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February 16th	By : kissmekillmeloveme Category: > Kyo/Shinya Views: 2198 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Dir en grey. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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- 1-February 16th
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I actually wrote this as a birthday present for the coolest person in the whole world, but I'm letting you guys read it too, because I'm generous like that. XP

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It was late; a quarter ‘till midnight when Shinya found himself outside the door to Kyo’s apartment, the chilly February breeze made it feel as though needles of ice were piercing his skin with every heavy gust. It was cold, yet the lithe man had been standing there, frozen to the spot, for over forty minutes.

Just… just knock. He might not even be there. It’s his birthday, after all… he’s probably out enjoying himself somewhere…with someone…

Yet the thought of the small vocalist out having fun with anyone other than himself made the knot twisting in Shinya’s stomach violently tighten.

It’s not like we ever do anything fun, though. Sure, I’m easily closer to him than any of the other guys… but I guess… I’ve just been so afraid that he’d see right through me up until this point…with that piercing, knowing gaze of his…

It had been years… years since the drummer had realized his feelings for the blonde… but he had kept those feelings locked away inside his heart. His deepest, darkest secret that he would guard with his life, if only for the sake of the other. It would be his burden to bear alone, his unrequited love.

He so gracefully guarded his feelings, only letting them lose when the burden grew so heavy that he lost all control. In his lonely, empty bed on many a sleepless night, only the walls witnessed the hot tears slipping down his cheeks as his imagination teased and tormented him. Delicate hands sliding down along his bare, shamed body, nails scraping lightly at his soft, porcelain skin before long fingers would finally wrap around his long-neglected length. Only the walls heard the desperate, pleading cries until eventually fading into heart wrenching sobs as his torment only intensified.

It just didn’t seem worth it though. Despite his pain, he just couldn’t risk him knowing… he couldn’t risk losing the closest friend he had ever had. He couldn’t risk the rejection, the shocked look of betrayal. The questions, the shame… the feigned understanding. The thought that that maybe Kyo returned his feelings never once crossed his mind…

Not until lately, that is.

Over the past few weeks Shinya’s eyes had occasionally lifted to meet a sidelong glance from a certain vocalist. A blush would spread over the drummer’s cheeks as he averted his eyes, a bit confused by the blonde’s attention.

And now, on February 16 at approximately 11:45, Shinya stood in front of Kyo’s door, the nearly unbearable knot twisting away in his stomach, causing him to wince slightly.

Lifting a trembling hand, Shinya finally knocked lightly at the door, only to be greeted by a resounding silence.

He must be gone. Really, Terachi… you of all people should know that fairy tales don’t come true. Just… forget you even came here…

But as he turned dejectedly to leave, the drummer heard the door open slowly, a small hand reaching out and wrapping tightly around his delicate wrist.

“Shin-chan…? What are you doing here so late?” A frown graced the vocalist’s features; his voice a bit rough from the over-indulgence of cigarettes that night and the scent of the burned tobacco still clinging to his breath. “You’re freezing, Shinya… how long have you been standing out here?” With a light tug, Shinya was engulfed in the heavy scent of cigarette smoke and the fainter, but familiar and more comforting scent of Kyo himself. The warm air of the room slowly began thawing his chilled skin and returning color to his almost ghostly pale complexion.

“I… uh…” Voice soft as usual, but trembling ever so slightly, Shinya bowed his head, long bangs shielding his face from the vocalist. “I wanted… to wish you a happy birthday. Sorry it’s so late…”

Kyo stared at the shy drummer in disbelief before a soft, genuine smile graced his full, pierced lips.

The only one to remember my birthday… the only one who can ever bring a true smile to my face, especially on this day, of all days. Figures it would be him…

“Come on, let me get you some tea or something to warm you up.” Kyo said as he first lead Shinya over to the sofa in the living room, before making his way into the small, dimly lit kitchen. Shinya’s eyes followed him all the way, resting the longest on his narrow hips and backside.

Letting out a heavy sigh, the brunette pulled his knees up to his chest, arms wrapped around his shins. How am I supposed to do this…? How am I supposed to tell him what I’ve kept to myself for so long…?

Before he knew it, the blonde was at his side again, his hand resting on the drummer’s bony shoulder.

“Shinya… you’ve been acting weird since you got here… and you looked like you were standing around outside for at least a half hour. We’re friends, ne? So you should be able to tell me what’s wrong… what’s on your mind…”

Shinya shook his head, trying his best to give Kyo a reassuring smile. “It’s nothing Kyo, really… don’t worry about me on your birthday.”

Kyo clicked his tongue a few times, before saying with a little grin, “Well you’re right, Shin-chan… it is my birthday… so… I should get whatever I want, ne?”

With a slender eyebrow arched, the drummer nodded slowly, wondering what the mischievous vocalist had in mind. “Hai, Kyo… it’s your birthday… so whatever you ask for, I’ll try my hardest to provide for you.”

