Walk with me into the rising tide | By : SuckerLove Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Placebo Views: 893 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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”I love you...”
Those three words can change your life completely. They changed mine. So, I guess I have to tell you my story.
It started off in high school. After some troubles with friends and stuff, I had finally figured out I was… well, gay? Homosexual? Queer? Fag? Yeah, I think you get it. I didn’t like girls, I liked boys… Pure, Sexy, hot boys… Oh, now I’m getting horny. Back to the story.
So, I had discovered my sexuality… but, I’d never actually… been with a boy. I was unkissed, a virgin, never been in a relationship, you get it… Until he came into the picture… Who you wonder? Well, his name was Billie…
It was a day in mid-May and the sun was shining very nicely on my black T-Shirt. It was a little too big, it had been my older brother’s, but days like this I didn’t bother. I looked up at the sky and closed my eyes. Two seconds later the stuff in my bag were all over the ground. I had stumbled into a pair of strong, secure arms. I looked up and blushed. The boy, whose arms I’d fallen into, was so incredible beautiful I couldn’t even stand up properly. My knees didn’t seem to want the same thing as me, and soon I melted down to the street under my feet.
“Hey, careful” the beauty said and kneeled beside me, catching me up. “You don’t want to get hurt” The voice was so clear, so pure. A sense of nasal, but so caring, so… Home. Yes, it sounds silly, but I felt home when the boy dragged me up to his warm chest. His black shirt was a bit unbuttoned and I could spot some tattoos underneath. Slowly I lifted my eyes to his, and BANG. Or click, but that sounds so weak… You get it, it was just… Love at first sight. For me, at least. The boy just smiled and helped me up on my feet. “Hey, you really should be more careful… I don’t want you to get hurt, you are far too beautiful… Listen, I've got to go, but which class are you in? Maybe I’ll see you tomorrow” he said with a smile that almost sent me to the ground again. “A-Are you the n-new student..?” I said, biting my tongue. He nodded. “Yeah, but I prefer Billie Joe, or simply Billie” I saw into his so beautiful, green eyes and my heart beat the shit out of me. “O-Oh… Hi Billie, I-I’m Brian…” I said, reaching out a hand to more properly present myself. Instead the boy took my hand very gently and kissed it with incredibly soft lips and closed eyes, causing me to shiver. “A-And yes, we are in the same class...” I managed to get out, and he smiled happily, giggling some about my nervousness. “Well then, guess I’ll see you tomorrow”
The next day I got up almost two hours earlier than usual. I showered, fixed my hair, got the makeup on; better than I used to do it, and then had to decide about what to wear. If I would wear pants, I would look normal. If I wore a skirt or a dress, I would be beaten up. Not that there wasn’t a risk I would come home with bruises anyhow, but the risk got bigger. Ah, fuck it. My legs looked really good in a skirt, and I wanted the boy’s attention… I picked out a black, quite short skirt and then got off to school.
The boy was waiting for me. I could see how big eyes he got when he saw what I was wearing. I bit my lip and suddenly felt so very dumb, until he gave me one of those smiles again. “Hi… Wow, you look really good” he complimented and his eyes were incredibly green and sparkling, causing my heart to beat harder. “Thank you…” I whispered and thought I would faint when I could feel his hand touching mine, but then it went away again. I stopped breathing and closed my eyes for a second; trying to live in that second he’d touched me.
When the school bell rang out for lunch, he came to me, leaning over my bench as he was talking while I packed my things. “Hi, I, Uhm… I was wondering if you could show me around perhaps…? I don’t really know anyone and so...” he said, little nervously. Some of my classmates grinned widely as they passed. “Hey fag! We’ll meet you outside five minutes from here; you know what’s waiting…” I swallowed down hard, but nodded a little and they laughed and got away. “S-Sorry…” I whispered out to the boy, who was still standing in front of me. “I-I’m going to be beaten up… Again…” The boy just looked at me, confused and sad. He then laid his head on the side and smiled at me. “No you won’t” I stared at him in confusion. “W-What..? But you heard them, I-“ “I’ll protect you.” The words snapped me off, and I looked even bigger at him. NO ONE had EVER protected ME. “Y-You don’t h-have to” I started again, but he snapped me off again. “I want to. No one should beat you up, just because you have makeup or skirt…” he whispered, looking at me. I blushed. “T-Thanks but I really don’t want you to get into problems because of m-“ “I would rather been beaten the shit out of than standing on the side watching them do it to you” he whispered and stroke his hand over mine just for a second, but this time I knew he’d been doing it by purpose. It made my heart beat even faster. Slowly I followed the boy out after leaving the bags in the locker, knowing what would come.
