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Nobody's Home	By : EmilyRose Category: My Chemical Romance > Slash - Male/Male Views: 2242 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of My Chemical Romance. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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A/N: I want to thank 'gbheart' because it's mostly thanks to her that I wrote this.
See I read her fic that was also based on this song and I LOVED IT!
She introduced me to the song as well, and being the writer I am, I just had to write my own song fic.
So if you like mine, or if you don't, go read hers because it rocks!

The song: How to Save a Life - The Fray.

Disclaimer: Not mine, not true, not even! xD

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Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk

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The morning was like every other morning. I woke up, I blinked away the sleep that lingered in my eyes and then I got out of bed.

The sun was already high on the sky, and it found its way into my room not minding my black curtains that covered most of my windows. It hit the floor like it was looking for something in my dark room.

The cold floor burned my bare feet as I made my way over to the bathroom door.

My room looked like it always did. Clothes on the floor, books on the desk, and empty beer cans everywhere. My mother complained about the mess almost everyday, but still I didn't bother to pick anything up. My room almost had a life of its own. Almost.

I cringed when I saw my reflection in the mirror. My black hair was messy as always, and my eyes were red from my drinking the night before. God knew I was drinking myself to an early grave.

Back then I didn't care.

Nor do I now.

*

"Would you like some pancakes?"
Mom was always so dumb. She knew I didn't eat breakfast, but still she asked me every morning if I wanted some. I flicked her off, earning myself some warning words from my dad.

Like I cared.

"I've written down the number on a note that I gave your brother."

I nodded slowly, not making eye contact as I reached for my morning cup of coffee.
Ah sweet sweet coffee. That's something I'll always love.

My parents were going away over the weekend, they were…
I didn't know, and I still don't know, where they were going.
I didn't care, I didn't care about much.

*

Five hours later I was alone with my brother.
My beautiful brother.
My brother that I loved more then I should.

I looked across the dining table at him.
I studied his angelic features.

I smiled when he dropped one of his peas onto the plate again, and I smiled when he cursed under his breath.

"What are you smiling at?" He asked angrily.
I knew he wasn't really angry, so I just shrugged and smiled.

He gave me his 'oh you are just hilarious' look and returned his gaze to the food that lay still on his plate.

*

"I need to tell you something."
His sudden appearance in my messy room startled me and I cursed under my breath.
"Yeah okay, talk."

I watched him nervously shift his weight from one leg to the other. He looked like he was thinking about something, something important. He bit his beautiful lip and took a deep breath before he walked in and sat next to me on the bed.

"Don't hate me." He whispered, and it only took me a moment to realize that my brother was crying. I wrapped my arms around him, to protect him from everyone and everything bad in this world.

"Tell me Mikes." I whispered in his ear as I caressed his back. He was still crying, because I could feel his whole body shake with silent tears.

**

Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along

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"I love you Gerard."

Four words.
Four words that I had dreamed he would speak to me, and there he was.
Letting those four words escape from his beautiful lips as his eyes still can't keep the tears from escaping.

The feeling was like…
No I can't even describe it.
There's no words to explain what I felt when my biggest dream came true.

"I love you too Mikey!"

Hugging, kissing and crying.

Loving.

Me and my brother, me and my beautiful brother.

I felt no shame as I let my hands wrap around his neck, and while he sucked my bottom lip. I felt no shame when our tongues danced.

"We can't."

I will never know why I spoke those two words, but I did, and I couldn't take them back.

"But Gerard, I-"
"It's illegal, please Mikey, I can't do this to you!"

I only wanted to protect him; I wanted him to be safe.
Incest… That's a horrible word; I didn't want this for us.

I knew it was impossible for us to ever have a future.

I knew we had to stop.

I knew he would hate me.

I knew he would get over me.

*

We cried and kissed for hours.
We hugged and cuddled, sprawled on my bed, under the sheets.

The only words needed where 'I love you'.

*

"If I can't be with you Gerard, I don't want to live."

His words scared me, and I told him to stop talking like that.
He giggled and apologized, he said he hadn't meant it.

He ushered me to fall asleep.

"I love you Gerard, now sleep tight brother." He cooed in my ear as I closed my eyes to fall into a sleep.

If only I had known.

If only I had known how to save a life.

*

To this day I wish I hadn't fallen asleep.
I wish I hadn't told him we were wrong.
I wish I had told him how much I wanted him.

If I had maybe I wouldn't have found him lying on the bathroom floor.

His eyes were blank, his hair messy, and his clothes red.

Crimson red.

The room smelled of his cologne, a smell I to this day can't stand.

The only thing left of my brother was his empty body, and a note.

'I will wait for you.'

Five words.
Five words I wish he hadn't written, five fucking words I wish I hadn't been forced to read.

I know he'll wait for me, and I'm longing for the day we meet again.
It won't be long, I know that.
I can't live without Mikey, my brother, and the love of my life.

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Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

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A/N: So yeah, the end?
Haha... :)
GO READ gbheart's story, NOW!
AVANTI!!

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