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How could i ever love another?	By : sparksbleeder Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > HIM Views: 1626 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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[ I got the idea of this after listening to 'we are the lucky ones' by bif naked. ]

Taxi driver looked back at Bam. He eyed his purple streaks before turning back and driving to the location instructed. Bam looked out the window at the beautiful buildings and landscapes of Finland. He sighed heavily and smiled.

He always loved it there. He wished Missy would let them move there but she hated it. He chewed on his lower chapped lip and remembered that he was seeing Ville, the one and only. He had to look his best. Bam shifted to his bag and looked through it to find his chap stick but stopped when he found an old Polaroid of Him and Ville when they were 'together'. A smile spread over his face remembering that day...

It was when he directed the 'And Love said no..' video. Afterward him and Ville went out for a drink at their favorite bar. They held hands and cuddled close at their corner table.

"Bam Bam?" Ville whispered and leaned over on Bam's warm shoulder. It sent a wave of love through Bam to have Ville Lean on him.

"Yes, my love?" Bam said as he sat down his beer.

"I love you. Very very much I love you..." Ville nuzzled Bam’s neck and gave a small kiss. Bam smiles and put his arm around Ville.

"I love you too Ville dear."

Bam excite the cab and headed up to the door. He had Missed Ville so much and was sad that he couldn't make it to Bam's wedding. Ville came rushing out to bam. He had seen him pull up from the window and was excited to be his best friend and ex-love. They embraced tightly and said nothing. The hug lasted some time as they both took in the missed sent of each other. As they pulled apart, Ville had to keep himself from almost kissing the blue eyed man in front of him.

"I've missed you so much Bammie." Ville's deep voice softened as he spoke. His green eyes searched Bam’s blue ones, wanting to see a bit of love.

"I missed you too Willa...so much, "They hugged again, "So god damn much."

After entering Ville's home and putting Bam's things in the guest room they sat down and had a beer. They spoke of Missy, the wedding, the band, Bam's plans next, and all that they'd missed. After a moment of comfortable silence, Ville smiled.

"What?" Bam questioned. When ever Ville smiled it made Bam’s heart jump and his blood burn. That smile could bring the dead to life.

"I was just thinking...of back when." Bam smiled and they sat staring into each others eyes and they saw the love again. Bam knew, Ville knew. They knew the love was still there.

"Why'd you marry her Bammie?" Whispered Ville as he took Bam's hand.

"I was lonely, I guess." Bam chuckled as he took a swig of beer and smiled, "Being alone in that big house, no one walking around singing..."

Ville squeezed Bam's hand and stood up pulling Bam with him. Neither spoke as they went to the bedroom. They laid together silent, in each other’s arms they were safe. They could be their real selves. Bam had always be bisexual and Ville was a gay but they kept that secret, but there, in that room, they were true.

Ville ran his hands through Bam's hair and hummed. Bam’s hugged Ville's waist and nuzzled his chest. In this moment they we perfect, infinite, no one could say other wise.

"Ville..." Bam broke the Ville's humming. He had to say it now.

"Hmm?" looking down at this beloved ex who he felt for still.

"I'm still in love with you...." The word broke true. A weight had been lifted from Bam's shoulder's. Peace filled his heart and for once he could breathe without pain.

"I know...me too." that was all that was said. Bam crawled up and kissed Ville softly on the lips before laying back down on Ville's chest. Ville felt so happy he could've cried. He pulled bam up again to kiss his plum lips again.

Their tongues felt each other for the first time in a year or so and it was as if they kissed for the first. Ville played with Bam’s hair and made Bam giggle. Soon they were apart, staring again. Green meant Blue and they both began crying.

"I don't want to hurt anymore, "Bam choked out, "I love you so much."

"I love you. I wish we could always be like this. " Ville's voice cracked as he began sobbing. Bam pulled the Finn into his arm and cradled him tightly. Nothing was said . Nothing needed to be because they both knew the same, this was love but could it actually be?

[so sex comes later. what do you think? Chapter two may come today or tomorrow. If you like it then comment and let me know to continue.]
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How could i ever love another?