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Until You Lose Your Breath II	By : theProphet Category: > Kyo/Kaoru Views: 1827 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Toshiya stretched his arms and yawned. He was lying in bed and listening to the water running in the shower. He was already in bed and waiting for Miyavi to finish bathing. Miyavi just got back from work. This got on Toshiya’s nerves, because he was leaving in two days and wanted to spend all his free time with Miyavi, but Miyavi had to work. Of course Toshiya knew it wasn’t his lover’s fault, but he still couldn’t stop sulking and be bitchy about it.
Today Miyavi was especially late and it made Toshiya sad. They just had this evening and tomorrow’s evening. And then he would leave for the tour in another continent. Well of course he was pissed at not having enough time with his lover before leaving!
Toshiya sighed and looked around the bedroom. Miyavi’s clothes were scattered on and around the chair. His wallet and mobile phone were on the table next to the chair. None of them were too crazy about being super neat. Toshiya stared for a moment at the phone, then suddenly got up and took it. He went back to bed and quickly looked at the incoming messages. No messages from Sakito.
Toshiya sighed in relief and relaxed. He briefly went through the messages some more time, then checked the contact list. Sakito’s name was still in the list. Toshiya threw the phone on the bed in disgust and stared at the ceiling. The water in the shower stopped running.
Toshiya looked at the door and soon Miyavi appeared. He was naked and his hair stood out in every direction still being wet and dripping a bit. Toshiya smiled at him and made some space on the bed. Miyavi came closer and sat down. Toshiya stretched his hand and caressed Miyavi’s thigh. The skin was still a bit damp and very soft.
“Are you still mad?” Miyavi asked and Toshiya shook his head.
“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have reacted like I did. I know it’s not your fault.”
Miyavi nodded and leaned down to kiss Toshiya on the lips. He smiled at his lover and looked him in the eyes. Toshiya’s hand moved up on Miyavi’s thigh and Miyavi kissed Toshiya again.
“You smell nice” Toshiya murmured and Miyavi smiled in the kiss. Toshiya pushed him down on the bed and straddled him. He slowly rubbed his ass over Miyavi’s crotch and Miyavi closed his eyes, letting out a little moan of pleasure. He looked a bit too tired for anything exiting though. Toshiya smiled affectionately.
“Just relax, sweetie, I’ll do the entire job this time.”
Miyavi nodded and made himself more comfortable on the bed. Toshiya took of his boxers quickly and was all over Miyavi again. He kissed, caressed and stroked everywhere he could reach and they both soon were hard and needy. Miyavi enjoyed Toshiya’s initiative, because he was really exhausted from the long day at work. So he just relaxed and let Toshiya do everything. He let out a long moan when he felt Toshiya’s lips on his cock and could just lie and enjoy, getting harder and harder.
When Toshiya felt that Miyavi was already fully hard, he withdrew. He then sat over Miyavi and took Miyavi’s dick in his hand. It took a few moments to position himself over his lovers dick and then he slowly sat until the entire Miyavi’s cock was inside him. Miyavi just lie with his eyes closed, his mouth open, waiting for Toshiya to finally start moving.
Toshiya looked at Miyavi’s face that was full of pleasure and he couldn’t help but feel jealous for everyone who even thought of Miyavi in a sexual way. Miyavi was his! Only his!
Suddenly he got an idea. Toshiya quickly looked around and saw Miyavi’s phone next to his right leg. He quickly picked it up and found Sakito’s number again in the contact list. At the same time he started to move up and down slowly on his lover’s cock, so that Miyavi wouldn’t open his eyes to see why he has stopped and wouldn’t catch him in the act.
Toshiya pushed the green ‘call’ button on the phone and looked at the screen expectantly, at the same time making very slow movements, whose slowness apparently made Miyavi go mad from need, because he was just gripping the sheets in his fists and gasping for air. But Toshiya was happy that Miyavi was so patient and was already used to Toshiya’s moods. Sometimes Toshiya loved very slow sex, so this was no news to any of them. And as they both loved sometimes to take it slow, this time Miyavi was also just lying and enjoying how Toshiya slowly rode himself on Miyavi’s dick.
