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Unholy confessions of a vampire heart	By : nuclear000rainbow Category: Celebrities - Misc > Slash - Male/Male Views: 1317 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not know Ville Valo or any of the members of HIM, This is purely a work of fiction, I do not make any money writing this. Full disclaimer in chapter 1.

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Dear diary… I never thought my heart would be this broken, I never thought my own father would disown me like this. But again, I never thought I would end up a creature of the night. Hiding from the sun in dimly lit halls and rooms, stalking pray at night, killing without mercy. Never in my dreams did I believe I would end up like this, a depressed wreck lying in my bed under the covers. My friends and adopted family knocking at my door every once in a while to check up on me. At least I still have them, my chosen family. My coven.
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Days had passed and I still felt like a broken piece of meat. Not even tending to the hunger of the beast I am. I knew I would have to get out of this room soon, unless I would end up a dried out corpse. The Rev had already been in here, warning me. Apparently that was the main reason he went insane in the first place… Not knowing what was happening and denying himself the urges of his mind, ending up with him being locked up for being crazy. I know he’s right, I can feel it. The beast inside clawing at the walls of my mind, trying to break through to finally clench its thirst for blood.
Getting up from beneath the covers, I step out of the safe cocoon I made myself those days ago. I can feel my legs shaking from not being used in days, my back and neck making stiff popping sounds as I straighten my back. Being this tall and stuck in a fetal position for days sure makes your joints stiff!
Grabbing a hold of the bedframe to steady myself I take the few steps over to my dresser. No blood red for me today, I want it black, all black. My last ties to the mortal world have been severed, my heart is broken and I mourn the loss. Black is the color of funerals, to them I am dead. It seems fitting. Pulling on the pieces of clothes I find, the standard skin tight leather pants and the black wifebeater I’ve learned to love. I also find a sheer black scarf, not sure where that came from, but most likely Syn felt I needed it. Grabbing the black eyeliner from the dresser, I line my eyes, smudging it on. I’m supposed to be dead, why not look the part? Looking in the mirror, I cant help liking what I see. It’s me, but different. A harsher, more sinister looking version of the old Ville. My too pale skin standing out against all the black, giving me a blueish tint. I cant help but giggle and start humming the words in my mind. “Come on baby, don’t fear the reaper. Baby take my hand, don’t fear the reaper. We’ll be able to fly, don’t fear the reaper…” I laugh as I walk for the door, the old Ville is dead. And I kind of enjoy the new one.
Entering the great hall I can feel all eyes on me, Syn just smirking, I guess it’s no shocker. That smirk never really leave his face. “Hi man! Good to see you up and about! Just in time too, we’re about to go hunting!” I can see Christ walking up to me slowly, that guy must be scared of his own shadow. He’s so small and fragile looking compared to everyone else. Then I smell it, blood… reaching out for me with a goblet filled to the brim with the pure red thick fluid. “I saved this for you Ville” He smiles and blushes as I give him a beaming smile. My hands shooting out to grab at the goblet, a growl tearing through my throat as I devour it all in a few gulps. “Thanks sweetheart! I needed that!” I wink at him as he starts blushing again. “You’re just so adorable sweety! If you keep on blushing like that you might stay that shade some day!” I laugh and wink at him again.
“And I thought I was a flirt” Syn snickers from his place at the table, V curled up in his lap like a big cat. “Things change sweetheart!” I giggle as I walk over to the table, my chair still vacant. “So, who are we hunting tonight? I could use a good distraction!”
“there’s this guy we’ve been keeping an eye on for a while” Harms suddenly speaks up. “Women and children have gone missing from a few families and turned up dead, strung up on crosses. We’ve finally managed to track him down, but you must do so inside the village. You need to sneak around without people getting suspicious. But if you catch him, you’ll do humanity a huge favor. And you also get fresh blood, so it’s a win win situation.” He laughs, his eyes scanning me, looking for something.
“The beast is quiet Harms, if that’s what you’re looking for…” I smile at him. “I’m not broken anymore, I’ve learned from this. You are my family now, not the living.” I cant help but smile, his worried expression melting away. I’m done being broken. Besides, I’m starting to believe that my parents were not my own. Like I told you all earlier, I look nothing like my father. And the only thing similar to my mom is my hair. But that does not make them blooded relatives. And my father disowning me backs up my thoughts, no father would act like that if they truly loved their children.
“shall we leave then?” V giggles. “Sounds like fun to take down this monster!”
A crazed cackling laughter sounding from the sealing, and the Rev suddenly appears on top of the table. “Come on bloodsuckers! It’s time for the monsters to hunt the other monster!” What a way to put it, but I guess he’s right! His laughter having us all laugh with him. We are monsters, after all! The thrill of the hunt a way to keep us occupied in the long nights!
