Until You Lose Your Breath II | By : theProphet Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 1827 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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It was so late in the evening that Toshiya barely managed to look to the road while driving. The music was not helping at all. Kaoru went nuts just after the tour was announced. And he was slowly killing all the other band members with loads of work.
At least that’s what Toshiya thought. Kaoru was really insane and he would never change. But maybe that’s what kept the band alive and kicking for so many years.
Toshiya sighted and blinked, yawning loudly. He was exhausted. All of them were. But it was good. It occupied his mind all the time. And now he’ll just go home and as soon as he’ll get to his bed, he’ll sleep. That was 100% sure.
Toshiya blinked again, trying to stay awake. When he finally parked his car, he sighted in relief and was already dreaming about his a bit cold bedroom, but incredibly comfortable and warm bed.
Toshiya got out of the car, locked it and turned to the house, but then he stopped suddenly. This time he was sure. He saw Miyavi standing at the far end of the street, barely visible in the shadows, but looking directly at him.
When Miyavi understood he was seen, he suddenly turned and disappeared round the corner.
Toshiya’s heart squeezed in pain so hard that he dropped his bag on the ground, tears clouding his vision immediately. At that moment everything was so clear to him. There were no more doubts, no more anger, worries, pain, no more bitterness and hatred. It was as if Toshiya for the first time in months saw things as clearly as ever.
He brushed the tears with the back of his hand and ran after Miyavi.
Miyavi didn’t manage to go far away. He was just a few meters away, standing at his car and slowly fishing the keys out of his pocket. Toshiya ran to him, grabbed him fiercely by his shoulders, turned Miyavi so that he could face him and then lunged forward, circled his arms around Miyavi’s waist and hugged him so tightly that it was even hard to breathe.
Toshiya started crying sadly, his body shaking from tears, but it felt relieving. Miyavi was warm and it was a bit hard to be pinned to his skinny chest, but it was heaven to Toshiya. The familiar smell calmed him. Miyavi wore his favorite perfume, but he still smelled like a light breeze at the ocean. Toshiya always had a hard time naming the smell he always felt, but at that moment he just knew what it was.
He felt Miyavi hugging him back and he let out the breath he didn’t even notice he was keeping in. Miyavi hugged him back as tightly as Toshiya hugged him, and it was all Toshiya could wish for at that moment.
“I’m so sorry, Totchi… I am sorry… I’m sorry…” Miyavi whispered hoarsely and Toshiya knew that Myvs was also crying.
“I love you, Myvs” Toshiya managed to say between his ragged breathing. “Let’s just forget what happened! I forgive you, I want you back, I miss you so much!”
Miyavi hugged him tighter and for once was at a loss for words. They stood like that for long, not caring about anything in the world, feeling happy and fulfilled. Feeling whole finally.
Toshiya didn’t even remember how they got back to his place, how they ended up in his bed, hugging tightly. It all was so surreal.
“I love you, Totchi” Miyavi whispered again, lightly kissing Toshiya’s lips, looking deep in his lover’s eyes and seeking a sincere answer there. Toshiya looked Miyavi in the eyes as well.
“I’m sorry I tortured both of us for so long, Myvs. I love you, I need you, I can’t live without you, I…” he stopped, being lost for words. They were lying in bed, in each others embrace, feeling hot skin, warm body of each other. Feeling happy, feeling nothing more than pure, strong, limitless love for each other.
Toshiya leaned closer and kissed Miyavi as well. They hugged tightly, Miyavi put his head on Toshiya’s chest and closed his eyes. Then he sighted silently and Toshiya felt something wet drop on his chest.
“I will never again hurt you, Totchi… never…”
They lay there until both fell asleep. Before Toshiya closed his eyes, he thought he couldn’t remember when was the last time he felt so calm in his heart.
***
The melody was so irritating that it finally woke him up. Toshiya opened his eyes and tried to understand what was going on. Then he saw Miyavi, right next to him, and a wave of happiness washed through him. But the telephone rang again. Toshiya took it and suddenly understood he was in trouble. Kyo was calling him.
“Yeah?” he picked up.
“Toshiya, where the hell are you? Kaoru’s going nuts! Be thankful that I didn’t let him call you!”
“Um… What time is it?”
