Unholy confessions of a vampire heart | By : nuclear000rainbow Category: Celebrities - Misc > Slash - Male/Male Views: 1301 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not know Ville Valo or any of the members of HIM, This is purely a work of fiction, I do not make any money writing this. Full disclaimer in chapter 1. |
Dear diary. Sorry for not writing in a while, but the last couple of days have been quite busy.
We’ve been taking little Gee out to teach him to hunt, and he is a natural, even though he feels bad for the victims. Still, we only pick those of evil minds, as they will not be missed by the rest of the humans. I still feel weird entering the village, but after the change I can feel my confidence growing each night. I don’t walk around hunched over anymore to hide my height, and I laugh a lot more in the company of the others. It’s nice to finally be accepted and not just being stuck watching others have a normal life from afar. I still miss my father, but apparently I will be able to go see him after the hunt tonight, the guys will come with me to make sure it’s all safe. I’m really nervous! What if he hates me now, what if he figures out what I have become? We still need to hide our true selves from the humans, we’re not supposed to exist after all. We’re supposed to be a myth, a scary story to tell in front of the fire. Well, my dear diary, I have to leave you for a while again. Hopefully I’ll be able to write again soon….
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We were getting closer, our soft hunting boots stepping carefully not to make any startling noises. He kept tossing glances over his shoulder in our general direction, but we’ve learned to hide in shadows. We could hear his heart beating loudly in his chest, his blood rushing through his veins as he kept the speed up. I wonder what he’s thinking, we caught him molesting a child, a girl probably no older than five. Sadly she didn’t make it, but this monster will get his punishment. Dinnertime for four vampires might not qualify as punishment enough for monsters like him, but at least the little girl will get some sort of revenge. I can feel Gee at my right side, Syn and V at my left. Making a half circle to trap the rapist against the cliff sticking up in the horizon. We’re all hungry, I cant help but let out a low growl as a whiff of blood hits my nostrils. Our pray must have cut himself on one of the branches along the path. I can feel my brothers picking up the pace, we’re getting close to the cliff. They must have smelled the blood as well, I can hear Syn growl somewhere in the dark. Our boots not making a sound through the quiet shadows, we start running, we’re so close we can hear his desperate breath and smell the wile alcohol he has been drinking. We’re almost at the clearing, our circle around him tighter than ever. Far enough away from the village so no one will hear him scream. The shadows that help us hide getting lighter as the bright moon lights up the clearing, but that doesn’t really matter anymore. No one can save him now. The trap set, his back against the cold rock wall with nowhere to run. I can only imagine what he feels at the moment. Four figures in black hunting gear, blood red eyes, fangs gleaming in the pale light stalking towards him. Just waiting for Syn to give the signal to pounce at him. A flick of a wrist and we all leap at the same time, fangs piercing skin, ripping through the soft flesh to get at the veins filled with sustenance. His scream piercing the quiet night as we feed of what we need to survive. I would never consider myself a hunter, I could barely stand it when we had to kill one of the animals on the farm to eat. But this, this is different. This goes on pure instinct, and only hunting evil beings help with the feelings after. Feeling the pile of human garbage getting limp we all let go at the same time, not one drop of crimson left, nothing spilt on the cold ground and all of us once again satisfied. The beasts within back in their cages.
“Well, that went well” Syn smirks, breaking the silence. No more need to keep quiet.
“Bastard had it coming all along” V laughs, and I cant help but smile with the others. Fangs elongated after the feeding gleaming dangerously in the moonlight. “One more meat sack that wont cause anymore problems” I join in. “I’m just sad we didn’t find him a few minutes earlier, we could have saved the human girl.” Gee whispers. We all have to agree with him, but at least he cant do more harm now.
“Lets get rid of the evidence and get back home, its been a long night and I can feel the sun about to creep over the horizon” V says while smiling at us all. He’s right, we can all feel it.
Dragging the body into the thick brush of the forest, we leave the body for the animals to feast on. No need for burials this far away from civilization. The wolfs and other meat eaters will clean up our tracks. Our bitemarks already similar to the felines roaming these woods, no one should suspect a thing. “I was supposed to go visit my father tonight!” I speak up as I suddenly remember. “Is there still time?”
“Sure! If we run we’ll make it without problems!” V says. “But we should probably go to the stream over there and clean up a bit first. Showing up all bloody could scare him!” He laughed, we all had to agree! No human, friendly or not should see us like this! Blood painting our faces like warpaint, drying and starting to flake. A clean kill, but it still left a mess! All cleaned up and ready to, we start running to the edge of the village. My old home just a few minutes outside the busy cluster of rundown houses. As far away as we were, it only takes us a few minutes to get back to where we started. Not having to stalk a pray, we don’t really have to be careful of making noises. And as you could probably guess, we’re quite fast. The normal eyesight of a human would not be able to spot us at the speed we were going. And if they ever caught a glimpse, they would most likely brush it of as a trick of shadows.