“Alright, then as my present… I… I want you, Shinya. I’ve… only ever wanted you.” The vocalist faltered a bit in his confidence, a faint blush spreading across his cheeks at the sudden declaration of affection.

It was then Shinya’s turn to stare in disbelief, his amber eyes wide as a near-whisper leaves his suddenly dry throat, “Y-you… you want… me…? Are… you sure? I… I had no idea… you felt that way about me…”

The vocalist reached out to his drummer, slightly unsure fingertips lightly caressing his narrow hips before drawing the younger man into his lap. The same fingers left a lingering trail along Shinya’s side, over his chest and up to lightly trace over his jaw before tilting his chin down and gently pressing their lips together.

“I see the way your eyes follow me, Shinya… you want this too, right?” The blonde still had Shinya’s cheek cupped in his hand, fingers slowly massaging small circles against his soft skin.

“I… I… um…” Shinya’s cheeks took on a shade of deep scarlet as his eyes frantically searched Kyo’s for sincerity before nodding slowly, almost as if ashamed.

Kyo’s hand slid behind the drummer’s neck, pulling their lips together again. This time Shinya responded, although a bit timidly, arms snaking around the older man’s waist on their own accord. Their lips began sliding together as the kiss became more frantic, years of pent-up passion ripping free from its prison.

Shinya’s entire body felt engulfed in fire as he finally broke the kiss, panting softly, his lips parted slightly and eyes hazy with lust. Kyo took the opportunity to sweep his tongue over the drummer’s full bottom lip before drawing it into his own mouth, sucking on it hungrily before sliding the wet muscle into the brunette’s mouth, reaching out to glide along the other’s.

The vocalist turned to the side a bit, easing Shinya back on the sofa and laying himself between the other’s spread legs, a soft moan leaving his throat as their groins brushed together.

In a flash, the surprisingly strong drummer had flipped Kyo over onto his back, one knee pressing hard against the vocalist’s growing need, his other leg hanging over the side of the sofa, keeping his balance.

Shinya leaned down to nuzzle the velvety skin of Kyo’s neck as a soft purr escaped his throat. “Now what kind of birthday present would I be if I let you do all the work, hmm?”

Kyo’s eyes widen slightly before clouding over with lust as Shinya began to rock against him, his knee pushing harder and harder against his stiff groin as the drummer’s skilled hands played over his tight chest muscles under the thick material of his shirt.

“Kyo…” Shinya leaned forward to whisper huskily against the vocalist’s ear, before taking the pierced appendage into his mouth and nibbling on it gently. “I came here… to spill my heart out to you. To tell you everything… everything I’ve felt about you over the years… but instead… I think I’ll show you…”

The vocalist let out a low moan upon hearing Shinya’s surprising confession as he ground himself harder against the drummer’s knee. He needed him… he needed him to move… to do something… anything. His pants were becoming almost unbearable and the prospect of having Shinya’s tight heat engulf his aching member was threatening to push him over the edge already.

“Show me then…” Kyo groaned, pulling Shinya to his mouth and attacking his lips with smoldering kisses. “Show me everything… God Shinya, show me anything… give me something… fuck me… let me fuck you… I honestly don’t give a fuck. Just… just…”

His voice cut off as Shinya ripped his shirt from his small frame, diving down to drag his teeth along the vocalist’s scarred, tattooed and sensitive skin. “Have patience, Kyo… I wouldn’t dream of leaving you unsatisfied on your birthday…”

Shinya had completely lost himself, and he knew it. He had become a being that knew only passion and pleasure… and he was relishing in every second of it. Every fantasy, every lonely night… every last emotion… and it felt good. Damn did it feel good… to let go… to taste what he wanted to taste… to touch where he wanted to touch. To feel that writhing body underneath him… to know that he was the cause of Kyo’s pleasure. His Kyo’s pleasure. He sunk his teeth into the soft skin over the vocalist’s collarbone, claiming the petite man as his own.

“Now you’re mine…” The younger man purred against the blonde’s skin before laving his tongue over the red mark. Kyo let out a loud moan, fisting a hand in Shinya’s hair while the other gripped the arm of the sofa.

“You like that, do you…” Kyo could hear the smirk in Shinya’s voice as he let his teeth rake over a tender nipple.

“S-Shin…ya!” The vocalist exclaimed as his head slammed back against the armrest leaving him dizzy, though he couldn’t tell if it was from the pain or the pleasure. He decided it must be the delicious combination of the two.

Snaking a hand down along Kyo’s body, nails dragging lightly along his sweat-laced skin, Shinya’s fingers hooked in the front of his waistband and gave it a sharp tug.

“These… are going to have to come off, hmm?” A few moments later the vocalist found himself completely void of all articles of clothing, body being ravaged by the hungry eyes of his drummer. As wonderful as it was to have the brunette look at him like that, he needed more… and if Shinya wasn’t going to help him along, well he would just have to help himself.

Reaching a hand down, Kyo let his eyes slide shut as he ran his hand along his cock, a soft moan escaping his bruised lips.

