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All or Nothing	By : PunkyEmoFreak Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Tokio Hotel Views: 1547 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Tokio Hotel. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Here's the chance of life, get ready, set, fly high.
Above the fear of your mind, go for it.
It's hit or miss, too late for you to quit.
You gotta show 'em how bad you really want this, so...

“Bill, why don’t you watch where you’re going?” Tom spat at Bill as his dark haired twin ran into him.

“Fuck off, Tom.” He scowled at the other, a glare you would never have thought twins would share in Bill’s eyes.

Tom pushed Bill against the wall, his hands placed firmly against his brothers’ shoulders, a glare to match his twins staring directly in his identical eyes, “Wanna say that again?”

“Yeah, I said Fuck Off!” Bill yelled, trying pushing Tom off of him to not much avail, Tom was the stronger of the two- everyone knew that.

“Tom, lets just go.” Georg said grabbing his arm, “This is no way to act in the middle of a hallway.”

The trio of Tom, Gustav, and Georg walked off to class leaving Bill behind, staring at them. Why the twins hated each other so much, no one really knew. They just knew that any time they saw each other in school, world war three was likely to start once again with them.

“Really, Tom, you ought to stop starting fights with Bill this year. It’s getting ridiculous.” He sat down in his spot in their history class, “I don’t know what happened over the summer that made the two of you like this, but come on. The whole school’s noticed the change.”

“He started it.” Tom hissed, opening his notebook to start writing the notes that their teacher and left on the board for them.

“Yes, yes, yes, he always starts it. But To-”

“Georg, just drop it. Tom doesn’t wanna hear it. He never does.” Gustav said sitting down next to Tom. He couldn’t explain the sudden hatred the twins had for each other either, but Gustav was smart enough not to voice it. Georg just hated seeing his two friends fight like this, it didn’t make any sense to him.

Live your dreams, it's not as hard as it may seem.
You gotta work to get the cream
On you're hopes you must lean,
From your fears, you have to ween yourself.
It's all or nothing, give your everything...

“Tom, I hate fighting with you.” Bill said wrapping his arms around his twin’s waist when they got home after school. No one was home, it was safe not to fight, “Why can’t we just let everyone know that your mine?”

“Bill, how would it look if we were together? We’re brothers, twin brothers at that. It wouldn’t look right.” Tom said in defense, but that was always Tom’s defense.

Bill pulled away from him, shaking his head and frowning hard, “Tom, we are together. Why are you so scared of people knowing?”

Tom sat on the couch of the living room, looking up at Bill as he chewed on his lip ring, “I know we are. I mean…”

Bill sat next to him and took his hand, “Tom, I love you. I told you so before. But I’m tired of having to fake to everyone that I hate you. It’s not fair to me. And if you love me like you say you do, then you will get over your pride and just tell everyone.”

“Bill, I… I just can’t.” Tom said, shaking his head. He couldn’t do it, what would be the point anyways? For everyone to hate him. Hate Bill. It just wasn’t fair.

Bill sighed and stood up, “Then you do not love me.” He grabbed his bag and tugged it over his shoulder before walking away from his twin and to his room upstairs. If Tom couldn’t admit it, then Bill wanted nothing to do with him.

“What do you want now, Bill?” Tom asked in minor annoyance. They’d been distant from each other ever since Bill had walked in on Tom while he was changing. Bill was just acting… he wasn’t sure, weird? That was a good word for it.

“To talk, Tomi. Is that a crime?” Bill said sitting across from him on the front porch. He knew he’d been acting off, but he couldn’t help it. Ever since he had seen Tom- he couldn’t stop thinking about it.

“Tomi?” He asked his arms crossed over his chest, since when did Bill start calling him Tomi again? He hadn’t since they were little. It was a really odd change of gesture from the younger twin.

“Yes, that is your nick name, is it not? Has been forever.” Bill said, a smile over his lips that Tom hadn’t seen in awhile. Bill had been looking at him like he was the devil for the last few weeks.

“Since when am I Tomi again?” He asked, peaking out from under his hat at the other boy.

Bill smiled at him, “Since I have finally given up on trying to hate you. There really is not point in it.” Bill said with a shrug of his shoulder.

The scowl on Tom’s face changed to something more confused. Hate him? When did Bill start hating him? He frowned a little, “What do you mean?”

“I mean, I have never actually hated you.” Bill said, turning a light shade of pink, “I’ve just been trying to lately…” He said, knowing he wasn’t making much sense at all.