“WHAT? You don’t even know what time it is?!”
“You’re as bad as Kaoru” Toshiya cringed. “You sound just like him.” Kyo decided to ignore this comment.
“You’re late! We’ve been waiting for you for almost an hour now!”
“Um… I’ll be there in about… another hour…”
“In an hour?!” There was silence for some time, apparently Kyo tried to calm down. He sure was turning into Kaoru’s copy, Toshiya thought.
“Ok, just be there as soon as you can. You have an hour.”
Toshiya wanted to say something, but Kyo already hung up.
“Humph…” Toshiya dropped the phone on the table angrily and turned to look at Miyavi.
“Good morning” Miyavi’s smiling face greeted him and Toshiya forgot all about Kyo in a moment.
“Good morning” Toshiya smiled and kissed Miyavi. Miyavi hugged Toshiya’s waist and kissed him back hungrily. They were kissing for some time and Toshiya felt unavoidable consequences. He was getting hard. It was nothing surprising. They haven’t been together for so long after all.
Suddenly Miyavi took Toshiya’s hand and guided it on his own crotch and Toshiya smiled in the kiss when he felt a very hard and big bulge in his lover’s boxers.
“It’s been so long…” Miyavi whispered. “I want you so much.”
Toshiya suddenly withdrew and looked Miyavi in the eyes.
“Myvs… did you ever… when we were apart, did you ever… I mean…”
“If you want to ask if I had sex when we were apart, then no. I swear that one time was too much already. I didn’t cheat on you with anybody else.”
Toshiya smiled sadly and kissed Miyavi’s lower pierced lip. He started caressing his lover’s crotch playfully and finally Miyavi couldn’t take all of it anymore. He removed Toshiya’s boxers in one quick movement and gripped Toshiya’s thing quite roughly.
“Are we going to go through all of the arguing of who’s going to be on top again before we do anything more?” Toshiya asked, panting hardly.
“But you know I want to be on top” Miyavi protested.
“I would argue,” Toshiya whispered playfully, “but not his time, I can’t wait any more. I want you NOW. So just do it!”
Toshiya threw the blanket on the floor exposing himself, then turned to lie down on his belly, drawing his knees to his chest and spreading them as much as he could. Then he turned to look at his lover and saw that Miyavi was struggling with his own boxers, not being able to turn away form the sight before his eyes.
“Myvs… hurry up…” Toshiya panted. He was aching for this. He wanted this so badly.
Miyavi finally freed himself form the boxers and kneeled between Toshiya’s legs, spreading them even a bit more with his hands. He wetted his fingers and pushed them into Toshiya unceremoniously. It hurt, of course. Three fingers at once and no lube. But Toshiya didn’t care, because all he wanted was to feel Miyavi’s hot, stone-hard, pulsing member just slam right into him with all its force, over and over again until it would drive him to the edge.
“Myvs! Oh please, just fuck me now!” It was too much for Toshiya to bear, his body has been craving for Miyavi for too long.
Miyavi didn’t need any more encouragement. He withdrew his fingers and positioned himself at Toshiya’s opening. But he was so nervous and needy himself that he didn’t get it in at first trying. Toshiya would have laughed, but he was too horny and too aroused. He just spread his legs even more and waited.
Miyavi guided his dick with his hand a bit slower this time and Toshiya felt how it made its way in, stretching him to his limits. Toshiya growled in pain, but pushed back on Miyavi’s member, so that it would sooner be in till the very end.
And as Miyavi’s balls finally hit Toshiya’s ass, they both growled in pleasure and immediately started building a rhythm. It didn’t take them long to start thrusting in and out in frantic, quick movements. Miyavi would just slam in really hard and then would immediately push back so that he could push in with even bigger force and without any mercy hit Toshiya’s ass with his thighs. Toshiya had his head put on his hands, eyes closed, panting so hard he thought all the neighborhood could hear him. His own dick was dangling between his legs funnily and he wanted Miyavi to do something about it, but Myvs was fucking him so thoroughly that Toshiya couldn’t even utter a word and could just meet Miyavi’s merciless thrusts and not forget to breath.
