Unholy confessions of a vampire heart | By : nuclear000rainbow Category: Celebrities - Misc > Slash - Male/Male Views: 1315 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not know Ville Valo or any of the members of HIM, This is purely a work of fiction, I do not make any money writing this. Full disclaimer in chapter 1. |
Dear diary. Tonight is the one year anniversary of my turning. One year of an eternity gone, hopefully many more to come. I’ve grown accustomed to this life by now, I feel at home. I’m accepted for who I am, I’m no longer looking in from the outside. I’m a part of it all, and I love it! My brothers are planning something, I know it! Probably another hunt, but I really don’t care! As long as I get to spend my night with my coven, I’ll be happy! Well, happy enough… I feel like something’s going to happen, and I cant shake it off. Something bad. But it’s probably just me being excited about tonight, pre rebirthday jitters maybe! Well my friend, I got to run!
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Looking over at the mirror in my room, I cant help but smirk. My own parents would not have recognized me. V redid my hair a few days ago, it’s shorter than ever before. Slicked back with a few thick strands falling into my face. My eyeliner thick and smudged under my jade green eyes, making them stand out even more than usual. My skin as white as snow with the cold bluish tint from when my heart stopped beating, and new dark markings littering my skin… Lets just say that the elders, Jyrki to be exact, knows his way around ink and needles! The ink circling my whole left arm in beautiful wines, my stomach adorned by a pentagram twisted together with a heart, spreading out in more wines and a simple heart on my wrist. While human, I did not even know of these so called tattoos. I never knew it was possible to mark your skin like this, and I love it! My clothes on the other hand stays the same… My black wifebeater not quite covering my flat stomach and my leather pants riding low on my hips, clinging to my legs and showing of my tattoo. That shear black scarf I found all those months ago looking a bit tattered and worn, but I don’t want to part with it. I adore that piece of fabric! Laughing at myself I finish up quickly and leave the room, walking slowly down the corridors of the castle humming to myself. The fluttering shadows whispering amongst themselves as always, swirling and dancing with my own shadow as I pass them. They don’t scare me anymore, but they always come to life around me and Gee for some reason… And speaking of the devil himself, there he is. Smirking to myself I decide to have some fun! Taking hold of the cold stone wall I start climbing, stepping carefully and making sure not to loose my grip. Trying not to make a sound as I make my way up in the sealing. The Rev always make this seem easy, spending most of his time inside hanging from the roof like some crazy bat! Let me tell you, it’s not easy at all! Making sure not to make a sound I wait for Gee to get closer, I can hear him singing to the swaying shadows as always. They follow him around like lovesick puppies, they always have since he got turned.
“And we'll love again, we'll laugh again. We'll cry again and we'll dance again. And it's better off this way. So much better off this way. I can't clean the blood off the sheets in my bed. And never again, and never again. They gave us two shots to the back of the head. And we're all dead now. Get down from the sealing Ville, I know you’re up there!” He giggles, looking straight up at me.
“Did your shadowy friends rat me out again?” I laugh, his smug face betraying him.
“Yea, they did… Like always, don’t you ever learn that you cant sneak up on me?” He smirks, his eyes filled with mischief.
“Got to try sweetheart! One day I’ll get you!” I laugh and pats him on the shoulder. “Come on sweetheart, lets go meet up with the others!”
One year since I got turned, Gee just one day after me. He sure has changed through this year! The shyness gone, he’s gotten taller and more confident. His attitude’s sassy as hell and not to forget his looks! Those hazel eyes can stop a person dead in its tracks, his hair still bright red and his heart shaped face could be that of an angel… His personality on the other hand, he’s still the sweet little Gee we all love. But the incubus part grows stronger every day! We’re happy we’re his brothers and not unknowing victims to be honest! “Stop looking at me like that Ville! You look like a cat who caught a fat rat!” He giggles. “Just thinking about what have changed through this year sweetheart! I’m proud of you little brother!” I laugh, winking at him. “Hahaha Ville, I’m just a day younger than you!” He laughs again while flipping me off. Sassy bastard that kid! We both stumble through the doors of the great hall laughing, our brothers all looking at us like we’re crazy. And I guess we are, still younglings after all! The others have had a few extra years to grow up! Not counting the Rev of course!