“What are you talking about Bill?” Tom asked, scowling at the younger of them now, “What the fuck did I do to you to make you hate me?”

“Forget it.” Bill said standing up and heading to the front door, what was he thinking? He couldn’t tell Tom…

Tom jumped up and grabbed Bill’s arm, “No, Bill… I wanna know.” He said seriously, frowning at his twin. He wanted to know what Bill was on about. About what he had done to piss him off so bad that Bill was trying to hate him. None of it made any sense.

Bill spun around, “I love you, Tom.” His face turned fifty shades of red when he said this.

Tom laughed a little, shaking his head, “I love you too, Bill. But what’s that got to do with anything?”

Bill sigh, shaking his own head this time, black hair falling in front of his eyes, “No… Tomi…” He took in a breath, “I’m in love with you.”

Tom dropped Bill’s arm, “You’re… in love with me?” He asked, not sure if he had heard him correctly.

Bill nodded. “Look, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have come out here… I just-” Tom cut him off quickly, covering Bill’s lips with his own.

“I love you, Bill.” Tom whispered back to him, he kissed right under his ear moving back to his jaw line before covering those sweet lips once more. He had always liked Bill more then just a brother. Tom had just done a better job at hiding it. What did his twin think he was screwing around with all those girls for though?

What was he doing, sitting here? Bill had just left and he was sitting here like some idiot. No… what Bill was asking for… that was stupid… how could Bill just expect him to tell everyone that he was in love with his twin? He did love him… right?

Are what you believe, you got to bring the heat.
Set the pace, competitions take the lead.
This is it, all eyes on you.
So stay on point and prove,
That you deserve what’s long overdue.

“Bill, what’s wrong?” Andreas said as he walked into the Bill’s room, his friend hadn’t answered any of his calls today and it was really starting to worry him.

“Nothing.” He lied, sitting in front of the window, he had purposely been ignoring everyone all day, he didn’t want to see anyone.

“Who do I look like, Bill? Georg? Or Gustav?” He sat next him and wrapped his arm around his best friend, Andreas always knew when there was something wrong with him.

Bill laid his head on Andreas’s chest, “I… just broke up with my boyfriend…” he whispered, tears leaking into the corners of his eyes again.

“Who were you dating?” He asked, he had suspected Bill was seeing someone, so this didn’t come as a surprise. His friend just never voiced it, so Andreas never said anything more on the matter.

“Not important now… is it?” He half asked curling next to the blonde boy, what did it matter now? Him and Tom weren’t together anymore. Right?

“They must have been if you’re this upset about them.” Andreas pointed out, rubbing Bill’s back a little.

“Who said I was upset?” Bill asked looking up at him, wrinkling his nose some.

Andreas whipped a tear falling from Bill’s eyes, “No one said, Bill. You showed me.” He said softly.

“He lied…” Bill cried into Andreas’s chest. “He said he loved me.” He whimpered a little more, his fingers curling into the fabric of his friends shirt.

Andreas lifted Bill’s face to look at his own, “I love you.” He said.

“You what?”

Andreas kissed his lips, “I love you.”

Live your dreams, it's not as hard as it may seem.
You gotta work to get the cream
On you're hopes you must lean,
From your fears, you have to ween yourself
It's all or nothing, give your everything...

“Did you hear, Tom, Gustav?” Georg asked sitting across from him at their usual lunch table, Georg was always the first to know everything. Even before Tom when it was about his twin.

“Hear what?” Gustav asked shoving some of the mushy school fries into his mouth, knowing Georg just wanted to tell them.

“Bill’s dating someone.” Georg said looking at his best friends.

Tom choked on the grape juice that he was drinking. “Dating? Who?” He coughed. Bill would have told, wouldn’t he?! Besides, he was pretty sure they weren’t even together anymore. And how the fuck did Georg find out before him anyways? He was his twin! Then again… him and Bill weren’t exactly on speaking terms right now…

“Andreas.” Georg smirked, “I saw Andreas kiss him in the Hall before they walked in here holding hands. It’s rather cute really.” Georg laughed, “Fuck Tom, I didn’t even know he was gay though. You didn’t know?”

“No.” Tom hissed as he clenched his fist tightly, staring at the tray of food in front of him. He wasn’t told a thing.

“What is it?” Georg asked looking at him.

