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Lust In Love	By : Majer Category: Singers/Bands/Musicians > Linkin Park Views: 1390 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Linkin Park. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Gemma wanted nothing more than answers. What had they been talking about? And why had they both been crying? Her mind was filled with anxious guessing and fears, but never once did she in fact come anywhere near the truth. Rob could see the confusion and questions in her frowning face, but wanted to escape them for now. Passing the living room where the rest of the guys were sitting, he leaded her further into the hound ond opened the door to Brad’s bedroom. With his hand still firmly placed on her hip, he guided her onto the bed, so that she was sat on the edge. Sitting down next to her, he smoothed his hands up and down his thighs to wipe off the nervous sweat. His cheeks were flushed and his eyes puffy. Gemma brought a hand up to his cheek and caressed it softly. This simple action sent chills down his spine, and he closed his eyes. The silence were almost hurting Gemma now, she needed him to talk to her. She wouldn’t be able to handle another second of this taunting silence.
“What…” Before she could finish her sentence, he moved forward and kissed her with a great passion. Against her better judgement, she greeted his actions with the same amount of hunger. Deep inside, she knew that she should stop him and demand some answers, but he felt so good, and his eager kisses were intoxicating.

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Mike was sat in the car and successfully holding back the tears which were so forcefully begging for release. He was too angry to cry now, or at least that was what he wanted to tell himself. The truth was that he was too distraught to do anything but close his eyes and look into his tangled web of thoughts that was so securely fastened to his mind behind his closed eyelids. How could Rob leave it like that? With so many things unsaid. Mike lifted his head from the steering wheel and opened his eyes to avoid the pain in the darkness. With great determination and shaking legs, he stepped out of the car and walked towards the front door. Taking a deep breath he pushed the heavy wooden door open and went inside. Taking a quick glance into the living room, he could see that who he was looking for wasn’t there. Walking further into the house, he heard muffled moans escaping from the bedroom. Mike stopped dead in his tracks with his gaze glued to the open bedroom door. His feet suddenly felt like lid and he froze not knowing what to do with himself. Should he interrupt? If he didn’t finish the talk with Rob tonight, he might lose his nerve and they would never get around to it again. And they had to. Mike knew for sure that he wouldn’t be able to let this go without a talk, and he needed to move pass it.
Slowly taking small steps towards the door, he could hear the sound of mouths colliding in passion, tongues caressing and hands carefully exploring bodies over clothes. Stopping at the doorway, Mike closed his eyes and imagined for aond ond what he was about to witness. Opening his eyes again, he directed his gaze around the frame of the door and caught a glimpse of the lovers entangled in feelings of quiet love. They were sat next to each other, their bodies barely touching. Hands were cautiously moving around the other’s body while the kisses were a strong contrast to the touching. The eager kisses wsenssensual and yet extremely impatient. Trembling with anticipation, they were sharing secrets in their kisses. Mike felt a sharp pain shoot through his entire being as he realized that he could never have that intimacy – with either one of them.
He jumped slightly as Rob moved himself from his position and without even leaving her lips once, he gently laid her down on the bed, placing himself lovingly next to her. Mike’s heart was pounding like crazy in his chest, and even though he wanted to succumb to his addiction, he knew that he had to leave. Quietly walking away from the passionate moment shared between the lovers, Mike felt an even greater confusion creep up on him. The dizzy feeling of still having them both locked up inside his mind and wanting them both. One more than the other – but who? Mike shook his head a little as if to remove himself from the thoughts. He couldn’t handle the thought of having to face all of them in the living room, and from the raised voices he could tell that they were planning on getting a party started. After having had a failed practice, this was usually the event that took place. Thinking of how to escape them, he slid into the bathroom. Closing and locking the door behind him, he took a long look in the mirror and noticed his eyes. Full of despair and like nothing he had ever seen before. He couldn’t recognize the man in his reflection.

