Just to piss you off | By : fadingsummer Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Oasis Views: 2152 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not know the band members of Oasis, and this is purely a work of fiction. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Here it goes again, this fic got deleted so now my disclaimer is literally the example, and it shouldn't go wrong anymore (I hope, I don't really understand why it got deleted). Warning for this fic: the POV's can get confusing (which was my point actually). When it's 'I', it's Liam, if it isn't, it's the objective observer... ;)
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Liam was watching his brother, playing an insane solo, his eyes on the snares.
He was standing with his back to the audience, completely uninterested by them. He needed to watch Noel as he did what he was made for, just for a while.
And even though he knew Noel loved his guitar more than anything, he still noticed the way he was moving and avoiding his stare, like only a brother could.
They were actually kinda close together. Liam had to keep himself from touching him, cause he knew it would startle him. Maybe he wouldn't even feel it because of his leather jacket, but at least it would be good for him.
Noel, I need your attention. I always need your attention. I have been searching for more of your attention, for all my life. God, all my life, really. By being a stupid fucker and by sitting down on your lap without a warning. You hadn't said a word for minutes, just looked up to me, your face one big question mark. I had a poker face, but I knew what you'd do.
Noel sings a few lines in harmony with him. Liam never loses his focus, no matter how hard he yells 'take me there', which would probably mean for him to take him there by now. The way he sings the text with a look on his face as if he's about to cry, that's Noel alright. Well, he's written them himself. They must have some emotional value or sumtin. Liam never asked. He just presumed they did. Just as he had presumed what some of them had to mean.
You told me I was looking good. Look at us, I laughed, your grown up brother on your lap. I never had you on my lap when you were little, either, he said. What's up wit ya?
'You know what's up wit me,' he had whispered.
'What is?'
'Nuthin. Just love.'
'Love, yeah?'
'Yeah.'
While Liam's hands slid over Noel's back, Noel continued to stare at him in his comfy chair. Blue, its colour had been, Liam still remembered. And he fucking loved it. His stare, trying to read him as he always did. Jesus fucking Christ, didn't he know there was no stare in the world he'd rather see? He just wanted to soak it up through his skin and drink more, more... Like lager.
'Brotherly love,' Noel sighed with a grin. 'You want this, don't ya Liam?'
'Yeah.'
'You're a strange kid, really.'
'I kno. Don't ya like me like that?'
'Oh, I do. I just don't understand why you have to move up and down my groin to get my attention. Run out of ideas or sumtin?'
You're always right about me, cos you can read me like no other, but I just never wanna admit it so it keeps you busy. So I sorta kissed you. I wanted to piss you off.
'Liam, are you drunk? What was -'
Liam put his mouth over Noel's again, determined to keep them there for a long time. He got Noel to open his mouth for him and because he didn't want to realize what he was doing, he closed his eyes and kissed him, stopping him whenever he tried to push him off. Noel's hands were on his arms, gripping them tightly, giving them red marks. But apart from that, there was really nothing he could do.
It would've meant nuthin. But you closed your eyes like I did, I peeked a little, and I saw you close your eyes. And it was a great kiss, all of a sudden. Don't think I'd ever had a kiss like that. I wasn't drunk and you could taste that, too.
'Goddamit, Liam, what d'you want me to do, fuck you?’
He was confused now, making Liam a bit more satisfied. He had to stay in his mind, longer, longer, he wanted to make sure he was thinking of him when he was on stage, or at home, or in bed, wherever the hell he went to.
Noel started playing with his hair. If Liam had been a cat, he would've purred for sure. Noel had never done that before, and whatever had changed, he sure as fuck didn't mind. He followed Noel's hand around when he feared it to leave his head.
And you smiled, Noel, you smiled, you arse. See, it wouldn't have been incest as it is now if you hadn't done that!
