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Sugar, We're Going Down	By : EmilyRose Category: My Chemical Romance > Slash - Male/Male Views: 2888 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of My Chemical Romance. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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A/N: Yes this is my MCR slash. I've found my place in the world, and that is writing slashfics. Love it!
I'm not going to stop writing my Waycest fic btw.
Oh and I know that Frank and Mikey aren't the same age, but blah, my fic my rules. And I also know they didn't form MCR that early, but once again. Haha!

Rating: R (For now)
Pairing: Frank/??? (I know, but you don't haha!)
Disclaimer: I don't own Frank, Mikey, Gerard or anyone else in MCR. If I did we'd be naked right now and I wouldn't write this! Also this is fiction, it has never happened and it never will.
Also Fall Out Boy owns the title; "Sugar, We're Going Down"

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"There's nothing wrong with it… really… there isn't…" Frank tried to tell himself as he sat on his bed a Thursday morning. He had his head in his hands and he was rocking back and forth where he sat. He had just realized something, and he had to tell himself there was nothing wrong with it… But he just couldn't. He knew there was something wrong with it.
God how he loathed himself right now.
"Its fine, I can just ignore it!" He said to himself as he stood up and walked over to his dresser. But he knew better. You can't ignore the fact that you like boys, that's impossible. He knew that, but he was still going to try. Maybe he wasn't gay, just bi?

"Fuck!" He hissed as he pulled a green t-shirt over his head. He had to go to school soon and he was nowhere near ready. Oh well.

Later when he walked to school he thought about the dream that had made him realize that he was, in fact, gay. He had had suspicions for a while, but now he was as sure as he could be without kissing another guy.

He had dreamt about one of his best friends, in a… not so straight way. He knew his friend didn't feel the same and all, but that didn't matter. He would never act on it or tell him anyway, because it was just wrong. Franks mother would kill him if she found out he was gay.

"Frank Iero, you are only fourteen years old, you can't know that!" she would say to him in her high pitched voice, he just knew it.

Sighing he turned left and walked into the school-yard just in time to meet up with his group of friends.

"Hey guys." He said as he walked up to them. The two black clothed boys turned around to greet him. One had raven hair down to his shoulders, and was… not fat, but not skinny. And the other had short brownish/blackish hair, that was always a mess, and glasses.

"Hey Frank!" They both said enthusiastically. He smiled at them as they walked, shoulder to shoulder, in to the school to face yet another day with punks and jocks trying to tease the hell out of them. Frank couldn't stop thinking about how much they would tease him if they knew he was gay. However he was forced to push all those thoughts aside as they reached their lockers to get books for their first period.

"See you guys later!" Gerard said as he turned around to walk to his first lesson, math. Mikey just waved and so did Frank, as they watched him leave. "C'mon." Mikey said and pushed Frank in the side so he would hurry. They had biology first period, before history. Mikey talked about something he had watched on TV last night as they walked in to their classroom, and sat in the back as always.

Of course Frank was tripped when he was walking past one of the guys, Marcus Davenport, and almost fell. Marcus was one of those kinds of guys who could do whatever he wanted and still get away with it. He was rich, funny and handsome. And he was a football player. So he was big and strong as well. No one dared to stick up against him, even though he sure needed someone to tell him off.

Frank would have fallen if Mikey hadn't grabbed his hand to help steady him. As soon as their hands connected the whole classroom (or well the jocks and preps) went 'ooooooh' and laughed loudly. Frank let go of Mikey's hand quickly as soon as he was steady again. Bright red both him and Mikey went to the back and sat down.

If it wasn't for the fact that their teacher just walked in to the room they would have been teased some more for the 'holding hand' thing.

Later during lunch Mikey and Frank told the others about what had happened, and how much they hated Marcus.
"He's such a dick!" Ray said with his mouth full of food. The others agreed, and Gerard simply told them not to listen to what he said.
"I mean, you grabbed Franks hand to help him, that doesn't make you gay." He said while taking a bite out of his sandwich.

Frank accidentally choked on his coke as Gerard said that and started coughing like a madman. Bob started patting his back as he struggled to breathe.
"Take it easy man." Bob said while Frank tried to regain his breath, looking quite red.

Mikey changed the subject and they started talking about their band instead. They had formed it not long ago, but they didn't have a name for it. To be honest they didn't even have a single finished song. Just bits and pieces that they thought sounded good, but they didn't know where to put them. They all agreed to meet up after school at Rays' house to try and get a song together.

The rest of the school day passed quickly and soon they where on their way to Rays'. Frank was humming to a tune he had been thinking of the whole day, so that he wouldn't forget it before he got a chance to play it on his guitar. Mikey and Gerard where arguing about something and Ray was full out singing on top of his lungs some weird bit.

