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Sunny’s POV

As I laid on my bed, I heard the bumps coming from the other room. Nothing weird, nothing new. It was just my roommate, fucking. I was used to it already, but now it was harder to accept it. Why? Cause I’m in love with the guy! You might think, well if he’s your roommate, you might have a chance. Well, I have no chance AT ALL. You see, I’m a woman (a proud one) and he’s, well… gay. And yes, he’s fucking a guy too.

That’s the truth of my life: The man I love, besides being my best friend and the person I trust the most, happens to be gay. Great, huh? I was the 1st one to know he was interested in guys, but back then I didn’t love him the way I do now. I’ve known him my whole life and I wouldn’t judge him for the world, and he knew that. So we moved in together and everyone thought we were dating or something like that, cause no one knew... but he came out of the closet and I became the poor girl with a gay rommie. Talk about stupid people...

As I was saying, it was like 3 o’clock in the morning and I was awake hearing the bumps and moans coming from the other room. I know that might sound gross, but I was used to it. Blame the thin walls! I finally heard the last grunt and I guessed someone (or both) emptied. I thought to my self that I could finally sleep after I heard the few whispers and kisses, but I didn’t. I tried to close my eyes, but all I could see there it was him kissing me, making love to me instead of that guy over there. The guy, by the way, is his boyfriend. And he’s cool, he’s a hottie and a major loss for the male world. You would jump him in the moment you see him. And he probably would let you jump him, in case he was single, cause he’s just bi. Hey! I tried to jump him, but he was my best friend’s b/f, so I dropped it.

Back to my lack of sleeping, I only could picture Ryan doing those nasty things he always does to Brendon, to me. I’ve always known I’m a little insane, but this was way over the edge. C’mon, he’s not only your best friend and the guy you grew with, he’s gay, for fuck’s sake!

Damn! I hate myself for feeling this way. And the worst thing is that I can’t tell him. It would be too weird for me and for him. He has his life, great career he loves and a cute b/f who loves even the smell of his socks (and that’s NOT a nice smell). Why am I gonna screw up this happy scene? I can’t do it… But I have to say it someday, right? Okay, maybe not...

The sun was coming up when I finally fell asleep again. I woke up with someone singing and I smiled: Ryan was in the shower. And he was singing as usual. I looked over to the clock: almost 9 am and I had to get going. Then I heard another voice and that’s how I knew Brendon was still there. I groaned. Isn’t that I don’t like the guy, it just that he’s enjoying something I’ve been craving for a long time. I got up from the bed and turned on my stereo turning up the volume enough to cover the noise coming from the other room. I was tiding my room up when Ryan got in, and scared the hell out of me.

“Don’t you ever do that! Next time, I swear I’ll kick your balls!” He just laughed at me. “Aren’t we happy?” I said turning down the stereo.

“Good morning, Sunshine. And yes, I’m very happy this morning!” He gave me a peck on the lips, something we always did.

“I guess last night was good. You both woke me up…”

“We did? Oh, I’m sorry, sunshine…”

“It’s ok…” I faked a smile. It wasn’t ok! Not for me at least. Then Brendon popped his head inside my room.

“Hey, Sunny.”

“Hi, Bren.” I said as Ryan got close to his lover and kissed him.

“Baby, we’ll have to be more quiet or go to your place. We woke up Sunshine last night.” Ryan said to Brendon.

“We did? I--” Brendon started.

“I know, you’re sorry… Ryan already apologized.” I turned away from them and got my clothes.

“Sunny, is there something wrong?” Damn! Ryan knew me too well.

“No! It isn’t the first time that happens anyway…” I faked another smile and left my room heading to the bathroom. I got into the shower and I was washing my hair when someone got in.

“Sunny, I know there’s something wrong with you, you’ve been acting really weird lately.”

“Ry, there’s nothing wrong…”

“Sun, I know you.” Yeah, he was right. I knew I couldn’t hide anything from him for too long.

“I… I’m just not ready to tell you.” Ryan sighed.

“Does have anything to do with Brendon?” I froze, that was something I wasn’t expecting.

“What makes you think that?”

“I dunno, you’ve been treating him awkwardly these days…” I saw how Ryan laid on the shower door with his back to me. “If it has anything to do with him just tell me, I’m not gonna hate you for that. You know you’re like a sister to me…” His rambling went on and on, but at that point I just crashed: I was a sister to him. I really didn’t listen what he said after that, but I understood something bout how much he loved me and Brendon and blah, blah, blah.

“Ross, shut up…” I said as I turned off the water. “It has nothing to do with Brendon, ok?” I said in a mad tone.

“So will you tell me what’s wrong with you? If it isn’t Bren, then what is it?” He got off the shower door and handed me my towel in.

“Someday I’ll tell you, but today is not that day…” I wrapped myself in the towel and walked out of the bathroom leaving a speechless Ryan inside.
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