Shinya clicked his tongue with a grin, eyes locked on Kyo’s groin as he pulled his own shirt off, followed shortly by his pants and underwear.

“Now what fun is it if you’re having it all alone, ne Kyo-kun?” Shinya slid his hand over Kyo’s, slowing his pace a bit before leaning forward to place a fleeting kiss at the vocalist’s weeping tip. Pulling back to lick the pearly liquid off of his lips, he leaned forward again and took Kyo’s tip into his mouth, swirling his tongue around the heated flesh and smirking just a bit as Kyo’s hips raised in response to his ministrations.

“As hard as you want, Kyo… this is your birthday… this is for you.” The drummer ran his tongue slowly from the base of Kyo’s erection to the tip, before engulfing the vocalist’s entire length in his mouth.

Kyo let out a choked cry as his hips automatically snapped up, trying to get as much as the warm, wet heat as possible. More… he needed more… still more…

He grasped Shinya’s hair tightly in his hands, thrusting relentlessly into the younger man’s mouth. “S-shit… Shinya… wh-where… the fuck did you learn how to do this?!”

Shinya only purred deep in his throat in response, causing the vocalist to throw his head back as a loud groan wretched itself from deep within him. So close… a few more thrusts… almost there… and then nothing.

The drummer slid back up Kyo’s body with a seductive smirk and captured his lips in another heated kiss. “Don’t look so disappointed, Kyo… it gets better…” Eyes locked with Kyo’s, he slid his long fingers over a pale thigh, circling around his own painful need before scraping his fingernails up his chest and sliding a few of the digits past his full, moist lips. His eyes slid shut as his tongue swirled around his fingers, thoroughly coating them in a thick layer of saliva before reluctantly removing them from his mouth and dragging them down to circle around his own entrance.

With a little moan, Shinya pushed one finger deep inside of himself, followed by another, thrusting them in and out until his whole body was rising and falling with him over Kyo’s prone form.

Kyo’s half-lidded eyes were clouded with lust, his cock twitching with every movement the drummer made. He wanted to reach out and touch him… he wanted to grab that wanton slut, throw him over the arm of the sofa and fuck him raw… but he just couldn’t seem to move. It would be a crime, disturbing the perfect scene unfurling itself directly in front of him. So close… so close that every once in a while their erections would brush up against each other’s and a sharp jolt of pleasure would run up his spine. He was by no means a patient man… but just this once, for this ethereal beauty fucking himself on his own fingers above him… he would show patience.

Soon enough, Shinya deemed himself far too aroused to care whether he was prepared enough or not and placed both of his hands on Kyo’s shoulders, poising himself directly over the vocalist’s length. Leaning forward, he sealed their lips together as he pressed his hips down, taking all of Kyo inside of his own tight body.

Perfectly manicured fingernails dug tiny red crescents into Kyo’s skin as a soft whimper left the drummer’s lips. “K-Kyo…” He took the vocalist’s bottom lip between his teeth, nibbling on it greedily. “Fuck me, Kyo… please… don’t hold back…”

Averse to going against his new lover’s wishes, and far too aroused to argue anyways, Kyo gripped the drummers narrow hips tightly in his hands, lifting him almost all the way off of his length before pounding back into him, setting a relentless pace.

Shinya’s forehead fell against Kyo’s shoulder, panting heavily against his damp skin as the smaller man ravaged his body. “H-harder, Kyo… K-Kyo… ohh…” The drummer let out a shrill cry as Kyo’s thrust drove directly into his prostate, sparks flying in front of his eyes. “Right… right there… please…”

“God… Shinya… you’re so fucking beautiful… so… so good…” Kyo’s eyes rolled into the back of his head as he angled his hips again, pounding himself over and over into the younger man.

Feeling his climax approaching at a rapid pace, Kyo slid a hand between their sweat-slicked bodies to grip Shinya’s neglected member, jerking it in time with his thrusts as his teeth grazed the salted skin of the drummer’s neck. “Come for me, baby… come for me…”

With Kyo’s name flying from his lips in a guttural cry, Shinya’s white seed coated both their bodies as he rode out the waves of his orgasm. With a few more frantic thrusts, Kyo reached his own limit, releasing himself deep inside the drummer’s heated body before falling limply back against the arm of the sofa.

With his lover still buried deep inside of himself, Shinya slid a long finger up the vocalist’s throat, following the trail with tiny, broken kisses. “I… I had planned on telling you… that I loved you.” A faint blush spread across the drummer’s cheeks. “I guess I lost my train of thought…”

Kyo wrapped his arms tightly around Shinya’s slim waist, pressing a soft kiss to the drummer’s lips. “Iie… that was… amazing. The best birthday I’ve ever had by far. I love you too, Shin-chan.”

With a content sigh, Shinya relaxed in Kyo’s arms and the two drifted off into a deep, peaceful slumber.

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Wellllll... I hope you liked it!! If so, you should totally review. -nods- ^^
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