The boys started to pick on me from start. “Bri, why are you wearing skirt?” ”Didn’t you learn the lesson last time?” ”Faghag!” I was used to it. On of them grabbed my arm and bend it to my back, causing me to whine in pain. Billie took two steps forward and pushed the boy who held me backwards, holding me to his warm chest. “Don’t touch him!” he roared and I was happy he wasn’t roaring at me with such strength in the voice. “How come, you like him?” someone called and the other ones burst out in laugh. Billie didn’t seem to think it was funny though. He dragged me behind him and then pushed one of the boys hard backwards. The other ones didn’t seem to like that, cause soon they came closer, but it was obvious that they were a little insecure. The leader of the gang, Christian, now took some steps towards my hero. “Hey, don’t try to slap my gang just like that!” he snarled. Billie just grinned. “Come and get me then… I’m way stronger than you, chicken” This made Chris angry, angrier than I’d never seen him. I pulled some in Billie’s shirt, I didn’t want him to get hurt. He didn’t seem to take any notice though. Instead he got a hard punch in the face, but he returned the favour. The other boys stared at their gang leader, laying on the ground and shaking. He was so scared, and no-one had ever seen him that way. Billie grinned some at the weak boy at his feet and then turned around. I lifted my hand and carefully wiped away the thin runnel of blood coming from his mouth. “Thank you…” he whispered and smiled some before taking my hands into his. “Can I ask you to do me a favour..?” I nodded quickly, after what the boy had done to me, I would do anything for him. He leaned down to me, his lips so close to mine I could feel his breathing. “Kiss me.” My heart stopped beating completely, I’m sure. I slowly laid an arm around his sweaty neck and looked up into his eyes. Those beautiful, beautiful eyes… “Come on walk with me, into the rising time” I whispered out and closed my eyes as I leaned up and pressed my lips against his. They were so soft and understanding, caring. Far too soon he stretched up though, and I was sadly pushed away from his lips. I smiled a little when he stroke my chin though. “Come on” he whispered out. “Let’s get out of here… The toilets, were we can be alone…”
Billie was sitting down on the toilet chair, smile on his lips. I slowly and nervously licked on my lips some and then took some small steps towards him. “B-Billie I don’t want to… Or… I want, b-but… I-I a-am…” “It’s alright, I’m a virgin too” he whispered out calmly, cutting me of. I immediately relaxed some and he dragged me into his body. I laid my arms around his neck and buried my face in his black mess called hair. He laid his warm arms around me and carefully stroked my back. “You are such a beauty, Brian…” he whispered in my ear, causing me to shiver. “N-Not like you, B-Billie Joe…” I answered, closing my eyes. He giggled quietly. “I’m not even near your beauty, Bri… Please, kiss me…” he whispered, and I felt the nervousness come over me again. But because his tone was so soft, begging, I let my hands ran down to his cheeks. Slowly and with closed eyes, I leaned down and pressed my lips against his again. I could soon feel his hands on my waist, under my red, well fitting shirt. He wasn’t pulling it off though, I think he just wanted to feel, touch. His lips slowly spread, and I, who’d never really kissed anyone properly, felt so lost. But his warm, loving hands that now had travelled down to my hips made me feel so brave and beautiful. Carefully I let the tip of my tongue slip into his mouth and explore the taste, and I could feel how he met up with me. I got a shiver down my spine when his tongue met mine and his eyelashes tickled my eyelids. The taste was amazing, really, so incredibly sweet and soft. I felt home in his caressing hands. I felt safe and loved. Seconds later, my heart really stopped. I’m perfectly sure it did.
“Brian… Do you want to be with me..? Like… Being my boyfriend..?” he whispered out, opening his eyes and drilling into mine. I could feel how tears started coming and didn’t need to think about it long. “Y-Yes… YesIdo!” I managed to get out of my throat. The smile I got as an answer was nothing less than pure sunshine. “Oh Bri… Don’t cry…” he whispered and stroked his thumb under my eye, taking away the tears. I smiled some through my blurred world. ”I-I am just happy... Oh Billie… M-My own boyfriend… I’ve never had one before… I can’t think of someone better…” I whispered and he kissed my chin. “Oh my little boy… I’ve fallen in love with you, you know…” I stared at him. “Y-You..?” He smiled widely, a smile I would never forget.
“I love you”
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