Until You Lose Your Breath II | By : theProphet Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 1827 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: This is the work of fiction. Don't know Dir en grey and don't make any money from this. |
When Toshiya showed up for work next day, all eyes were on him. But Toshiya ignored everyone and just smiled broadly.
“Good morning! Isn’t it a beautiful day?”
“What are you?” Kyo asked angrily. “A fucking happy fairy?”
“It’s not my fault you’re so pissed off about life all the time!” Toshiya shot back. “And you’d think that Kaoru would fuck some sense of happiness into you!”
“What the---” Kyo wanted to advance to Toshiya, but Kaoru grabbed his hand just in time.
“Kyo, really, be nicer! And you…” Kaoru glared at Toshiya. “You go to the practice room immediately! You have a lot of catching up to do!”
Toshiya just smiled and did as he was told. Kaoru was sure not happy that his punishment didn’t affect Toshiya.
“What might have happened?” Shinya asked silently. He was standing at the window, looking tired. Die was in the other end of the room, sitting on the couch and just trying to not to attract anyone’s attention.
“Maybe… maybe he made up with Miyavi?” Kyo mused.
“No, it can’t be that! Miyavi stopped trying to get him back long ago. And Toshiya wouldn’t be so stupid to do the same mistake again!” Kaoru got very worried about this idea.
“It’s not impossible” Kyo argued. “Look at him – he’s all smiles and happiness.”
“Well, I hope his smiles and happiness will help him to do his work today.” Kaoru ended the conversation and they all went to start working.
Toshiya was a bit distracted throughout the day, but whatever task Kaoru made him do, nothing seemed to be like a real punishment to Toshiya and Kaoru got irritated. He knew he was unreasonable, but he just couldn’t let someone skip work without any consequences. But in the end he had to give up. He sat, took out a cigarette and sighted.
“You’re really helpless” he heard Kyo say and turned to look at him.
“What on earth are you talking about?” he asked angrily.
“Just let Toshiya be happy for whatever reason! He deserves it! He’s been down for so long that you’d think you should be happy for him, not depressed that you can’t make him suffer.”
Kaoru took a deep breath and nodded.
“I don’t know what has gotten into me. I just don’t think that such a sudden change of mood means something good. But you’re right, I’m a horrible person.”
“No, you’re not. You’re just a hopeless workaholic. But that’s ok, I’ll fuck out all the thoughts of work tonight from you…” Kyo lowered his voice and stared at Kaoru, never even blinking. Kaoru gulped, wishing that they could just go home right now. He even started to get hard. He loved when Kyo talked dirty. Kyo stared at him with his dark eyes and Kaoru suddenly felt a strong wave of emotions wash through him. After everything that happened Kyo was still here, Kyo was still his… It was an amazing feeling.
Kaoru’s thoughts were interrupted because suddenly the doors flew open and Miyavi came into the room. As he saw Kaoru and Kyo, he stopped immediately and looked around.
“Hey, guys. I’m looking for Toshiya. He should have finished his work already. Do you know where he is?”
Kyo and Kaoru just stared at him and didn’t even manage to answer. Miyavi suddenly felt uncomfortable. He wasn’t stupid. He knew that he wouldn’t be welcomed by Toshiya’s coworkers after what he did. But luckily the doors opened again and everyone turned from Miyavi. Toshiya just entered the room and Miyavi smiled broadly with relief as he saw him.
“Totchi! Have you finished already?”
“Yeah, we can go now” Toshiya smiled. Miyavi came close to Toshiya, took his hand and kissed him on the lips. Toshiya couldn’t help but smile. He waved to Kaoru and Kyo goodbye.
“See you guys! Bye!”
“Bye!” Myavi also said and they were gone.
Kaoru had to admit he has lost whatever erection he’s been building in a split second. He looked at Kyo and saw the same shocked expression on his lover’s face.
The doors opened again and Shinya entered the room.
“Guys, have you seen Toshiya and Miyavi? Just now?” It seemed that Shinya didn’t want to believe his own eyes.
Kyo nodded.
“I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me.” Shinya whispered.
“He’s… he’s just…” Kaoru was struggling for words. “He’s just stupid! He’s going to get hurt again by that… that irresponsible brainless pop singer!”
