Ship wrecked | By : KarinVAM Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > HIM Views: 3332 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
So this was it then. This was the boat that was going to give him the ‘Best time of his fucking life’ as his boss had called it. Well, it sure looked nice.
Brandon ‘Bam’ Margera, an American professional skater in his late twenties, stared up at the huge, white cruise ship laying gracefully in the water. His brown curls fell into his crystalline eyes and he brought up one hand to wipe them under the black beanie on his head.
This was the cruise ship he would be going on, to have a nice and relaxing vacation. In the Caribbean none the less. A vacation where he would hopefully drink a lot of booze and meet some hot chicks to keep him company.
Something like that.
And the best thing was, his boss was paying for the whole thing. Two glorious and very luxurious weeks on this white palace in the water.
And still he wasn’t happy. Still there was something not right. Still he had the urge to turn around and go back home to his bedroom. Lock himself up and sleep the two weeks away. Because these weeks were not enough to make him ‘better’ as his boss had told him. To fix his little problem.
Like depression was really an illness anyway. What the fuck did he know? How could he possibly know that every morning he hoped he never woke up again, so he wouldn’t have to face the world. That he scratched himself until he bled, just because there was something aching beneath his skin. Something that needed to get out.
That he couldn’t sit still for 10 minutes straight because he would get the feeling he needed to vomit if he did. That he really couldn’t be left alone in a room without being forced to think about everything that was dark, evil and empty in his life, until he hurt himself with sharp objects just to feel something else, or drink until he only saw darkness around him and he felt nothing anymore.
The medication was the only thing keeping him from doing something extreme. Something he wouldn’t ever be able to take back. His friends didn’t understand, and they came by less and less each week. Not that he was much fun to be around. His parents cared, but couldn’t help him anymore then anyone else.
His job was the only thing that gave him pleasure. Skating. The feeling of being free and careless. It was his only love.
His only love since his ex-wife had divorced him. Missy, the woman that had had his heart, took half of his money and left. She had wanted to divorce him when he got depressed shortly after they got married. He had loved her, but she hadn’t even cared enough to take care of him when he got like this. He was no fun anymore, because he couldn’t feel happy anymore. Couldn’t even feel good. He failed smiling 24/7 like he used to. So she had left and only made things worse.
Because then he had gotten the worst disease of all. The feeling of
being alone. Loneliness.
Killing loneliness. So killing he wanted to die.
So yeah, long story short. His boss had given him this cruise so he could relax and get better. And after he came back he could compete in skating contests for the full 100 percent. Or that was what he hoped. Bam doubted it. He hadn’t been a 100 percent for a very long time.
Oh well, he had nothing to loose. So he signed deeply, gabbed a hold of his language, and walked to the gigantic ship.
Things couldn’t get any worse anyway, right?
Bam just forgot that, every time some one said that, they would always, always be proved wrong.
“Welcome to our luxurious cruise ship ‘The Elizabeth’ mister Valo. We
hope you’ll have a wonderful stay.”
Ville got his ticket handed back to him by the cheerful blond woman at the entrance and smiled widely at her. Not forgetting to add a little wink to make her cheeks flush and her eyes sparkle. Oh how he loved the affect he had on silly blond girls like her. It always worked. And not just blonds either. They just all loved the almost feminine beauty he had going for himself. The beauty he never saw when he looked in the mirror.
But it worked, and it amused him. Nothing could ruin this wonderful day for him. He was on a fucking glorious cruise ship to the Caribbean. What more could he ask for?
This would be two weeks of relaxing in a Jacuzzi while drinking cocktails and working on his tan. Maybe he could do some writing too, since his manger and band members were pressuring him to come up with more songs for their new album. But he was mostly here to relax, so he would see what he would get done. He wasn’t feeling very active at the moment.
No, this was going to be his week. It didn’t matter he was a singer of an successful band from his home country Finland. It didn’t matter that their new album was suppose to be released soon. It didn’t matter that he was going to be married to his fiancé in less then a month.
It didn’t matter right now because this week was all about him for once. He needed some time alone to sort things out and get prepared for a very busy time in his life.
So that was what he was going do. Hell yeah. He smiled when he saw the gorgeous room he would be staying in after he had checked in to get his key. It was white, huge, and with fresh roses on the nightstand next to the enormous bed.
“Perfect, just perfect.” He sighed happily, dropping his bags and laying down on the soft mattress. Eying the phone, he smiled and rolled over to pick up the horn before dialing a number.
“Hello. Yes I would like room service please.”
Nothing, no nothing was going to ruin these perfect two weeks.
Ville, poor boy, just forgot that every time some one said that, they would always, always be proved wrong.
Hello there pretties!
This was the little into of my new fic. It’s going to be a multiple chapter thing, so I hope you are ready for the ride. I hope to see some of my sweet old readers back! I miss you guys! Anyway, what do you think? Could it work, or does it suck? Much unending love!
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