Toshiya felt that Myvs was so close to release now, because his movements became even quicker and rougher. He bit his lip and felt tears clouding his eye. He couldn’t handle all these feeling any more. It was mind-blowing – the heat, the pain, the pleasure, Miyavi’s hands gripping his hips so hard that it was impossibly painful, his sweet spot being hit over and over and over again, blood, dripping on his tights form all the roughness, Miyavi’s frantic breathing just right next to his ear…
Toshiya bit his lip hard and threw his head back, his eyes rolling back, his mind going completely blank form the pleasure. He felt something thick and warm on his stomach, he felt Miyavi’s hand move to his cock and pump the last drops out. If Miyavi wouldn’t still be holding him by his hips, Toshiya would have fallen down on the bed completely exhausted.
He felt Miyavi’s breathing quicken, and he squeezed his muscled even harder on purpose and it was all it took – Miyavi released himself in Toshiya, sighting loudly and falling on Toshiya with all his weight.
They lay there for some time, just trying to catch their breaths. Miyavi’s weight was crushing Toshiya a bit, but Toshiya didn’t say anything because he just loved the feeling of Miyavi still being inside him.
Miyavi hugged Toshiya and kissed him on the cheek.
“I wanted this so badly” Miyavi whispered, still panting hard. “You’re just so… so perfect…”
“I want to do it again” Toshiya managed to say between his ragged breathing.
“Wow, give me a minute to recover, I’m not” Miyavi panted, struggling for air, “I’m not a sex machine.”
Toshiya chuckled. He tried to turn his head so that he could see Miyavi’s face, but didn’t succeed. Miyavi then finally withdrew his limp dick form Toshiya’s ass and Toshiya now could turn and face him.
“This is just… I can’t even find the words to describe my feelings at this moment” Miyavi said, feeling stupid of talking such girly things. Toshiya smiled and put his head on Miyavi’s chest, feeling his lover’s heartbeat.
“I’m feeling just the same, Myvs. I love you so madly.”
“Me too,” Miyavi smiled, caressing Toshiya’s head, his fingers tangling themselves into Toshiya’s hair. “I’ve never felt about anybody in such a way that I feel about you, Totchi. You’re my first true love.”
Toshiya giggled. “You’re so sweet, Myvs.”
“I know” Miyavi smiled and pecked Toshiya on the cheek.
They lay there until their breaths calmed down and normalized. Then naughty hands started exploring each others bodies again.
***
“Ok, so maybe he’s sick” Kyo tried to guess.
“Well wouldn’t he have told you that?” Kaoru was fuming.
“Well I don’t know then! Maybe he’s just lazy!”
“That’s enough, I’m calling him!”
Kaoru dialed Toshiya’s number and waited what seemed to be ages before Toshiya picked up.
“Care to explain why you are still not here?”
Kyo sighted and sat, preparing to calm down Kaoru after this call.
“WHAT? You’re STILL at home?!”
Kyo furrowed his eyebrows. What the fuck was Toshiya thinking?
“WHAT? Of course you can’t---“ Kaoru got silent suddenly and listened. Then he rubbed his temples with his hand and sighted. “Well what the hell can I do if you decided not to come today? I’m not going to get your ass and drag it all the way here. But you’re meddling your work with personal affairs. It is NOT acceptable!”
Kyo got interested suddenly in the conversation. What Toshiya was really up to?
“Fine, do whatever you want! But DON’T expect me to go easy on you when you finally deign to show up. If you think it was hell to work before, then brace yourself. You’re going to slave for the band when you finally show up!” And then Kaoru just hung up.
“What’s the matter? Why’s Toshiya not coming?” Kyo asked curiously.
“He didn’t really explain, he just said that it’s personal and that it’s extremely important.”
“Well maybe it is” Kyo tried.
“He didn’t sound like he was in trouble. If anything, he sounded happy. And he can skip work just in a case of a tragedy!”
“Kaoru, just calm down” Kyo said and stood up. He caressed Kaoru’s cheek and kissed him lightly on the lips. “Let’s start doing something, we already wasted so much time.”
“You’re right” Kaoru sighted. “Let’s find Shinya and Die and start today’s work already.”
Kyo nodded and they went to find the two band members.
TBC
There’s not so much left of this finally :))) But anyway, would love to hear what you think about all of this so far XD I hope this part is getting better compared to the first one XD
It’d be great if somebody left a comment XD ^^
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