“Happy rebirth day Ville!” The Rev screams in my ear. “For fucks sake Rev! I’m gonna go deaf one of these days! But thanks!” I laugh. The others joining in with their own congratulations on a more normal volume, thankfully! My ears are still ringing! Getting hugs from everyone one by one, I just have to do something to break the seriousness of it all! This is getting way to emotional for my liking!
“So guys, what does Harms have planned for the day?” I ask, trying to get them to break the attention on me. “Nothing at all children” Harms breaks into the conversation as he enters the great hall. Walking up to his throne with a totally blank expression on his face. We all quiet down and gather in front of him, his seriousness sending chills down my spine. “Somethings wrong, what’s wrong? What happened?” Christ almost whispers, fright evident in his voice and eyes.
“There are rumors going around the village, whispers from frightened men. There have been killings going on in a neighboring village, victims drained of blood. Throats torn open and left in their own beds for others to find” Harms speaks softly. His face still blank. “There are hunters out there now, vampire hunters. We need to lay low until they catch the wild beast running rampage. They know our faces, and if we go out there with all the killings happening… They will have no problem blaming it on us, even though they do not know who we truly are. We are strange enough for them to start pointing fingers.”
“So what are we to do? Stay cooped up inside the castle walls until this all blows over? Wont they be more on guard with all this happening, even if they catch the berserker?” Shadows ask, looking at Harms for confirmation. We’re all probably thinking the exact same thing. Staying locked up, not being able to hunt or roam through the darkness as we’re accustomed to, it will be pure mayhem contained inside the thick castle walls. The beast tamed and silent for now, but locked inside they will stir up all kinds of trouble. “I’m sorry children, that’s all we can do for now. We need to lay low, and considering Villes father figuring it out, we need to be extra careful.” I cant help it, the despair in my brothers eyes make shivers run down my spine. Christ, V and Gee huddled together with their arms wrapped around each other out of fear. The threat of hunters coming to our village, on our hunting grounds, it makes me angry! And with the hate shining out of Syns now red eyes, I know I’m not alone with that feeling. This is our territory, and some berserker bloodsucker’s making us targets!
Looking at Syn and Shadows, I cant restrain myself anymore. The deep growl working its way through my throat making everyone snap to attention. I’m way beyond angry, I’m furious! No one threatens my coven and gets away with it! My brothers and my maker will not be put in harms way by this rouge vampire! “Let me hunt him down, let me kill him! You all want him dead! Let me slay this bastard before he can hurt anymore innocent people! Before he hurts our coven!” My voice barely recognizable to my own ears as I speak. “We’re with him, lets hunt him down. We can do it Harms!” Shadows join in. Syn backing him up, a hand on his shoulder. Two pairs of red eyes looking at me with determination. “You and Rev stay here and keep the others safe, let us handle this” Syn growls, shooting Harms a cold grin. Three against one, he may be our creator, our father. But together we might have a chance of convincing him… “If you’re doing this, you need to be more careful than ever before children. Stay hidden in the shadows, leave no trace, let no one see so much as a glimpse of who you are! The hunters are cunning people, as much as a ill timed footstep will send them here! Promise me you’ll be careful, look after each other and watch your backs. And I’ll let you go!”
“We promise Harms, we swear on your blood in our veins!”