"SO GIVE ME ALL YOUR POISON, AND GIVE ME ALL YOUR PILLS!" He shouted (err- sang) as Bob and Mikey snickered. Gerard told Ray it was great though, and wanted him to sing more.
"Sorry dude, that's all I have." Ray said humming it quietly. Gerard nodded and fell into deep thought for a minute. His eyes seemed deeper then normal, Frank noticed while staring at him. Then Gerard looked up and smiled at Frank like he knew what Frank had been thinking, causing him to blush and look away.

"You're running after something that you'll never kill. If this is what you want then fire at will." Gerard sang softly. Rays' eyes widened and he started jumping up and down in the drivers' seat. "THAT SHOULD SO BE IN THE SONG!" He shouted sounding so exited that the rest of the guys in the car couldn't help but to be infected by his excitement.
"Fuck yeah!" Mikey said smiling widely.

When they arrived to Rays' house they had the whole chorus thought out. They where excited and nervous at the same time. They had never been this close to actually finishing a song in their whole life, and that means they hadn't been very close at all. They practically threw themselves out the doors and into the house. All the boys shouting a quick 'Hey Mrs. Toro' before running down the stairs to the basement.

Four hours later Bob, Frank, Mikey and Gerard where packing up their things, sweaty and smiling. They had a song. A fucking song. A WHOLE song. Gerard thought of the name; Thank You for the Venom, and then Ray had helped Frank with his solos.
They couldn't believe they had a whole song when they shouted goodbye to Mrs. Toro and walked outside. Bob waved goodbye to them and walked in one direction while the brothers and Frank walked in the other.

"I can't believe it!" Mikey exclaimed for the millionth time.
"Dude we know!" Gerard and Frank said at the same time, causing all three of them to laugh loudly. Everything would have been just bliss for Frank if it wasn't for the feeling he had inside. He felt stupid and disgusting. Here he was, with his best friend and… the guy he liked. It was weird, he knew he didn't feel the same and he knew that he would never be able to tell him. He hated himself for feeling like this. God he was so stupid.

"Right Frank?" Mikey said causing Frank to stop thinking about how stupid he was and look over at his taller friend. "What?" He said confused. To be honest he hadn't heard a word about whatever Mikey and Gerard talked about.

"See Gee, I told you he wasn't listening!" Mikey said poking Frank in the chest. Gerard just laughed together with his younger brother as Frank became red.
"Well I was just thinking…" He tried to explain. Gerard laid one of his arms around Frank's neck and chuckled slightly. "About what dear friend?" He said, trying to hide the agony in his voice.

Truth is, Gerard had a secret of his own. He was in love with Frank. He had always been in love with Frank, but he always ignored it. He was happy just being Frank's friend, and seeing Frank happy.

"I… uh… nothing." Frank mumbled not daring to look at Mikey.

Too soon they arrived outside Frank's house and he had to say goodbye to them. His best friend and the guy he was in love with. He ran a hand through his hair and smiled slightly.
"So uh, I'll see you tomorrow then?" He asked hopefully. He was going to be home alone this whole weekend, and earlier that day he had asked them to come stay at his house because he hated being alone.

"I can't, got stuff to do." Mikey said causing Frank's heart to sink. Mikey looked really sad about the fact that he couldn't spend his weekend at Franks house and that made Frank feel a little better.
"I'll be there." Gerard said smiling. He was so happy to get this chance to be alone with Frank. Even if he would NEVER tell him how he felt he would still enjoy it being just the two of them and not the whole gang hanging out.

Frank nodded and smiled, he felt a little better, but still… yeah…

"Okay so I'll see you at school, and then we'll go directly home to my place after." He said turning around to leave. The others shouted their goodbyes as Frank quickly made his way over the yard towards his front door.

He felt sad as he opened the door and his mother greeted him. He felt sad as his mother asked him about the band. He felt even sadder as his mother asked him if he liked some special girl. He hated feeling like this. He hated being in love with his best friend. And God what would his brother say when he realized his best friend was… NO! Never, he would never let anyone find out. He simply lied, he told his mother that there was a cute girl in his school, and that he thought about taking her to the prom. That was true however, he was thinking about asking some girl to go with him. Just so no one would suspect anything, oh Lord he didn't want to be gay.

He couldn't think about anything else as he read, as he did his homework or as he got ready for bed. He was awake in his bed for the longest time before finally falling asleep. He felt stupid and annoyed.

"Life sucks." Were the last thoughts he had before his breath steadied and he went into the dreamland.

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A/N: There was the first part.
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