Think Happy Thoughts | By : KateFilth Category: My Chemical Romance > General Views: 837 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of My Chemical Romance. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Frank lied in his bed, face buried in his pillow. He hadn’t been feeling well lately and Gerard had noticed that. He walked in and watched Frank for a while, not sure if he should disturb him. When he heard Frank sob, he approached the bed, sitting besides him, placing a hand on Frank’s shoulder.
“Frank, what’s wrong?” Gerard asked, but got no reply. Instead, Frank’s sobs only got louder.
Gerard started to really worry about him. He placed his hands under Frank’s arms, lifting him up a bit, and making Frank face him. “Frank, c’mon, tell me what’s wrong...” Gerard pleaded, wiping Frank’s tears away.
Frank shook his head, letting it fall against Gerard’s chest. Eventually his sobs died down after a while. He looked up at Gerard, hurt and anger flashing in his beautiful hazel eyes, but mostly sadness.
“You really wanna know what’s wrong?” He asked in a shaky voice, fresh tears forming in his eyes, threatening to fall.
“Yes, please tell me.” Gerard said, his fingers brushing Frank’s cheek lightly.
“You’re gonna hate me for it...” Frank said, bowing his head forward, in shame.
“Frank, you know I could never hate you. Now, c’mon, tell me... I’m starting to get really worried about you. Tell me, please.” Gerard whispered, kissing Frank’s cheek, making him shiver.
Frank took a deep breath. “I think... I think I’m gay, Gee.”
Gerard laughed lightly. “Gosh, Frank, is that it? Don’t ever scare me again like that.”
Frank shook his head. “That’s not all.” He whispered, lowering his head, tearing his eyes away from Gerard’s.
Gerard placed two fingers under Frank’s chin, making Frank look at him. He smiled and leaned forward slowly, placing a soft kiss on Frank’s lips, his hand moving to cup Frank’s cheek.
Frank’s eyes widened as Gerard pulled back, still smiling. “You- you mean you’re okay with it? I mean... with me liking you?”
Gerard smiled. “I’m more than okay with it, Frank. You know I love you above all. I guess you just didn’t know how much, heh?”
Frank shook his head. He was too shocked to talk.
“Well, I guess we’ll have to fix that.” Gerard said, smiling and pressing his lips to Frank’s again, this time holding him in place, letting the kiss linger, as he lied back on the bed, pulling Frank on top of him.
Gerard ran his hands up and down Frank’s sides, making him gasp. Gerard brought his hand up, tangling it in Frank’s hair, their kiss becoming more intense, as their tongues stroked against each others. Frank ground his hips down, making Gerard whimper and tear his mouth away from Frank’s, only to line his neck with light kisses and bites.
“Oh god, Gee. I love you.”
Gerard brought his mouth next to Frank’s ear. “I love you too.” He whispered, running his hand down Frank’s back, stopping at the hem of his t-shirt, pulling it up and over his head.
He ran his hand down Frank’s chest, stopping at his hip. “You’re beautiful” Gerard said, and attached his lips to Frank’s neck, slowly making his way down to Frank’s nipple, licking around it and sucking, making him moan and tangle his fingers in Gerard’s hair.
Frank pulled Gerard up for a kiss, his hands slowly taking off Gerard’s jacket. He lowered his hands to the hem of Gerard’s shirt, and frowned upon seeing Gerard’s face. “What’s wrong?” Frank asked.
Gerard sighed, hanging his head in shame. Frank slowly took off Gerard’s shirt, to reveal cut marks all over his chest and stomach. He looked up at Gerard, his eyes inquiring. Gerard merely sighed again and shook his head. “Don’t worry about that now...” Gerard said, pulling Frank in for a kiss before he had a chance to reply.
Frank pulled back, staring deep into Gerard’s eyes. “Gee, promise me we’ll talk about this later.”
“Okay.” Gerard said.
Frank smiled weakly and pushed Gerard down to the bed. Frank slowly took off his pants, leaving him naked.
Frank bent down, kissing Gerard’s scars lightly, hearing him gasp. He made his way down Gerard’s stomach, twirling his tongue around Gerard’s bellybutton. He continued lower, taking Gerard’s cock into his mouth, tasting pre-cum.
Frank let his hands massage Gerard’s stomach slowly, as he started up a rythm. Gerard closed his eyes, throwing his head back, whimpering. After a while, he pulled Frank up for a kiss, as he undid his pants. Frank clumisily managed to take off his pants and boxers, kissing Gerard once again.
They both groaned as Frank lowered himself on Gerard’s cock.
“Fuck...” Frank whimpered, tears in his eyes. He kissed Gerard softly and started moving slowly.
Soon they were both moaning at the feeling, actions speeding up, foreheads pressed together, sweat building on their bodies.
They locked their eyes as the pressure started to build in their stomachs. Gerard’s hands brushed Frank’s back lightly, making him arch into his touch.
Gerard brought his hand up, his fingers cupping Frank’s cheek as they kissed once again. All of a sudden, Frank tensed, throwing his head back, eyes closed and came.
Gerard groaned at the feeling of Frank’s insides tightening around him, and couldn’t hold on much longer, coming with a gasp of Frank’s name falling from his lips. They rode out their orgasms for as long as they could.
Frank collapsed on Gerard’s chest, gasping for air, spent.
“I love you”
“I love you too, Frank.”
* * * * *
Gerard slipped out of bed quietly, trying not to wake up Frank. He sighed, knowing he had been lucky that Frank had fallen asleep right after what had happened.
He was being selfish, he knew. But being selfish was better than having to explain why he had those scars on himself. He didn’t want to have to deal with that. He saw the way Frank looked at him when he saw the scars. And he knew Frank wouldn’t give up.
Worst was, Gerard didn’t know how to explain them. Well, he knew but, not everyone understood his reason for doing it. How could he tell Frank? What should he tell Frank?
He sighed again, slipping on some boxers and a black t-shirt. He picked up his cellphone, a cigar and quietly left the room, walking up to the balcony. ‘Why can’t things be easy for once?’ He thought, lighting up the cigar, taking a drag from it, and blowing the air out slowly. He closed his eyes, tilting his head back against the wall. ‘Fuck, you’ve gotten yourself into trouble, Gerard. How am I going to get out of this mess?’ he banged his head against the wall, wincing.
Gerard walked forward, leaning on the balcony, staring at the street below, looking at the flashing lights of the cars passing by. He suddenly thought how good it would be to just fly. He could just forget everything, throw all his problems away.
He climbed on the rail, opening his cellphone and writing out a message. He closed his eyes, savoring the night air blowing at his face gently. “Think happy thoughts” he whispered to himself, smiling “Just like Peter Pan.”
And he jumped. And all the way down, the only thing he ever thought about was Frank. He smiled and closed his eyes, mumbling something as he hit the floor.
His cellphone was flashing. The text message he had wrote before showing. Written in it were four simple words.
‘I love you, Frankie.’
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