Toshiya’s heart started to beat faster when he saw on the mobile’s screen that the call was picked up. Toshiya quickly put the phone to his ear and heard a confused Sakito’s voice.
“Hello? Myvs?”
Toshiya dropped the phone on the bed and put both of his hands on the bed to support himself. He then sped up the pace and started pumping himself on Miyavi’s cock hard and fast.
“Oh, Myvs!” he screamed loudly on purpose, hoping that Sakito would hear every word of it. “Fuck me, Myvs! FUCK ME!”
He rode Miyavi so hard that his ass started to ache a bit. Miyavi started to meet him in the middle by lifting his hips and thrusting in Toshiya with the same heated frantic thrusts, holding Toshiya’s hips with his hands to make them both more steady.
“Say my name, Myvs! Please, say my name!”
“Totchi! You’re… just… A-MA-ZING!” Miyavi screamed in between the trusts. He got a better hold of Toshiya’s hips and soon it got even more violent. The sound of skin meeting and hitting skin filled the room. Miyavi panted hard and loud, being totally lost in this unexpected fast and hectic sex. Toshiya got so wild, but Miyavi loved every second of it.
“Oh fuuuck!” he screamed and released himself in Toshiya too soon for his liking. He moaned loudly and his body got limp, dropping back on the bed and relaxing. Toshiya thrust on his dick a few more times and gripped his dick with his right hand. The pressure on his cock was all it took for him to release. He deliberately moaned louder than he usually does and collapsed on top of Miyavi. They both panted loudly, trying to catch their breaths. After a couple of minutes Toshiya turned to look for Miyavi’s phone, still feeling the effect of orgasm in his body. But he had to be quick so that Miyavi wouldn’t see what he had done. He slowly and carefully picked the phone and drew it closer to his face. He could see his photo on the screen. The call was ended. Toshiya quickly browsed for the information on the last call and grinned at what he saw.
Sakito listened through the entire thing and only then hung up. Toshiya erased the information from the phone and put it aside. He then turned his head to look at Miyavi and found him almost asleep.
“Hey, Myvs” Toshiya whispered and Miyavi cracked one eye open. Toshiya pecked him on the lips and smiled.
“Feeling sleepy?”
“Mmm…” Miyavi just grunted and closed his eye again. “It was mad, Totchi…”
“Didn’t you like it?”
“I did. But it was… too intense for me tonight…”
“Sleep then, my dearest” Toshiya smiled and kissed him on the lips again. He then got up, put the phone on the table and found some tissues. He cleaned himself and Miyavi, who was almost sleeping by that point, and came back to bed. When he came back, he lay next to Miyavi, covered them both with a blanket and turned off the lights. He snuggled closer to Miyavi and hugged him with one hand.
He felt a bit stupid at doing this prank-revenge for Sakito, but it also made him feel much better. He marked his territory and made clear for Sakito to whom Miyavi belonged to now. Sakito needed to open his eyes finally and realize that Myvs was taken. That meant not available for anyone else in the entire world.
And Toshiya was pretty sure that Sakito would never even mention this incident to Miyavi. Because of him he and also Shinya with Die suffered through so much. Sakito deserved to feel miserable at least for tonight.
I hope he now wouldn’t be able to fall asleep and would only hear Miyavi screaming my name in ecstasy for the rest of the night.
Toshiya smiled to himself and closed his eyes.
“Goodnight, Miyavi” he whispered, clinging to his lover even closer.
***
Die fidgeted on the sofa and lit up a cigarette. Shinya frowned seeing this, but didn’t say anything. He looked over the table once more to make sure everything was set and ready. Kaoru, Kyo, Toshiya and Miyavi should be here any minute now. And Die was getting nervous.
“I really don’t want to see Miyavi” he murmured looking a bit nervous and unhappy.
“I’m also not very happy about this perspective, but we have to understand that Toshiya will not see him for a long time. We can’t be cruel and not invite him along tonight.”
Die nodded reluctantly. He also didn’t really want to see Toshiya as well. He didn’t know what he could say to him. But of course they would meet tomorrow, so maybe it was better for them both to start talking as soon as possible.
“I hope they will go home quickly” Shinya said and smiled at how shocked Die was at hearing this declaration. “What? It’s not that I don’t love my friends, it’s just that I want to have some privacy with you tonight” he smiled shyly and Die grinned at hearing this. He took Shinya’s hand and leaned closer to his lover.
