I Wonder

BY : AEMorgan
Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Will Young
Dragon prints: 1019
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know Will Young. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Title: I Wonder
Author: Adelaide Elizabeth Morgan (falconkenobi@aol.com)
Author web page: http://www.aemslash.co.uk - Every Generation Has A Legend
Fandom: RPS – Will Young
Categories: Will/Rupert, Chan, angst,
Rating: R
Thanks to: You, for reading this. Legion, for the beta.
Warnings: RPS ahead folks – that’s Real Person Slash. And incest – that’s sex between blood relations, in this case twins. Consider thinselves extremely warned.
Summary: Will and Rupert Young talk about their relationship, both as brothers and as lovers

“Penny for them,” Rupert couldn’t help but smile as Will jumped with a start. His brother had been staring off into space, a magazine in his hands, but his attention obviously elsewhere.

“Hey,” Will stood, arms wrapping around Rupert’s waist as he greeted him with a hard passionate kiss. A kiss that soon turned slow and needy. They broke apart, lips slightly swollen, eyes alight with fire.

“Wow,” was all the reply Rupert could manage as they curled up on the couch. “What brought that on? Not that I’m complaining, mind you…”

“I was thinking.” Will replied, shifting slightly so he could look at Rupert. “About us.”

“Oh?” Rupert stiffened slightly, his arms winding around his brother.

Will blushed and looked at the floor. “Do you remember that time when we were 15. We were home for the summer…” Will trailed off.

Rupert laughed, relaxing, and finished the sentence. “And mum walked in on us kissing.” The twins looked at each other and smiled. “I had the biggest crush on...” He frowned. “I don’t even remember her name.”

“Lorraine.” Will supplied, “You were all geared up to ask her to the end-of-year dance that had just been announced. But, being the teenage doofus that you were, had never dated and didn’t know how to kiss.”

“And I made the mistake of pouring out my heart to my ‘big’ brother. Who, in all his dating wisdom, decided to give me lessons. It took us all afternoon to convince Mum we were telling her the truth.”

“At least she didn’t go and get Dad,” Will pointed out.

“I still don’t think it’s as bad as the time I walked in on you jacking off over a copy of one of Emma’s magazines.”

Will’s blush deepened further, his face turning crimson as he pulled away from Rupert. Rupert leaned forward and kissed him gently. “Aww I’m sorry, Will. I didn’t mean to embarrass you.”

“I’m not sure what was worse,” Will eventually spoke up. “The fact you caught me jerking off over the centerfold, or that you didn’t think I was doing a good enough job of it!”

“You couldn’t have been.” Rupert took a deep breath, knowing what he was going to say would embarrass Will even further. “The second I wrapped my hand around your cock, you turned diamond hard and started spurting all over the place. Nearly ruining my favorite jeans in the process.”

Will pulled away again, standing and walking across the room, pacing its length, stopping by the window watching the traffic down the street. “I think I was already ine wie with you,” he confessed quietly, refusing to look at Rupert. “Or, if not love, it was definitely lust and I was well on the way to being in love with you.”

Rupert was stunned. “Uhm...” He ran his hands over his face, trying to work out what to say. “Okay, uhm...”

“I shouldn’t have said anything. I’m sorry, I just... Just forget I said it, OK?” Will spun on his heels and started to move towards the door, but Rupert jumped up, and pulled him around.

“William, don’t leave. Please?” Pulling his brother into a tight embrace, Rupert continued. “You just surprised me, that’s all. I… I never had any idea.” Rupert held Will silently, his twin was trembling slightly, and he didn’t want to look at him and see the tears. “Why did it take you another three years and getting yourself shit-faced at our 19th birthday to tell me?”

Furiously wiping away his tears with the back of his hand, Will replied in a quiet voice. “I’m gay – and it had been common knowledge for a while. You, on the other hand, weren’t, and were quite happily dating girl after girl after girl.” He stopped, looking up at Rupert when he laughed. “What?”

“I wasn’t hetero, Will. I’ve been gay as long as I can remember, but I didn’t think our parents could handle both of us being gay, so I pretended.”

Will’s eyes narrowed. “You pretended?”

Rupert nodded guiltily. “Yes, I did. It hurt too much not to. I… had fallen for someone I shouldn’t have, and it was the only way I could think of to get out of it.” He looked at Will’s confused expression. “You, Will,” his voice softened, “I’d fallen for you and didn’t know what to do. Why else do you think I… uhmm… helped you jack off that day. A damn good reason to touch you.” He smiled wryly.

“Y Wil Will licked his lips, his mouth feeling very dry all of a sudden. “You’d fallen for me? Why didn’t you say something?”

“Why didn’t you?” Rupert countered.

A thoughtful look crossed Will’s face. “As I said; I thought you were straight. Add to that the fact you’re my twin brother. Not exactly the easiest love confession to make. I… We’d always been really close and I didn’t want to risk losing you.”

Rupert nodded in agreement. “So what happened at the party then?”

“It... I guess it just got to the stage where I couldn’t keep it in any longer. It hurt too much.”

“So you drunk as much as possible, staggered into my room, stumbled into my bed, proclaimed your undying love, then promptly passed out.” Rupert remembered.

Despite his discomfort Will had to laugh at the bluntness of his brother’s statement. “Not exactly romantic, was it? But, I think I’ll always remember waking up in your arms.”

It was Rupert’s time to blush before he dipped his head and caught Will’s lips in a kiss. “We could always recreate that morning,” he offered. “Only this time with a night of wild sex, rather than a heavy drinking session…”

Will pretended to think about it. He grabbed Rupert’s hands and pulled him into the bedroom. “We could,” he agreed.

~el fin~

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