Kyo sighed. “But what can we really do, Kaoru? Nothing. Let’s just hope this time nothing like this happens again.”
“OR… we can beat some sense into him!” Kaoru looked enthusiastically at his lover, but Kyo just glared back and Kaoru had to admit it wasn’t the best idea he had that day. He then turned to look at Shinya.
“Shinya, are you ok?” Kaoru asked and Shinya looked at him surprised.
“Yes. Why wouldn’t I be?”
“Well, because Toshiya is with Miyavi again and now Miyavi is going to show up here often and…”
“I don’t care what Miyavi is going to do, Kaoru. I’m fine. Goodnight!” Shinya stormed out of the room and slammed the doors.
“What the fuck is wrong with him? I tried to be nice!”
“Kao, just calm down.” Kyo came up to his lover and hugged his waist, putting his head on Kaoru’s shoulder. Let’s go home already. There’s nothing we can do. If Toshiya decided to give Miyavi another chance, so should we. And besides… I still have some fucking to do when we get back. And I sure don’t want you to think about anyone else while we have sex!”
Kaoru chuckled and turned his head so that he was more or less facing Kyo.
“Since when did you start ordering me about?”
“Since you’re no longer reasonable. Just forget all the work related shit and come home with me.”
Kyo kissed Kaoru and almost purred sensually, feeling the way Kaoru’s chest was starting to rise and fall quicker. Kaoru suddenly felt that his erection was starting to reappear again.
***
Toshiya sat in the passenger’s seat still smiling broadly. He fastened his seat belt and then looked at Miyavi in the driver’s seat.
“Let’s just go straight home, Myvs. I still didn’t have enough of you! If it was up to me, we would spend the whole week in bed!” he giggled not even caring that he sounded girly.
“I agree with you, Totchi! We’re going straight to bed when we get back!” Miyavi grinned. “Did Kaoru give you a hard time today?”
“Um… I think he tried, but I just didn’t care! It was a great day today!”
“Glad to hear that, love. But…”
“What?”
“Well… when I entered your practice room, I was sure that Kaoru and Kyo looked so shocked and disappointed. And really angry. I’d better wait for you downstairs next time I come to pick you up.”
“Myvs, just forget about them! I know they will try to talk me not to see you again, but I just don’t care what they say! They’re just friends, they can’t tell me whom to date. And if I choose to be with you again, then it’s really not their business!”
“And what about… Daisuke” Miyavi asked carefully, glancing at Toshiya. At hearing this, Toshiya’s lips tightened into a thin line. He was silent for some time, looking through the window.
“What about him?” he finally asked. “I’m not going to suddenly be friendly with him. I just love to see him suffer! Shinya doesn’t even look at Die’s direction and that always makes my day brighter. The bastard deserves what he got!”
“But you managed to forgive me, maybe…”
“NO!” Toshiya interrupted him and turned to look at Miyavi. “I’m madly in love with you, how could I not forgive you? But I’m not in love with Die. And HE is the reason me and you, and even Shinya, suffered. So there’s no way in the world I’m going to forgive him ever! And I’m so happy Shinya also seems to think the same. I don’t think Shinya will forgive him. If he didn’t do this up until now, he won’t do this at all. And Die so deserves it! It’s just so much fun to see him sit alone at the table, looking all depressed, sleep deprived, chain smoking and stealing sad glances at Shinya!”
“Aren’t you being a bit too cruel?” Miyavi asked silently.
“On whose side are you exactly?” Toshiya shot back angrily and Miyavi had to shut up. After all, it was better that Die suffered, but not him and his Totchi.
“But… “ Toshiya suddenly got serious. “I think I should talk to Shinya. I said quite a few hurtful things to him… I’d love to get back his friendship…”
“Yeah, you should do that. He’s got nothing to do with all of this after all.”
“I don’t think so! Remember his no-sex-for-a-year policy? What normal guy could suffer through this kind of punishment? I don’t think anything would have happened if Die had all the fucking he wanted!”
“Ok, ok, whatever you say!” Miyavi was getting anxious. He didn’t want to test his luck and angry Toshiya even more. “Let’s just forget it! Please.”
Toshiya smiled sincerely at him and nodded.
“I love you Myvs.”