“I’m also voting for that” he said and kissed Shinya on the lips. His hand then traveled over and stayed between Shinya’s legs. Shinya shivered from the unexpectedness and shrank back a bit.
“Die, please, stop…” he pleaded, even though the desire was plainly heard in his voice. “I’ll get hard.”
“What’s so bad about it?” Die asked, still massaging Shinya through his pants.
“That the guys will see the obvious bulge in my pants” Shinya answered and felt Die’s hand finally leave his crotch.
“Yeah, sorry” Die said and moved away from Shinya, looking like a hurt puppy. “I just can’t keep my hands away from you.”
Shinya smiled at Die. Die was gorgeous tonight. He had a simple jeans and sleeveless t-shirt on, his hair was bided in a ponytail on his head and in Shinya’s opinion it made him look sexy. His face didn’t look sick any more. His cheeks were a bit red, but not deadly white and this made Die look healthy. And Die would smile from time to time, making Shinya melt at the site of the most beautiful smile on earth.
“Shin-chan” Die called. Startled, Shinya looked him in the eyes. “What were you thinking about?”
“Just thinking how gorgeous you are” Shinya answered and Die laughed.
“I feel like finally you made me be as addicted to sex with you as you are” Shinya said a bit accusingly and Die laughed.
“Well, I don’t see what’s so bad about it!”
Shinya laughed as well. They had made love three times already from the early morning and it still was not enough. He missed Die so much that it physically hurt when he was not clinging to Die’s body constantly.
The doorbell saved Shinya from further thoughts. He stood up and went to open the door. After some ten minutes the six of them were sitting at the table and talking about tomorrow. They of course shortly asked about Die’s health, but it was good and Kaoru didn’t want to waste more time than necessary. He wanted to make the last arrangements and still be back home so that they would have enough time to rest before tomorrow.
Die only lifted his eyes and looked at Kyo and Kaoru. But when Miyavi and Toshiya came into the living room, he just cast his eyes down and didn’t say a word. It felt a bit awkward to sit at the same table with the two of them. Die barely followed the conversation at the table and soon, after eating only half of the contents on his plate, excused himself for a smoke in the balcony.
When he stepped outside, he breathed in relief and lit up a cigarette. But soon he heard the balcony door open and close again and Toshiya came to stand by his side at the railing. Die looked down at the street tensing up immediately.
Toshiya lit up a cigarette and fidgeted a bit.
“Daisuke…” Toshiya started, then stopped, cleared his throat and started again. “Die, I want to talk to you.”
Die nodded still starring at the ground in front of him.
“Die, please, look me in the eyes.”
Die sighed and raised his eyes. The look on Toshiya’s face made him feel much better immediately. There was no anger or hatred in Toshiya’s eyes.
“Die, I’m so sorry… I really don’t know what else to say. I was so cruel to you and I feel so bad about it now…”
“It’s ok, Toshiya.”
“Is it really, Die? Is it?”
Die nodded.
“But you can’t be serious. I was so cruel to you. And so unfair.”
“You thought I fucked with your lover. Of course you were angry and hurt. I can understand that.”
“Do you really not feel angry towards me?” Toshiya looked hopefully in Die’s eyes and Die decided to be completely sincere.
“I do a bit, but… but I’m more sad and angry that it all happened at all. That we all had to go through this torture for nothing…”
Toshiya put out his cigarette. He didn’t really want to smoke after all.
“Die, I’m really ashamed of all the things I said to you… I am really sorry. Could you ever forgive me?”
“Of course. You did nothing wrong. I did nothing wrong. Miyavi as well. We’ll be fine.”
Toshiya smiled and wanted to hug Die, but just made half a step forward and stopped. He still felt not as comfortable next to Die as he used to be. Die was totally miserable and Toshiya was responsible for a big part of his misery back then. He smiled shyly looking Die in the eyes and Die smiled back.
“Are you and Shinya ok?” Toshiya asked and Die nodded.
“We’re fine. More than fine.”
Toshiya sighed in relief.
“I’m really happy for you, Die. I really am.”
