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Such Synful Thoughts	By : Need2ScreamNow Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Avenged Sevenfold Views: 3118 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Avenged Sevenfold. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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How many people can freely admit to themselves that they have the hots for their one of their best friends? How about a best friend that’s the same sex? Brian was guessing he was a very hard to find specimen. He liked Zack, he liked Zack a lot; he hadn’t told the other guitarist because if nothing else he still wanted to be close to him. Even if it wasn’t in the romantic way he wanted.

The only one in the band who knew he was gay was Jimmy and he wasn’t going to go blab that to the tabloids. Some days he sincerely wished he would grow a backbone and tell Zack how he felt but those days were far and few between and usually happened when he was at home alone without the threat of rejection staring him in the face and after a bottle of good ol’ Jack Daniels.

He shook his head to clear his rampaging thoughts; he needed to get focused on the show. He took the stairs to the stage two at a time and walked over to where almost everyone else was getting ready for the show. Matt smiled at him and he gladly returned the gesture.

Reality: Well there’s Matt and surprisingly no Zack
Denial: He’s probably close
Sex Drive: He’s alone on the bus changing
Reality: -_-
Sex Drive: What? He is. I heard him talking to Matt.
Denial: …Are you serious
Sex Drive: Would I lie about Zack being alone and changing on the bus?
Reality: Good point.

Brian slipped away from the group and went back to the bus, he unlocked the door and quietly climbed the stairs, he stopped for a second and listened; Zack was humming something, his smooth voice was like water over flat stones. He climbed the rest of the way on the bus, he saw Zack in the bunk section shirtless in a pair of loose fitting jeans; he was rummaging around in his bunk, probably looking for a shirt totally oblivious to Synyster.

“Zack?”

The lefty guitarist jumped almost a foot in the air and smacked his head against part of the bunk.

Reality: Smooth move dumbass
Denial: He’s the jumpy one
Sex Drive: We’ve got enough time for a quickie right?

Still rubbing his head, Zack sheepishly waved at him and hugged himself, “What are you doin’ here?” he asked softly. Brian fought back a sigh, Zack had never been comfortable around him when he wasn’t totally dressed.

Reality: That’s your fault
Denial: Well if we’d known we were going to be interested in him fifteen years later we wouldn’t have said anything.
Sex Drive: Oh come on Zack that was years ago! Let’s see that sexy body.

“I was lookin’ for my bandana have you seen it?”

Denial: It’s in our bunk.
Reality: We’ll give him some privacy so he can finish changing.
Sex Drive: Or we can hide in the back lounge and watch him finish dressing ^_~

“I haven’t seen it.” He whispered quietly, he hugged himself a little tighter and Synyster wanted to throw himself off a building.

“Hey,” Brian poked at Zack’s side and giggled, maybe he shouldn’t have drunk his dad’s vodka, “le’s go shwimmin’.” He teetered for a second and then fell on his ass and laughed. Zack snorted, “I don’t think you should be anywhere near water.” He said. Brian sat up and then clambered to his feet; he poked Zack again and laughed.

“Stop it.” He snapped swatting his hand away.

“No, iz fun.” He laughed and poked him harder, “You’re squishy.”

Zack recoiled from the comment like he’d been slapped; he mumbled something and then almost ran to where Matt and Val were lying in the sun.

Guilt still plagued him for that drunken comment and he was reminded of it every time Zack went to the beach. Zack had started working out more with Matt after that and had really stopped going to the beach with Synyster; and he never let the other guitarist see him when he was changing. No matter how many times he apologized the other man didn’t seem to forgive him like he said he did.

“Oh, okay.” Brian turned and pretended like he was looking through the couch so Zack could finish getting dressed. After a minute he stood up and looked back to Zack, he was tugging a hoody on over his short sleeved shirt. Internally he sighed and kicked himself for the billionth time.

He walked over to his bunk and dug around for a moment and then pulled out his blue bandana. Zack was only a foot away still looking for something in his bunk he pulled out a shirt and tossed it into Matt’s bunk out of his way; Brian watched him for a moment, “What are you lookin’ for?” he asked finally as Zack threw another shirt into Shadows’ bunk.

“I think Jimmy hid my hat…” he said distractedly; Brian snorted and went over to look through his lover’s bunk. He found the hat after only a couple minutes of searching, “Here.” He tossed it to Zack who caught it and thanked him.

“How’d you know where it was?”

Reality: Tread lightly
Sex Drive: Tell him to get a tinsy bit closer…
Denial: You are not going to kiss Zack

Brian shrugged, “I didn’t.” He had to be careful, none of the guys knew about his relationship with Jimmy and he wasn’t entirely sure how they would react if they found out. Zack gave him a brief hug and he was certain his brain was going to short out.

Sex Drive: Hug him a little tighter and see if you can get his pants off…
Denial: Just a hug, that’s all it is. Relax don’t do anything stupid.
Reality: When is the last time we listened to someone who said ‘Don’t do anything stupid’?