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We were running through alleys and the dirty streets of the village, crawling through the darkness like wild beasts after a pray. People sleeping in their houses, not knowing what was happening outside. Sleeping safely in their beds with no worries of what lurks in the dark. The streets were mostly empty, some drunks still walking around. Not bothered by us as their minds were working slower than usual, the haze of cheap alcohol numbing their senses of fear. We had no time to be bothered by those smelly humans. All our attention stuck on the monster we were hunting for. We could smell him, hear his heart beating faster and faster. Predators tracking another predator, oh the irony! The whole coven were out tonight, not risking the chance of this monster getting away. All of us spread out in a big circle, tightening our ranks around our pray as we keep running. I can feel them, my family, all eager to pounce on the human creep. All driven by the beating heart, the steady rhythm getting faster by the second. We could all smell his fear. The stench floating with the wind blowing towards us. The circle getting tighter and tighter. Adrenaline making us all high. We almost got him now, the outskirts of the village getting more deserted. No more houses or alleys, just run down shacks and muddy paths. The poverty so bad you could feel the sorrow of the people living in it.
Closing in even more, I can see the guys now. Harms on my left bearing his fangs as he smiles at me, Gee on my right with a wicked grin plastered on his face. The beasts that we are, all enjoying the hunt. The promise of deep dark and warm blood driving us forward. I can hear him scream now, the piece of human filth. Syn and Shadows picking up speed and going at him from behind. V and Christ sneaking in from the left and Harms and The Rev from the right. Leaving me and Gee to handle the front, I cant help but laugh. An openmouthed grin appearing on my face, my fangs probably gleaming in the moonlight. I’m going to enjoy this! Leaping forward I grab at him, the others following right behind me. I flash the bastard a smile before sinking my teeth into his skin, ripping at his throat as he screams out in agony. Gee joining in on the other side and the others biting into every other place available. An idea flashing in my mind. “Lets not kill him just yet guys, I want to see the bastard suffer” I giggle, sending the bastard an evil smirk. Blood now covering most of my face. “What did you have in mind Ville?” Harms laugh as the others step away from the squirming pray now on the ground. “You all know what he did to his victims, lets string him up the same way. Lets bleed him dry and have the animals feast on the leftovers. The crows would love a snack in the morning, don’t you think?” I giggle at the thought, seeing my brothers faces turn from shock to amusement.
“What happened to the old innocent Ville?” Syn laughs. “You never even liked to hunt!”
“The old Ville died as my ties to the living did” I chuckle. “I’ve got no humanity to spare for this piece of shit right here, now what do you guys think? Should we give him an easy way out? Or show him the mercy he showed his victims?” Their faces twisting into evil smiles and eyes flashing red before they all nod at me. “There’s a tree over there, it will do the trick!” V giggles while pointing at it.
“I’ve got rope in my backpack” Christ chimes in, flashing us all a wicked grin while pulling it out.
Dragging the now shivering piece of shit to the tree, we all start laughing. What a way to spend the night as a family! Tying his wrists together and throwing the rope over the biggest branch we hoist him up. Feet dangling a few inches of the ground, all of us making sure to cause as much suffering as possible. “Now, who’s still hungry?” Looking at the guys, Shadows and Christ both raising their hands. “make sure you go for the smaller arteries” Harms speaks softly. “make him bleed out slowly” The evil gleam in his eyes betraying his tone of voice. “We still got time enough, lets sit back and watch!” Gee giggles, pointing at a not so muddy spot underneath another tree. “Lets all enjoy the show! We don’t get to do this too often!” Harms adds, walking over to us as we all sit down. Watching Shadows and Christ grabbing hold of the bastards arms, sinking their fangs into the soft skin. Both of them letting out deep growls as they start draining him of life. Their eyes slipping shut as they feed, and soon enough we can hear the heartbeat slowing down. Almost coming to a stop.
“that’s enough children, let the crows have some fun too” Harms smiles, making them move away from the soon to be corpse. “Lets go home, the sun will breach the sky soon”
We all take off running, laughing as we go. This night turned out so much better than we hoped. We caught the piece of shit human who caused so much pain, we all got to feed and had fun doing so. Not slowing down until we reach the door of the castle, no cares in the world. I love this life now, I love the guys. Brothers by choice and by Harms blood. We all look at each other as we come to a halt, I break down in a fit of giggles. “I think we all have to clean up a bit” I manage to choke out. “We look like we all took a bath in blood!” They all start laughing, the Rev looking particularly amused. “at least we all look good in red!” He barks out before taking of into the castle, his crazy cackling making echoes through the castle hallways. “Crazy fucker got a point” Syn smirks. “Lets go wash up, dried blood’s a bitch to get out of our clothes, after that I think we should call it a night”
The heavy door slam shut behind us, protecting us from the burning sun as we all walk shoulder to shoulder through the dimly lit hallways. Beasts tamed and under control for now, and tired from a night of hunting.
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