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Out of breath and shuddering from the surprising and overwhelming heat, Gemma’s head pushed down against the bed’s surface and she arched her spine. Feeling his warm body next to her and tasting him made goose bumps invade her skin. The passionate moment was abruptly broken as Rob reluctantly pulled away from her lips; he looked towards the door and back down at Gemma.
“I could’ve sworn there was someone there.” He whispered softly and looked back in the direction of the door. Gemma brought an arm up and around his neck wanting him to give her lips the attention that they were craving for. But he resisted a little with a devilish smile on his lips.
“Don’t lose that thought.” Rob made his way from the bed and over to the door where he closed it slowly. Turning to face Gemma, he slid an arm behind his back and the sound of the door being locked brought a smile to her face.
“Rob? What if the others come looking for us?” She tried to keep a smile away from her lips, and her voice was showing him a genuine nervous feeling. He just winked and placed a finger on his lips, signalling for her to stop talking.
“I want you now.” He walked over to the bed, looking down on her body, studying her sensitive curves, making her squirm underneath his desiring stare. She searched for the answers that she needed, but all she could see was a wild fire – and a persistent lust that was burning for her. With a simple nod, she gave into her body’s demands and ignored the reasonable voice inside of her telling her that it was important answers he kept from her. Still with her eyes focused on his begging eyes, her mind slowly drifted into another world. She kept seeing the look in Mike’s eyes when he was sitting in the car. Why had he been crying? And why had Rob been crying too? Nothing made sense, cause Mike was fine about them being back together, wasn’t he?
“Gemz? Are you with me? Are you feeling me like I’m feeling you?” Kneeling down by her side, he made her snap back into reality. “I want you to be here… I need you to want me.” As the vulnerable yet demanding words slipped pass his lips, he moved his hands up to her face, caressing her blushing cheeks and further down, smoothing his hands over her neck, collarbone and down both her arms. He could sense her body shiver beneath his touch, and smiled.
”I want you.” She breathed out the words and with a silent squeak, she felt his hand slip under her top – skin against skin. With great care and painfully slow, he pulled her top over her head and his hands found their way over ser soft skin, covering her chest with more goose bumps. Knowing that his actions were affecting her, he wanted to take it further, but feeling a fear lurking in the back of his mind. He didn’t recognize the lust inside of him, but he could feel the desire burn its way through his entire being. Everything in him was trembling and it felt painful to hold it back, but looking down at Gemma, seeing her eyes glazed over, he knew that he had to.
Squeezing her eyes shut, her hands met up with his, placing them gently on her hips. She opened her eyes and saw that he was still sitting besides her, but her need to feel him close was far too overwhelming. Slowly sitting up, their bodies met.
“Let me feel your skin.” A quiet moan escaped his lips as her words reached him. Pulling away a little and without any help, he yanked off the t-shirt and pushed his body back towards hers. Her fingers worked on his belt and soon his pants were falling down to his bent knees. A suggestive look from her told him to stand up and get them off. It didn’t take him more than a second to get off the bed, but to her surprise, he pulled her with him.
“You too.” He looked down at his own fingers that were unzipping her pants. In suspense she watched him as he let go and awaited her to take them off herself. She looked at him intently and bit down on her lower lip. Taking a step closer to his body, she put both her hands on his chest, pushing him gently down on the bed. Supporting himself on his elbows, he watched her as she placed herself bet his his spread legs that were hanging over the edge of the bed. Biting back a groan and feeling his fingertips twinge, he watched her as she pulled her pants down, dragging her panties down in the same movement. By placing a knee near his crotch, she signalled for him to move all the way up on the bed. As he was doing that, she leaned over him and smiled as the distance between their lips became shorter. Impatiently, he moved his head upwards, making their mouths clash together hungrily. His arms embraced her body and manoeuvred her onto her back, leaving him on top. The hard kissing soon became loving and soft as Gemma threw her head back exposing her throat’s smooth and desirable skin to Rob. Smiling, he ravished her throat and neck with small and passionate pecks and licks. His hands were moving around her body and stroking her most sensitive places with all the love and attention that she needed and longed for. As her lips found their way to his neck, licking the spot she knew drove him crazy, his touch went from tentative and hesitant to bold and manipulating. He couldn’t control the passion anymore and the hunger that was now showing itself in Gemma’s eyes told him that he didn’t have to hold back.
Feeling her body’s desire taking over, she grasped urgently at the sheets on the bed and her body wrenched beneath Rob’s, begging for more.