“We know how to hunt and cover our tracks, we’ll be careful”
“Then go to the basement, grab what weapons you may need. Travel light and wear your hunting gear!” Harms looking at us with the worried face of a father, I cant blame him. This could be the last time we see each other… Seeing my brothers walking over to the three at the floor, I follow them. Shadows cradling Rev in his arms, whispering reassuring words in his ear. Syn embracing V in a tight hug, Christ and Gee just standing there. Looking at me with big scared eyes, I walk over to them and give them a tight hug. “Don’t worry about us, we’ll be fine!” I smile at them, ruffling their hair to try lighten the mood a bit. “You’ll be safe here with Rev and Harms, and we’ll be back before you know it sweethearts!” Winking at them I motion for Syn and Shadows to follow me, sending one last smile to the others as we walk out the door. Heading for the basement to arm up before we leave the safety of our home. Three pairs of red eyes glowing in the darkness as we mentally prepare ourselves for the hunt of the berserker.
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We were running, climbing rooftops, doing what we could to keep off the ground. No traces for the hunters to find if we never leave any. Sticking to the shadows as Harms told us to, the heavy fog helping us hide. All our senses scanning the area for the berserker, every new smell worth checking out. Working as fast as we can to track him down as we don’t want to split up. Strength in numbers and all that. Not knowing what we’re up against, sticking together is the safest way. The berserker have been feeding on the living every night, the vampires strength tenfold ours if it’s not a youngling. Better safe than sorry. As we keep the speed up, we’re soon in the middle of the village. The church tower with its evil cross staring us straight in the face. Since the incident with my fathers silver cross, I cant stand those holier than thou idols. A hiss escaping me as we get closer, jumping the roofs in a wide circle to stay as far away as possible. Getting burned now would not be of any help!
Coming to a stop to wait for the others a few paces behind me, my nose is suddenly assaulted by the smell of fresh blood. A terrified scream following soon after. The others need to get a move on! No time to wait anymore, I set off towards the sound. My long legs carrying me too fast for anyone to even catch a glimpse of me as I speed through the village. I can feel my brothers slowly catching up to me as we close in on the target. The smell of crimson blood flowing stronger for each passing second. There, right around the corner I spot it. The berserker pressing a filthy looking woman up against a wall, the deep alley shielding them from prying eyes. Fangs sunk deep into the woman’s jugular in the most brutal fashion. The slurping and the crunching noises of fangs scraping against bone giving me the creeps. I guess we’re lucky, it’s a youngling, a twisted one at that but we got a greater chance of killing him! Syn and Shadows finally walking up to me, I can’t help but smirk at them! We got him cornered, all we need to do now is capture and kill him! Pulling out our silver knives, we start advancing on him. The beast too occupied at the moment to notice us there. Pouncing at the exact same time, knives ready in our hands, we strike down at him. Aiming for the tendons in his legs and arms. Bright red eyes with a look of pure evil stare back at us, the sanity of this being long gone. Most likely a nightcrawler from some other village being turned and dumped by his master to cause havoc. His fangs snapping at us faster than any of us could comprehend, managing to sink his teeth into the soft flesh above my collarbone and slash open Shadows face with his claw like hands. Wrong move on his part, making the two of us go into rage mode! I can see Shadows wiping the blood of on his sleeve, the cut already healing and his eyes glowing bright. A deep growl emanating from his chest as he throws himself at the crazed one, showing his thumbs through his cheeks. Breaking the jaw of the vampire with a loud snap. Jumping into action again Syn slices the tendons in his ankles while I push my knife through the spine just above the creatures pants. Rending him helpless for now. This went easier than we thought it would. “So, what now?” I ask, sneering and flashing my fangs at the drooling living corpse on the ground. “How should we kill him? We need to do it so they will stop hunting for him at least.” Both Shadows and Syn flashing grins in agreement. “We still got a few hours before the sun breaks through…” Shadows adds, looking over at Syn. “I can see you have an idea Syn, lets hear it” Shadows demands, snickering at him. “Well, I do, but Ville’s the leader on this hunt. He makes the decision if its any good or not!” Syn Laughs softly, the evil gleam in his eyes already have me convinced. “What I was thinking was, lets string him up in the town square. There’s already a stake there anyway! Leave one of the silver knives stuck in his spine so he stays paralyzed, and let the sun do the rest! The villagers and hunters would wake up to the smell of cooking meat as the sun burns him alive!” His normal smirk gone as an evil grin almost splits his face in two. I can’t help but giggle at the idea, it’s too good to not do it! “I’m with Syn on this one Shadows, it’s so wicked it’s amazing! Now I see why you go by the name Synyster!” Shadows nodding his approval flashing one of those dimpled smiles as he steps over to the living corpse, hauling it over his shoulder after the hair and starts walking for the town square.