“I know” Die smiled. He already felt much better. Toshiya was back to his old nice and friendly self and he knew that this Totchi was cool. The other one, the one raging with hatred and anger, was plainly scary and he was happy that he will not have to see that Toshiya again. He would never hurt Toshiya to see that reaction again. Toshiya was a good person and he didn’t deserve such pain.
“Thanks, Die.”
“For what?”
“For being so understanding and for… and for just being a good friend to me. Others would not forgive so easily. When you didn’t do anything wrong, I was totally horrible with you…”
“Enough, Toshiya, please. I just want to forget all that happened.”
“Me too.”
Die smiled and put out his cigarette as well.
“Let’s go back inside.”
When they entered the room, all eyes were on them. Die and Toshiya just smiled and the other four guys sighted in obvious relief. Die glanced shortly at Miyavi and Miyavi grinned at him. Die just smiled in response and turned his eyes away. It would still take some time for him to feel comfortable around Miyavi. But he didn’t mind. Things were already getting better. And from this point it just couldn’t run down the hill again. He was positive about that.
Die sat next to Shinya and Shinya immediately put his hand on Die’s thigh. Shinya didn’t even notice himself he did that. He was so clingy, but Die loved that. He always thought that he was more desperate in their relationship, that he was the one always running after Shinya and wanting his attention. And to feel things turn the other way around felt nice.
Toshiya glanced at Die and Shinya and felt happy to see how Shinya clung to Die and how Die looked so happy whenever Shinya was close to him. He felt a bit guilty still for treating Die so badly, but it would go away with time. At least they started talking again.
“This feels so good” suddenly Kyo said. He was leaning on Kaoru completely, his eyes half closed and looked like he could just fall asleep at any moment.
“Hey, stay with us!” Kaoru laughed. “I’m not going to drag you home if you fall asleep!”
“I’m not asking you to do that” Kyo said and closed his eyes for a moment. “I’m so full…”
“You’ve been eating too much lately” Shinya said. “Aren’t you afraid to go out of shape?”
“Hey!” Kyo immediately opened his eyes and glared at Shinya. “There’s nothing wrong with my shape! I just want to eat as much as I can before the tour, because later we’re not going to have any decent Japanese food for long!”
“Yeah, yeah” Kaoru laughed and nudged Kyo in the side. “We know your excuses” he teased and Kyo pouted, looking really unhappy.
Suddenly Miyavi cleared his throat and everyone looked at him.
“Guys, I would like to make a toast.”
Miyavi lifted his glass of sake and everyone also took their drinks.
“I want to have a toast for your upcoming tour. I hope it will be a huge success! And also I want you all to thank for Toshiya.”
Toshiya blushed a bit and others just smiled, feeling a bit confused at the declaration.
“You take care of him so good and all the things you said or did to him were just to keep him safe and happy. I know that you aren’t too happy that we’re together again, but I also know that you feel this way just because you want Toshiya to be happy.”
Kaoru wanted to protest, but decided not to. After all, they all know why he didn’t want Miyavi back in Toshiya’s life. And that problem is no longer existent.
“So please take good care of my Toshiya while he’s away with you” Miyavi bowed to the five and then smiled lovingly at Toshiya.
“Kanpai!” Miyavi said and the rest of the guys lifted their glasses as well.
Kyo drank his alcohol and put the glass aside. He then leaned on Kaoru again and closed his eyes. It felt so wonderful. Kaoru was so warm and comfortable. He felt Kaoru’s hands hug his waist and Kyo sighed, feeling a wave of excitement wash through him. He could barely register what the guys were talking about. All he heard was Kaoru’s calm breathing next to his right healthy ear and all he felt was Kaoru’s chest rising and falling while he breathed.
Kyo relaxed in the embrace.
Yeah, this was happiness. This definitely was how he always imagined his life would be.

THE END
Yup, the very end ^^ There's supposed to be part III of this story, because I stopped writing this without finishing it the way I wanted. I had a writer's block with this and simply didn't like it anymore >_<
As for the part III, in a way I still plan to do it, but I am very hesitant and I certainly don't want to make any promises :P I think when I'll finish White Nights, I'll think about this then :) But that's all I can say now :P
Hope you enjoyed this in the end, even if it wasn't completely flawless :)
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