The Road To Hell | By : Crystal_Sugar Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Marilyn Manson Views: 3376 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Angel is an 18 year old girl from Dallas, Texas.
She was raised in an uptight, strict, hard-nosed Baptist household.
She never questioned her beliefs, she never stepped outside of her "perfect" Christian bubble, she never did anything she was told not to do, she didn't lie, she never had sex, she never smoked a cigarette, she never even had a sip of alcohol, she never did drugs, she dressed modestly, she didn't wear makeup, she didn't have tattoos or piercings.
She was just....plain.
An ordinary girl that blended into the vastness....invisible.
But, she was beginning to hate and resent it.
But whenever she had these thoughts of contempt and resentment and thought of rebelling she immediately felt ashamed and regretful.
Little did she know, her life as she knew it was about to do a 360 change.
Everything she knew about herself "the innocent Christian girl" was about to change and be a faint memory as she gets lost down her downward spiral into darkness, and the rock-and-roll lifestyle consumes her entirely.
Angel was always very close with her family.
Her parents have been married for 30 years, but lived in a pretty monotonous, loveless marriage.
Their marriage gave Angel some of her first thoughts of Christianity rebellion.
She wondered why God would rather you stay in a loveless marriage that drains you of happiness rather than divorce.
Angel loved her parents being together, but she always promised herself that she wouldn't end up like them....So unhappy. And alone.
Angel also had two older brothers that were very protective of her, named Ryan, who was 25 and Liam, who was 21.
Ryan was married after he got his girlfriend pregnant in high school and their parents told him he had to get married right away before the baby was born. They now have two daughters.
Liam still lived at home with his parents and Angel while he attends college.
Angel just recently graduated high school and was taking a semester off before starting college. She wanted to become a lawyer.
Angel has a boyfriend named Jeff, who is 23 years old. She met him at church and her family absolutely adores him. Angel has mixed feelings for him, he seems like a great guy on the surface, but she feels there's something that doesn't seem quite right.
She pushes her feelings of doubt aside because he hasn't actually done anything wrong yet, and her family loves him so what more could she ask for.
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CHAPTER 1: ANGEL'S POV
It was 7:00PM. Jeff would be here in an hour to pick me up for our date.
I smiled to myself as I got up to begin getting ready.
I took a shower, brushed my teeth, styled my hair, and got dressed in a knee-length, flowy floral dress and put on wedge heels. Then I put on my cross necklace as the doorbell rang.
I ran excitedly to the door. "JEFF"!, I yelled.
"Hello, sweetheart, you look beautiful, are you ready to go?", he asked.
"Yes", I chuckled as I grabbed my purse.
We headed to his white Dodge Ram truck and he held the door open for me as I climbed inside.
We drove to an upscale restaurant, it was beautiful.
He sat next to me, and looked nervous. He hadn't really spoken the entire time and that was very unusual for Jeff.
He finally broke his silence and began, "So, Angel, I was thinking....", he stuttered over his sentence and I looked at him expectantly and narrowed my eyes "thinking what, babe?", I asked.
He rubbed the back of his neck and hesitated before speaking again, this time more confident "um well, I love you a lot, Angel and we have been together almost a year now and I was wondering if you could move in with me"....his voice trailed off.
I sat wide eyed for a moment kind of shocked at what he just asked.
We have never even slept together and we weren't married, I had always been taught you shouldn't live together with your boyfriend outside of wedlock, that it would be sinful. But I loved him. And I was growing increasingly annoyed with my parents and the bible always making my decisions for me. I was my own person, right? I was an adult and yet I had never made a full decision for myself. Always doing as I was told, never getting to be free.
"Well, why not?", I smiled and he smiled as well.
"When should we get your things?", he asked.
"I'm not sure, I don't even know how my parents will react when I break the news to them", I said.
"Why don't we tell them when you get home"? He said.
"Okay", I said quietly.
I was nervous to what would happen and fidgeted and was lost in thought for the rest of our date and the entire drive home.
As we drove into the driveway, Jeff put his hand in mine and smiled.
"Are you ready?", He asked.
I gave a faint smile and nodded slowly.
As we walked to the door, I stopped him and looked in his eyes "are you sure you want to tell them now, why don't we think on this a few weeks and think of a better way to tell them?" I said while fidgeting with him cross necklace.
He squeezed my hand and smiled "it's now or never, I know you, you will get nervous and back out of it, and let them make your decisions once again".
I knew he was right, so I inhaled deeply and walked inside the house with him.
As I walked in the house, I felt like my knees would buckle and I felt a lump in my throat.
"Hey, guys, did y'all enjoy y'alls-selves?, my mom asked in her deep southern accent.
Her eyes and face dropped as she saw my nervousness and then she cleared her throat, "Angel hunny, is something wrong?", she asked nervously with her voice filled with concern.
My dad began to look nervous at this point also.
Jeff finally spoke up while holding my hand, "well, um we need to talk to y'all", he began.
My dad cut him off and spoke sort of angrily, "well spit it out, boy", he demanded.
I spoke up, "um, dad....mom...Jeff asked me to live with him and I said yes", my voice trailed off and then I spoke up again, "and I need to get my things". I looked down at my feet.
My mom and dad both sighed and looked at each other.
Then my dad stood from his chair and faced us.
"Get out, Jeff" he spoke calmly yet sternly.
My dad then took my hand from Jeff and sat me on the couch.
Jeff looked annoyed as he shifted from foot to foot.
"I'm going to do this, dad", I said softly. "I love Jeff and I want to live with him, this is my choice to make, not yours".
"Then get married", my mom said as she looked at Jeff.
"We don't have to make such a huge step just yet", I said. "You don't have to get married to live together, gosh we aren't even having sex. We just love each other and want to do what the best decision is for us!" I said loudly.
"OH, BUT YOU WANT TO LIVE LIKE YOUR MARRIED?!", my dad asked loudly.
I stood silent for a moment, "this is my choice and my life, stay out of it, let me be an adult for once", I said calmly.
"Fine." My dad said. "Get your stuff and get out, and don't think about coming back when this all blows up in your face....."
"DAVID!", my mom yelled
"Just stay out of this, Wendy!", he shouted back.
I always resented the fact he shuts her up like that. And with that, Jeff and I collected my stuff and piled it into his truck as I cried.
He pulled me into his embrace and comforted me as we drove to his house.
When we got there, we stayed quiet as we unpacked everything from the truck and set it inside his apartment.
After we were done he took my hand, "I bet your exhausted, baby, are you ready to get some sleep?"
"Yes", I replied.
I followed him to the bedroom and sank beneath the blankets as he held me. He pulled me into his chest, me facing him, and kissed my forehead and stroked my back as I quietly sobbed and we both fell to sleep.
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