When we reach our target, we all act quickly. Making sure the silver blade is still stuck in the beasts spine before we tie the creature to the pole. Stringing him up with the rope hooked through his broken jaw, trapping it in something looking a lot like a silent scream. Fangs bared for the hunters too see after the sun has done its part. I feel no pity for this creature, his actions being the reason of my coven being in danger, the unnecessary killings of innocents luring the hunters here. The reason why my precious baby brothers feel frightened. I wish I could stay behind and watch as he suffers under the deadly rays of the sun, slowly burning to a crisp. But we will have to settle for the rumors. And as the villages are small and close together, word will travel fast enough, most likely proclaiming the hunters the saviors of the day. It’s not like we can take the credit, but at least we can bask in the memories of what really happened this night. We know the real truth after all! Looking to the sky I can feel the warning tickling under my skin, the danger of the sun growing every second we linger behind. “Come on Guys, we better run! They’re all waiting for us at the castle, most likely worried!” I say, looking over at the limp figure just hanging there one last time. Sending him a sweet but evil smile. “Have a nice DAY sweetheart!” I giggle before we take off running, the other two howling with laughter as we leave the village behind.
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Stumbling through the doors of the caste and into the safe darkness off the hallways, we all fall to the floor in fits of giggles. The troubles and anger of the night leaving our bodies as we can finally relax. A new kill on the score board for the three of us, a threat eliminated for good, and hopefully the threat of the hunters gone as soon as the killings stops! Getting my long limbs sorted from the heap we’re all in, I stand up, reaching out a hand for the others to grasp. Hauling them both off the floor. The fit of giggles quieting down as we make our way to the great hall where the others should be.
We should have known what was to come as we entered the room, but none of us even got the time to react as we were all knocked off our feet by the others. Words of worry and hugs for comfort making my mind blurry. Gee and Christ clinging to my arms and sides as all I can do is stare straight up in the sealing, knocked on my back like a fallen tree. Praising my luck for having a thick skull and not being human. My head spinning a little from hitting the cold stone floor.
“That’s enough children! Let them up!” Harms laugh as he watches the antics happening on the floor. “We all want to hear what happened, and if you want to know before the sun knocks us all out for the day, you need to let them up now!” His eyes shining with joy and pride. The smaller ones scrambling about to let us up, trying to pull us to our respective chairs at the big table. All eager to hear the story of how the hunt went down. “You tell them Ville, you were the leader on this one!” Syn giggles, a satisfied smile on his face as V cuddles in his lap like a big kitten. Shadows nodding his approval from his spot, still cradling the Rev in his arms. I smile and launch into the tale of what happened, eager eyes looking at me from around the table. Gee and Christ staring with wide eyes as I go into detail about how we strung him up on the stake, their mouths hanging open in shock. Harms looking more and more entertained by the second, that wicked smile of his growing wider with every gory detail. Finishing the story and looking at the others, I cant help but let out a giggle. “You’ve had quite the night it seems!” Harms barks out laughing from his throne. “You did good children, I especially like the way you left the beast for the hunters to find! Good thinking on having them claim the honor of the kill, then they won’t have any more reasons to linger behind! I wish I could have seen their faces when they find him, but you’re right. We’ll hear about it sooner than we think, words travel fast on the loose lips of men! Now, you three, go clean up and the rest of you head to your rooms! The sun will hit us any second now and I don’t feel like sleeping a whole day on these floors!” Harms laughs as he stands up, signaling for everyone to get going. Ruffling the hair of my younger brothers on my way out, I head for my room. It’s been a long night, a warm bath and clean bed sounds tempting at the moment.
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