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Sitting on the cold bathroom floor, Mike felt the images wash over him. It wasn’t really unfamiliar images to him – not anymore. He closed his eyes with a groan knowing that he wouldn’t be able to prevent them. He missed love and he envied theirs. That was the reason. It had to be. Maybe that was the reason why he wanted Rob too? Sighing, he squeezed his eyes tighter as his body trembled. He was freezing from all the crying he’d done, but no matter how much he wanted to go home and discover the warmth and security of his bed, he couldn’t go. Not like this. He didn’t have to open his eyes to know what state he was in, and he felt the first feeling of guilt settle in his mind. He was used to how this would go, and he was helpless, he didn’t even have the energy to fight it ore.ore. First the guilt would come over him, then the confusing lust and last but not least he would end up crying like a baby loathing himself for what he was thinking. Even though the last part shouldn’t be possible with all the crying he’d done all night. Although he never once doubted whether or not it would come. It would. As always, he would end up curled together like a crying child missing its mother. Leaning his head against the cool tiled wall behind him, he opened his eyes. In his mind, he would picture the intimacy, the love, and the heat between the two lovers. The lovers that also happened to be two of his best friends. The lovers that he wanted, sharing what he needed. Shifting slightly, he moved his legs into an Indian style and closed his eyes again. Letting flashing images dance and greet him behind the closed eyelids.

“Rob’s fingers outlining every single one of her curves. Gemma, greeting every touch with seductive smiles and silent moans, taking in everything that Rob is ready to give her - his all. Blushing bodies telling the other that their actions are pleasuring. Naked bodies pressed against one another as the hungry kisses taste and ravish the other’s lips and neck. Heavy breathing is escaping their lips and mixing in with the sound of moans. Begging eyes and adventurous fingertips are searching the other's body. Skin melting with skin. Eyes glazed over with excitemmakimaking them both want each other that much more. Pure lust. Pure love. Lovers sharing mind, body and soul.”

Mike placed his head in his hands and sighed out loud, he didn’t need this, but he wanted it. No need to deny it anymore. All it made him think about was the fact that he had absolutely no one. And not only that, he didn’t even know who he wanted to have as his ‘someone’. Gemz? Rob? … Anna? As the thought of Anna popped into his mind, he opened his eyes.
“Anna…” He whispered out the name and shook his head. He should never have let her walk out that door. Why didn’t he see that what they had was special? Was he really that stupid? “Shit…” again voicvoice was low and raspy.
The security and love that he knew Rob was capable of giving and sharing had been right under his nose the entire time. But that didn’t take away the animalistic yet subtle yearning, which he had for the two. Or one? Mike shook his head slowly, he wasn’t sure anymore. The image of them together made him excited, but maybe it was merely a deep wish that he could what they have – again. That he could get it back. The thought of him and Rob? Maybe. Maybe he just missed him too much as a friend. And maybe, because of that, his mind had played tricks on him. And him and Gemma? Maybe there would always be a little something – but he wasn’t going to let it mean anything. He had to get his life back. He only prayed that it would be possible. Tearsrtedrted running down his cheeks and he found himself lying on the floor curled up in a ball. “Typical…” He whispered and drifted off.

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Having to keep quiet was making everything more intense. Longing to call out her name was making him frustrated. But he couldn’t, he knew that if he finally let go, he wouldn’t be able to stay quiet with the lust within him. And with the other guys being so close to them, he had to keep it all locked up. She saw the need in his eyes and recognized it right away. Smiling, she caressed his chin with her thump and spoke.
“Whisper it to me.” Her voice was soft and low, which made him ache in the pit of his stomach. She was so to to him.
“I can’t.” His words were only breathed out as he closed his eyes.
“Yes, you can.” Her eyes met his as he opened his. “I need you to.” He looked at her and kissed her passionately. Licking and nibbling his way along her jawbone, she moaned.
“Come on, Rob.” She wanted him to say the words that usually made her go over the edge, but she knew how much it took for him to restrain himself from raising his voice. “I need it.”
“Oh god…” His voice was whispering as loud as he could, hardly audible. “Gemz…” She nodded and closed her eyes, preparing herself for what she knew would happen.
“I love you…so much…oh god, Gemz!” What started out as a whisper turned into a low shriek, as she suddenly embraced his manhood with her aching warmth. Closing his eyes shot, he kissed her again and again with small and tentative kisses. Her arm moved up and around his neck, making his lips stay on hers. Slowly and passionately he opened his mouth a little more and his tongue found its way onto hers, manipulating and teasing them. She parted her lips and greeted it with an overwhelming hunger. Massaging his back with her hands, she felt the skin burning on hers as they melted together. Nothing had ever felt so good.
Feeling him inside her was different too, his movements, his kisses…everything. But even though it wasn’t the same, she took it all in and felt her body shake uncontrollably as everything around her became blurry and hazy.
As he came, they stopped kissing and looked intently into each other’s glazed eyes. Still inside of her, he kissed her with all the energy left inside him and he felt her entire being tremble beneath him. ‘Dreams can be overwhelming…’ he thought silently with his lips remaining on hers.
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