Liam smiled back at him, playfully, his head to a side, the moment before Noel put his arms around his waist and pulled him close for another tongue kiss. Liam's heart skipped a beat when he felt his brother tremble, heard his 'mm' sounds, felt the hardness in his jeans. And any other day, he would've backed off, yelling at him, calling him names, but he couldn't do it. Noel was kissing him and he couldn't remember they had ever been so close together. He liked it, in a way. He didn't want to let go.
We played a bit, dinn' we? I must say I got your full attention, after all these attemps. I ask myself why I'd never tried it before. But hey, I dinn' know you'd be so passionate about kissing your brother. How could I've guessed? Anyway, it made you horny, unless you already were, so it made me horny as well. So it wasn't my fault I started the touching now, was it?
Noel groped Liam a couple of times, in complete silence, checking him out as if he didn't believe what was happening to him. Liam reacted, Noel moaned. Then he stared him in the eyes and pushed him off his lap. Liam stared at him as he almost fell on the floor, wiping his mouth, grinning. Noel returned his stare, but not the grin. Liam had no words, and felt he was about to get real red, almost. But Noel had moaned. He'd claimed his reward.
'You're gettin red in yer face.'
Liam smiled. 'Heh.’
Noel sighed while Liam waited for him to move. No matter how straightforward he had been about this, Noel was the boss now. He couldn't do anything until he had gotten out of that chair.
And you sure did. Jumped out of it, ran into me, slammed me into a wall.
'What the fook do you think you were doin back there?' Noel hissed. 'Crazy pisshead.'
Liam took a deep breath. 'If it hadn't been fer that thing in yer pants, bro, I wouldn't have done it, but I was just doin you a favor, you know?'
'Jesus! You wanna do me a favor now? Fucking suck my dick, then, Liam, suck my dick. I've had it with you.'
And I'd done it, if you hadn't mentioned it like that. Yer loss, I guess. But you walked out of the room, and I was watching you walk away cos it's a gorgeous sight, y'know?
I do think you're gorgeous. I might be the only one on the planet, but I mean, look at you with your guitar. It's like I'm the big brother sumtimes; cos I wanna take care of you. Not that I could and you'd laugh at me if I told you, cos I can't even take care of myself.
I know what you feel. I know what you're gonna do as soon as you're down and off this stage. You're gonna drag me down to your hotel room after I've taken a shower and I'm only in my bathrobe. You'll give me time to get my clothes and all, cos you wouldn't want to get suspicious or puzzled reactions the next day, but as soon as I have gotten my stuff, you'll push me around the room, and when I've seen every single corner of it I will suck your dick, and you'll love it, and you'll moan, but not too loud. Then you'll probably be sweet and ask me to sleep next to you, but I'll refuse and get back to my own room, where I'll be enjoying the previous on my own. And tomorrow, you'll avoid me a little, still a bit disappointed I didn't want to stay over, but we'll make up soon. And you'll kiss me, and probably tell me how you're confused and all and you don't know how to go on, how to forget this, and I'll be quiet, and kiss you again when you've lost your guard. I dunno if you ever cry, but if you do, you'll be doing a lot of it the next few weeks, I guess. And you'll tell me you love me and how much I mean to you, and I'll be flirty. And I'll feel sick and hate myself inbetween these things, cos we'll never get back to where we were, and you know it. I know you, Noel, I've known you since the day I was born. And I'd say I was sorry, if I didn't know you'd never want to hear it.
After a couple of drinks in the dressing rooms, they return to their hotel. As always, Noel is ready for bed the quickest. Liam's walking around the hallway with a toothbrush in the corner of his mouth, humming, checking out the doors and the ceiling. He washes the sweat off his body in his room, and the moment he closes his bathrobe, he hears a knock on the door, so he opens it.
Noel grabs his collar and drags him into his room, closing Liam's with his foot while turning him around. He throws him inside and Liam drops to the floor, on his back, cos he knows how much he likes being above him. Noel closes the door slowly, then turns his gaze to his little brother on the carpet. Liam breathes in and out, and waits.
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Also on http://freewebs.com/oasisslash. There's more on there...
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