Tom looked up and saw Andreas and Bill walking out of the lunch room, “Stomachache,” He lied, “I’ll be back. I think I’m going to be sick.” He said through clenched teeth.

“O…kay…” Georg and Gustav watched him rush out of the room, that was just weird.

“Stay with me forever, Bill?” Tom asked, leaning against Bill’s chest.

“Of course I will, I love you Tomi.” Bill said as Tom turned so he could face his lover.

“Don’t go back to your room tonight. Stay with me.” He begged.

“Tom, I can’t do that. Mom’s already starting to wonder why I’m up so early, before even she wakes up.” He always found it weird when the older of them would become clingy like this, but Bill couldn’t lie… he loved it.

Tom kissed Bill’s lips, biting at the lower one and pulling gently with his teeth, “Let her wonder, stay. For me?” He asked, pulling Bill a little closer to him, “Just… sneak back into your room before she wakes up… again.”

Bill kissed Tom back, “Okay, I’ll stay this time.”

Tom curled against Bill’s chest, “I love you, Billa.”

“Forever and ever, Tomi.” He smiled.

My heart is still recovering,
From the heartbreak of another kind,
I'm still drying my tears.
Getting over my own fears in my life.
So I wanna make sure this time that I'm strong enough,
To give it my all...

BAM!

Andreas fell backwards, hitting his head against the wall. “What the fuck…”

“Stay away from him.” Tom hissed at Andreas looking from the boy to Bill, his eyes dark enough to be black as they landed on Andreas again.

“Tom? What the fuck was that for?” Bill snapped at him, leaning over to help Andreas up.

“Better question, where’d he learn to punch like that…” Andreas said standing up, he wasn’t really bigger then Tom and Bill, but from looking at Tom, he looked so skinny you couldn’t tell he could punch like that.

“Keep your hands off of Bill.” Tom hissed, his hands still clenched into fists at his sides.

“Look, Tom, I don’t know what your problem is, but back off. Okay?” Bill hissed leaning in against Andreas, arms wrapped around him, “Andreas loves me and isn’t afraid to show it.”

“I do love you,” Tom said. Andreas looked shocked.

Live your dreams, it's not as hard as it may seem.
You gotta work to get the cream
On you're hopes you must lean,
From your fears, you have to ween yourself.
It's all or nothing, give your everything...

More and more people came out into the hallway to see what the yelling and commotion was about only to see the twins fighting yet again. But it was different this time, a different tension in the air then the rest of the times. Bill looked at Tom. “Are you sure about that?” He asked.

Tom flushed, nodding the smallest of bits, “Yes, I am sure.”

Bill walked over to him, crossing arms stubbornly over his chest, “Then say it.”

Tom put his lips near Bill’s ear, “I love you, Bill.” He whispered, only loud enough for his brother to hear it.

“No.” Bill said pulling away, “Say it so everyone can hear you.” The people crowded around the two boys as Andreas faded into the group of them, was Bill serious about this? In front of the whole fucking school?

“Tom? What’s going on?” Georg pulled his way threw everyone, “Tom?”

“So Tom, what it is, are you going to say it?” Bill asked, his hands falling to his hips, one of them cocked out.

Tom just stared at him, silent.

Live your dreams, it's not as hard as it may seem.
You gotta work to get the cream
On you're hopes you must lean,
From your fears, you have to ween yourself.
It's all or nothing, give your everything...

“Never mind, I knew you couldn’t.” Bill turned to walk away, his eyes locking with his friends who was just staring at Bill in confusion.

Tom ran to him and turned him around, his lips caught Bill’s. Bill’s eyes widened as he melted into the firey kiss. Tom had never kissed him in front of anyone, let alone all these people.

Tom pulled away and looked at him, “I, Tom Kaulitz, pledge my love to you, my twin brother, my soul mate, Bill Kaulitz.” It was loud enough for everyone around them to hear, though to Bill it felt like he was the only one to hear it.

“I love you too, Tomi.” He kissed him lightly on the lips.

“Stay with me forever, Billa?” Tom asked.

Bill about fell over, “Wh…what?”

“Stay with me forever, Bill. I want you to spend the rest of your life with me. I want to spend the rest of my life with you.”

Bill smiled, “Yes, Tomi. I couldn’t imagine it any other way.”

Live your dreams, it's not as hard as it may seem.
You gotta work get the cream
On you're hopes you must lean,
From your fears, you have to ween yourself.
It's all or nothing; give your everything.
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