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You Terrible Memories	By : DeathxByxTrend Category: My Chemical Romance > General Views: 1295 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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"I wear this crown of thorns upon my lairs chair, full of broken thoughts, I cannot repair. Beneath the stains of time, the feelings disappear. You are someone else and I’m left alone here. What have I become my sweetest friend ? Everyone I know goes away in the end. And you could have it all, my empire of dirt. I will let you down, I will make you HURT."

“ GOD DAMMIT ! “ Gerard screamed searching the cabinets of the hotel mini-bar. “ This place needs way more vodka. “

“ I think you’ve had enough. “ Frank said in a worried tone, walking over to him and placing his hand on his shoulder. He quickly removed it when Gerard flinched at the contact.

“ Don’t Fuckin Touch Me Frank ! “ he said spinning around facing him. Frank quickly backed away to his original spot. “ I don’t need you guy’s pity. “

“ Were not giving you pity. “ Mikey said almost pleading. “ We love you man, you and Delilah. We just care about you guys. The both of you are not the same since.... “ he said looking down at the ground regretting what he just said.

“ Well, do you expect us to be the SAME. Do you think we would be all SMILES AND FUCKIN SUNSHINE ! “ he said turning his back towards them and closing his eyes and running his fingers threw his hair.

“ Look ok, I know how you feel.....” Mikey tried to continue but was cut off by Gerard spinning back violently .

“ NO ! NO YOU FUCKIN DON’T ! He said throwing a glass across the hotel room shattering against the wall. “ DON’T YOU DARE SAY YOU KNOW WHAT IM GOING THROUGH ! YOU GUYS CAN’T EVEN IMAGINE THE PAIN I FEEL !” he screamed coming inches to his brother face his breath hot and heavy on his cheeks. “ Don’t you dare. “ he said his tone just a bit higher than a whisper.

“ Gerard. “ Mikey begged a his eyes heavy with tears.

“ No. “ Gerard said shaking his head and walked out of the hotel room slamming the door.

“ What are we going to do ? “ Frank asked as he sighed deeply.

“ There’s nothing we can do. “ Mikey said shaking his head. “ We just need to give him time, give her time. “

“ When is she suppose to get out ? “ Frank questioned.

“ When she gets her strength back, the doctors said the end of the week. Mikey answered walking over to the couch and sat down heavy. Gerard wallet was left on the table infront of him, he grabbed it and opened it. The first thing that caught his eye was a picture of Gerard and Delilah kissing in the grass. He remember taking the picture and smiled at the warmth of the memory. He soon stopped when he saw a little piece of fabric. It looked like a piece of a blanket. He soon remembered,it and tears started to roll down his cheeks. He gently placed in back in it’s spot and closed it again. He titled his head into the back of the couch, eyes closed and exhaled deeply.

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“ Ms. Hopes ? “ The doctor said knocking on the hospital room door before enetering the room.
” Delilah Hopes ? “

“ Yes, come in. “ she answered.

“ So I see your ready to leave. Now remember you have to change the bandages twice a day or they will get an infection.. “ he said grabbing her forearms examing her wrist. The bandages stained a lite shade of pink from the seeping blood of the not healed wounds.

“ I see you’ve already changed out of you hospital gown.” he said flipping through the manilla folders in his hand.

“ Yeah.” she giggled lightly. “ I wore that thing ten days to many. “

“ Yes well the first five days you were in acoma. “ he said looking at her sternly

She stopped giggling realizing the gravity of the situation.

“ Here. “ he said giving her a business card. “ This is the best therapist in town I really think he can help you. I cant even imagine what you and Gerard have gone through these past few.....”

“ Thank you. “ she said cutting him off and exiting the room looking for the nearest exit.

“ Delilah ! Delilah ! “ the doctor shouted after her.

She exited the hospital, her eyes tired. She pushed it aside and continued walking. “One foot in front of the other. Be strong, be strong. “ she said over and over in her head.

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“ What the fuck in that banging ? “ Frankie asked getting of the couch.

“ I don’t know. “ Mikey yelled from the bathroom.

“ Open the fuckin door ! “ Gerard giggled from in the hall.

Frank obeyed quietly, opening the door.

“ Gerard are you ok ? And who is that ? “ Frank asked pointing to the blonde on his shoulder.

Mikey exited the bathroom and entered the room, shocked at what he saw. “ Gerard what are you doing ? “ Mikey asked disappointed.

“ Well...” he giggled. “ Me and....... Wait what’s your name again ? “ he asked drunkenly, looking over at her.

“ Becky, silly. “ she said in a annoying tone.

“ Right, right, me and Becky... “ he hiccuped “ Were going to hangout in the bedroom. So if you two will excuse us.” he said parting Frank and Mikey with his arms like the red sea and began walking towards the bedroom.

“ Gerard. “ Mikey said angrily, his eyes burning a hole in the back of his brother head.

“ You go wait in there, I be right in. “ Gerard said pointing her to the bedroom. She did what her commanded and closed the door behind her. “ What ? “ he said un phased .

“ Don’t do this Gerard.” Mikey pleaded.

“ Gerard C’mon. Don’t. “ Frankie said coming closer to them.

Gerard turned back and began walking over to the bedroom once more.

“ Are you even thinking about Delilah ?! “ Mikey spat, so angry at him for the monster he had become.

