to leave Totchi...but now...as you two..."
"You want to come and live with us.." Kyo cut him off.
"Yeah...What do you think?"
"You don't have to ask me, you have to ask Totchi, cause if he wants I want as well, if he doesn't want I don't want as well, but as I think that he wants, I don't see where the problem is...I mean why you wanted to say me..." Die stared at Kyo. Their friendship became stronger, he knew that, but he didn't expect so strong! And Kyo's love for the blue haired guy was clear.
"He said that they will pay the food as you let them stay in your house.."
"Our house Totchi..." corrected Kyo. Toshiya smiled softly.
"Our house..."
"And it's more than ok for me, but Die i'll tell you now, you'll regret this decision!" smirked the blonde. "Though, you have to wait at least a week, we need to clean that house, and arrange bedrooms and all...You just kept studying for another week ne?" Die and Kaoru nodded.
"Dai-dai..." called again Toshiya. Die turned to face the bishonen. Kyo gave him a little slap on the ass.
"Go Totchi...I'll finish packing alone or with Kaoru!" Toshiya smiled thankfully to Kyo hugging him. He loved when Kyo understood him so well.
"Dai-dai, can we go to our place for a while?" Die nodded flashing him a big smile. Toshiya took Die's hand holding it tightly and they walked to their place.
***
"Come on Totchi, we have to finish our room!" complained Kyo when once again Toshiya sat tiredly on the couch. The blue haired pouted.
"Kyooo!! I'm tired!!!"
"But if you don't help me, you'll be tired forever, cause we don't have a room to sleep in!"replied Kyo. Pouting and sighing Toshiya stood up and followed Kyo to what would have been their room.
After an hour finally the room was ready. Kyo walked in their house, and smiled when he noticed that everything was settled. And then the bell rang loudly. Toshiya ran to open the door, followed by Kyo. Die and Kaoru were standing there, a grin plastered on their faces, bags and luggages near them.
"We're here!"
"Okaeri nasai!" Kyo and Toshiya screamed happily. They let the two entered in the house. Die noticed immediatelly a room with a big X on it.
"What is that?" he asked. Kyo and Toshiya looked at eachother.
"The detention room." they answered together. Toshiya hugged his lover kissing him on the lips softly. "Our detention room." He completed.
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