Coming to a halt right by the lake right behind my old home. Looking at it, I couldn’t help but smile. The old splintered wood of the walls coated in a fresh layer of paint. The windowsill no longer falling apart and the flowerbeds outside in full bloom. Roses, my mother always loved roses. The sweet smell drowning out all other censes as we walked past them. I could smell my father before I turned the corner, his back turned as he walked the plow behind a horse. I guess Harms kept his promise of taking care of him. I couldn’t help myself as I crept silently towards him, trying my best not to let out a giggle. “Hello father!” I said with a smile present in my voice. Spinning around, almost jumping out of his own skin he just looks at me. A smile almost splitting his face in two as he recognizes me. “Ville! I thought I would never see you again! Did the Baron let you go? Are you well? You look different! How are you here? And who are they?” The questions falling from his lips faster than I could respond had us all falling into a fit of giggles. Syn and V smiling at us while Gee stood behind me all shy like normal. Always the one hiding behind someone else that kid, but after the life he used to lead, we cant really blame him! “Father, calm down and I’ll answer all your questions. But lets sit down first, this could take some time!” I laugh and walk over to the newly built steps outside the house. “First off, the Baron, or Harms as we call him is not so bad! We’re not his prisoners! We can do as we please at any time, he just cares for us. In a sense, you could say we are all adopted! I know it didn’t seem like it from the start, but he’s really good to us!” I have to smile at his puzzled expression, I know it’s a lot to take in. “you don’t really have to worry about me, I’m more than well as you can see. And apparently you are too! The farm looks amazing, and you look healthy as well! And for the rest of your questions, I know I look a bit different. Those two over there” I laughed, pointing at Syn and V sitting at my right side. “You could say they enjoy dressing people up, finding their style if you will. They dress us all, they cut my hair off and they take pride in making us all look our best! We’re all here because we just came back from a hunt, and I felt like dropping buy to see you before we have to go back. And these three, they are my new brothers. Also a part of the family Harms have created for himself. This is Gee, he came to join us right after me. Syn and V over there have been with Harms for years already. We have more brothers but they went out hunting before us. They’re called Shadows and The Rev.” I think that was all the questions answered, but I could see him struggling to understand it all. His forehead wrinkling the same way as always while he tried to understand things. I wish I could tell him everything, but I know his fragile mind wouldn’t be able to handle it all. Us being vampires, the creatures only told of in stories, even thinking about it myself makes my head hurt! “Okay son, as long as you are fine and happy. That’s all I ever wanted for you. And as you can see, the farm is blooming! I don’t really know what happened, but suddenly things started to go better! I found a lump of gold in the stream, and I could buy a new horse and some cows! I even had enough left to pay off the taxes!” He smiled, his eyes crinkling at the edges. He looks younger than he used to, not so skinny and sickly looking anymore.
“Ville, we need to go now! The sun is going to break through any moment now, we need to get home!” V said, looking at the now light gray sky. He’s right, I can feel the burning rays starting to tickle my skin. Not enough to burn just yet, but a warning non the less!
“We need to go father, I’ll see you again soon!” I reach out to hug him, and I end up hissing in pain! I forgot about the damned silver crucifix around his neck! I can feel my skin blistering, and by the look on his face he can see it too! Why did I have to forget! The pure shock on his face twisting into a look of fear then anger in mere seconds. “You are not my son! Where is my son?”
“It is me father! It’s Ville!” I can see the others starting to panic, the threat of the burning sun and now of a human knowing our secret is to much! I can not help the tears bursting in my eyes, his face in the mask of pure hatred breaking my heart. Backing away from us all, looking at us like we’re leprous. I back away slowly. “It is me father, your Ville. And I’m sorry!” I look at the others, despair shining through my eyes. My bloody tears falling freely as I feel Syns hand on my shoulder. “We really need to go Ville, we cant stay here any longer. Come along now, Harms is waiting. We can’t risk him looking for us this close to sunrise!” I cant do more than nod my head, sending my once loving father a pleading look. Turning our backs to the house, we can hear the door shutting behind our backs. The sound of a steel knife carving through wood. Most likely a cross above the door. We start running, the sun starting to peek over the surrounding mountains chasing us. I can feel the blood red tears on my cheeks running, the wind hitting my face making my already cold skin freezing. But it’s nothing compared to the pain in my chest, I never knew a dead heart could break. But that’s how it feels right now. Lucky for us all, we reach the doors to Harms castle right before the sun hits us, but to be honest with myself, I would not mind burning to ashes at the moment. Inside the safe walls of our home, I slide to the floor. I can not contain the sobs racking my body anymore, I can feel myself blacking out from exhaustion. The last thing I can remember, strong arms gathering me up off the floor. Carrying me through the darkness.
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