Gerard spun around quickly at his question. “ Do you think she was thinking of what would have happened to ME, after she killed her self ? “ he questioned, hot tears streaming down his face. “ Do you think I crossed her mind when she put the blade to her wrist and prayed for the courage to press down ? Was she thinking of me when she slowly bled out in our bathroom ? OUR BATHROOM ! She was going to leave me alone, all alone. “ he cried.

“ But, Gerard. “ Mikey whined tears now coming down his cheeks. “ she alive, she not dead, she in the hospital. And that’s were you should be, there to comfort her. Make it up to her. “

“ Make it up for her for what ? “ he asked with clenched teeth, he knew the answer, he just wanted to hear it out loud.

“ Make up for.... when you ... weren’t there for her when..... “ Mikey said softly.

He stared in his older brothers eyes. He saw so much pain, so much guilt, so much sadness. Gerard said nothing. He wiped his tears and walked into the bedroom, slamming the door behind him.

“ Fuck. “ Frankie said running his hands through his hair.

“ I know. “ Mikey sighed.

They both just sat on the couch defeated, not knowing what to do, hearing giggles and moans through the paper thin wall making them sick to there stomach.

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“ Can I help you miss ? “ the woman at the front counter asked.

“ Umm... Yes I was looking for where my boyfriend and his friends are staying. But I don’t know there room number. “ Delilah said weakly.

“ I can check for you, what’s your boyfriends name ? “ the nice woman asked.

“ Gerard Way. “ she answered.

“ Ahhh. Yes. They are in room 502. Would you like me to buzz them ? “ the woman said looking up from the computer.

“ Oh no thank you I want it to be a surprise. “ she said trying to smile, no luck.

“ All right sweetie. By the way, are you feeling alright ? You don’t look very well. You look like you just got out of the hospital. “ the woman chuckled.

“ I’m fine. Thank you. “ Delilah said walking away.

“ Take care sweetie. “ the woman waved.

She nodded and continued walking in search of the room.

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“ 499, 500, 501, and 502 finally. “ she said out of breath. He body so weak. She knocked.

“ I’ll get it. “ Frank said getting off the couch and walking over to the door, not even bothering to look through the peep hole to see who it was. He regretted this when he opened it seeing Delilah standing there. “ Delilah. “ he gasped.

Mikey stood up at the sound of her name.

“ Hey, Frankie, Hey Mikey. “ she said softly, entering the room.
“ I thought the doctor said you weren’t coming home for a few more days ? “ Mikey asked nervously.

“ Yeah well... what do they know, I felt better so here I am. “ she said looking down at her wrist. “ Is Gerard here ? “ she asked still looking down.

“ NO. “ Frank blurted. “ No. “

“ Oh... well I’m going to lay down I’m really tired.” she said walking over to the bedroom.

“ No ! “ Mikey stopped her. Knowing what she would find would destroy her even more. “ You can’t go in there. “

“ Why ? “ she asked annoyed.

“ Cause...Cause Gerard is sleeping in there.” he stammered.

“ I thought you said he wasn’t here, “ she said folding her arms.

“ He wasn’t. “ Frank continued.

“ But now he’s back and he’s sleeping so... “ Mikey added.

“ Move. “ she said flatly. He did and both him and Frank stood there not knowing what to do. She looked back at them wondering why they were acting so weird as she reached for the door knob. Thier faces pleading her not to open the door. But she did and what she saw broke her, to the point of no repair.

She stood there frozen. Not saying one word, simply watching her boyfriend of ten years fuck another woman right in front of her eyes. Watching him touch her, her touch him, it made her head spin. They didn’t notice her, they were to busy in there own selfish desire to notice. She looked down and her left hand a black band with a little red heart on it rested on her ring finger. It was a promise ring He promise to love her, promised to never hurt her, he promised to always be there.” He promised. He promised. HE PROMISED ! “ she screamed in her head as she slid the ring off her finger. He was still wearing his. “ You couldn’t even have the decency to take it off before you fuck another woman.” She thought. She walked across the room over to the night stand, and dropped the ring. The metal ring made a noise against the wooden night stand. The two sweaty bodies looked up for the first time and saw her. Gerard jumped of the blonde quickly and tried to put on his boxers that were no the floor.

“ Delilah... I “ Gerard fumbled looking at her in the eyes seeing tears streaming down her face. Knowing the hurt on her face was there and it was caused by him.

She turned and exited the room quickly. Running pass Mikey and Frankie, slamming the hotle room door as she exited. Her pace quickened when she heard Gerard calling out to her from behind.

“ Delilah wait ! “ he said chasing after her

She exited the hotel and hailed a cab quickly. She got in and slammed and locked the door seeing that Gerard also exited. He saw her and ran up to the cab banging on the door trying to get in “ Delilah please ! Don’t go ! “ he pleaded. The uncontrollable tears running down his face.

“ Should I stop ? “ the cad driver asked worried.

“ No. “ she said wiping her tears. “ Go. “ Gerard was still pounding on the side of the cab. T he cab quickly drove off, leaving him there.

“ Where to ? “ the cab driver asked.

“ Any where but here. “ she said looking back to see Gerard just standing there, in the middle of the street holding up traffic. A single tear fell from her eye. “ That is the last tear I will shed for you Gerard Author Way. That was the last time you will ever hurt me. Now, you are nothing more than a memory. Nothing more than a skeleton in my closet. You are a ghost. You are dead to me. “

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