“Love you too” Miyavi smiled and sighted in relief, secretly telling himself that for his own sake he’s not going to address this topic ever again.
Toshiya leaned in his seat comfortably and smiled, his eyes never leaving Miyavi’s face. How handsome his lover was. How sexy. He loved Miyavi’s piercings and tattoos, his hair, his hands and long, lean fingers, his chest and belly, his cute butt and quite a big sex. And Miyavi’s smile… it was gorgeous, it was sweet, so lovable, so sincere and funny.
“I love the way you smile” Toshiya said without thinking and Miyavi laughed hearing this. “I love your voice. And your lips.”
Toshiya sighed.
“I guess I am just insatiable when it comes to you.”
“It’s always nice to meet a fan!” Miyavi laughed and Toshiya hit him lightly on the shoulder.
“Fucking prick!” Toshiya laughed. “But I guess I am your fan number one. And quite a special fan, I must say. So…”
“So?”
“I want a private concert! I want you to take your guitar and play me anything I’ll ask!”
“Depends on how much I will get paid for this” Miyavi grinned.
“How about… one orgasm for you for each song you play me?”
Miyavi just opened his mouth to answer when his phone rang.
“I can’t believe we were interrupted in the middle of this extremely important conversation!”
“Just pick up, Myvs!” Toshiya laughed and Miyavi did so.
“Moshi moshi! …… Ah, Sakito-kun! Hey! …… Has it really been so long since we last met? …… Nah, of course I didn’t forget you! I was just preoccupied with other… things. …… Umm… well… I’m quite busy this week and the next one. Maybe we can meet for a drink –“
Toshiya glared angrily and Miyavi quickly added:
“- of milkshake in a few weeks. I’ll call you when I won’t be so busy. …… Ah, ok! And one more thing. I guess I won’t be able to come alone. If Toshiya will be free, then he’ll come with me. …… Yeah, we made up …… At least try to sound happy! Haha! Ok, bye! See you!”
Miyavi carefully hung up at the same time trying to drive the car.
“What was that all about?” Toshiya asked curiously.
“Um… well, I think Saito might have had feelings for me, so he never was really happy when I said I have to give up my other lovers for your sake.”
“He was one of them?”
Miyavi nodded.
“But don’t worry, Totchi. Nothing’s been happening between us for a very long time. Now we just joke about it when we meet!”
“Are you sure Sakito sincerely makes the jokes with you?”
“Oh, so what even if he isn’t?! I don’t care! Of course, I don’t want him to be unhappy just because he’s in love with me or something, but he knows I’m with you and he respects my choice. There’s nothing to worry, Totchi. And if you still don’t trust him, I won’t go to meet him alone. I’ll invite him over, or we will go together. Is that ok?”
“Yeah…”
“Great!”
Toshiya sighted. He didn’t like this, but there was nothing he could do. He made the choise himself. He decided to give Miyavi another chance, so that meant he also had to trust him. After all, Miyavi met a lot of influential, rich and beautiful people because of his work every day. And if he couldn’t trust his lover, then there was no point in starting this all over again.
“It doesn’t matter, actually” finally Toshiya said. “Just meet him whenever you have time. I trust you.”
Miyavi smiled at him warmly.
“I’m really happy to hear that. And you will see that I will not disappoint you ever again. I promise.”
TBC
Comments maybe? Plz? ^^
While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. The AFF system includes a rigorous and complex abuse control system in order to prevent improper use of the AFF service, and we hope that its deployment indicates a good-faith effort to eliminate any illegal material on the site in a fair and unbiased manner. This abuse control system is run in accordance with the strict guidelines specified above.
All works displayed here, whether pictorial or literary, are the property of their owners and not Adult-FanFiction.org. Opinions stated in profiles of users may not reflect the opinions or views of Adult-FanFiction.org or any of its owners, agents, or related entities.
Website Domain ©2002-2017 by Apollo. PHP scripting, CSS style sheets, Database layout & Original artwork ©2005-2017 C. Kennington. Restructured Database & Forum skins ©2007-2017 J. Salva. Images, coding, and any other potentially liftable content may not be used without express written permission from their respective creator(s). Thank you for visiting!
Powered by Fiction Portal 2.0
Modifications © Manta2g, DemonGoddess
Site Owner - Apollo