Zack’s scent was intoxicating, but he didn’t smell like he usually did.

“Did you put more cologne on?” he asked valiantly resisting the urge to bury his nose in his neck. Zack pulled away and his cheeks colored a little, “its Matt’s…I, uh, ran out so I swiped some of his. Don’t tell him okay?” He looked up at him with the biggest and cutest puppy eyes Brian had ever seen and without thinking he said, “Okay.”

Reality: I had no idea Matt smelled that good.
Sex Drive: Shit maybe we should try to jump him too, he must smell *Fantastic*!
Denial: We are not jumping anyone.

Zack grabbed his hand and started tugging him toward the door, “C’mon we gotta haul ass back to the stage.”

“Are you gonna be to hot in that?” Matt asked worriedly when they found the rest of the group.

Sex Drive: Oh he’s hot alright ^_~
Reality: He would definitely overheat in that.
Denial: If he was going to get to hot why would he put it on?
Reality: Because he’s shy around us.

Zack looked down at the hoody he was wearing and then pulled it over his head and tossed out of the way on top of one of his guitar cases.

Reality: Do you think anyone else has noticed how much Zacky is around Matt?
Denial: Do you think anyone has noticed how much we’re around Jimmy?
Reality: Touché

Zack was mostly blocked from his view by Matt’s large frame but he could still feel his palm tingling from where Zack’s hand had been. He wanted the smaller guitarist; he wanted to go over and drag him away from Matt and kiss him. He wanted Zack to stand next to him when they were getting ready for a show, he wanted Zack to curl up next to him when they were on the bus, and he wanted to hear Zack scream his name while he was buried deep inside of him.

“Hey!” Jimmy snapped his fingers in front of his face and scared a good ten years off of him, “Wake up, it’s time to play.” He grinned suggestively and lightly let his hand brush his ass as he walked around him.

Sex Drive: There’s gotta be a closet around here somewhere…
Denial: We are walking out to the stage you’re not getting him anywhere.
Reality: He doesn’t play fair
Sex Drive: Hell no he doesn’t, I say we make him pay for that.
Denial: You had him last night and this morning and you want More sex?
Sex Drive: I thought the name ‘Sex Drive’ was pretty self-explanatory.
Denial: Fuck off
Sex Drive: Jack off? Well, if you really want me to…>:)
Reality: Children we need to focus.
Denial: You cannot jack off on stage.
Sex Drive: Bet me. =D
Reality: O_O We will have *None* of that! Now both of you shut the hell up so we can get through this.

Brian caught sight of Zack running around the stage harassing Johnny; the bassist was laughing and dodging around Matt while they played a very strange game of tag. Matt jumped off the stage into the security pit out of Zack’s reach. Zack hopped onto a speaker and looked down into the pit where Matt was holding the mic out to the crowd. The kids were going insane; Zack laughed and then took off after Johnny again.

Immaturity: I wanna play!
Sex Drive: Yes, let’s play! I bet we could chase him behind the drumset and…
Reality/Denial: Absolutely Not!
Immaturity: I wanna play, I wanna play, I Wanna Play!!
Reality: Fine, fine. Let’s go play, Jesus you are so annoying. >_<
Immaturity: YAY!!

They probably looked like a bunch of hyper kids running around the stage but they were having fun and the crowd was too, they laughed and sang along for the entire show.

They dragged themselves onto the bus and pretty much collapsed once they were on board. Playing tag was fun but it was tiring. Matt was stretched out in front of the couch on the floor face down breathing slowly. Brian crawled over to him and rested his head on the singer’s back. He made a small sound of surprise but didn’t move, his body stayed relaxed and his breathing quiet.

Reality: So *pant* tired *pant*
Sex Drive: I say we skip the sex and just have a nice wet dream.
Denial: How about we skip the dream too.

Brian slowly felt the tension seeping from his body as he rested on Matt; the singer had a way of influencing moods. In the studio he had a focused energy that kept them on task but his moods were always light so they still had a lot of fun. Now that they were on tour his energy went into the shows. He was calm right now, mellow, and Brian was feeling very relaxed. His various worries took a backseat and he let his friend’s gentle breathing put him in a near meditative trance.

“Hey Syn, learn to share.” Zack whispered playfully, he nudged him out of the way and curled up next to Matt using his shoulder as a pillow.

Sex Drive: Just reach out and grab him
Denial: No!
Reality: Why doesn’t he ever curl up with anyone else? He’s always falling asleep on Matt.

He didn’t know why his jealousy flared up like it did when Zack was around Matt. He loved Matt like a brother, yes he was crushing hard on Zack but really he had no reason to be so intensely jealous of the singer. He and Zack had been friends forever; when they were little Matt was always the first to defend the shy Zack. They had been inseparable then and they were inseparable now.

A/N:
The first couple of chapters are going to be pretty short, but they’ll get long again I promise ^_^
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