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Unholy confessions of a vampire heart	By : nuclear000rainbow Category: Celebrities - Misc > Slash - Male/Male Views: 1315 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not know Ville Valo or any of the members of HIM, This is purely a work of fiction, I do not make any money writing this. Full disclaimer in chapter 1.

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Shadows pov:
“Where are they?” Syn asks quietly while pacing back and forth inside the dark cave. All of us got here mere minutes ago, but our leaders are still missing. “They should have been here by now! They’re faster than us all!” Dunn whimpers from a spot against the damp walls, Christ firmly placed in his lap and Jimmy right beside them. We’re all worried by now, the vampires and wolves all huddled together, trying to stay calm. “We should go look for them, something must have happened!” Syn states as calmly as possible, his nervousness seeping through no matter how hard he tries to hide it. “It’s still about an hour of darkness left, Syn, Rev, come with me! The wolves stay behind and guard the others!” I order softly before heading towards the opening, my instincts telling me to take the lead for once. My mate and best friend following swiftly as we head outside. “You guys smell that?” Rev mutters quietly while tilting his head to the side, a look of pure concentration on his face as he sniffs the air. “Blood! Come on!” I shout as I run towards the woods, the smell only increasing as we wind through the thick trees. “It’s not Ville’s!” Syn whispers while scrunching up his nose, worry written over his whole face as he starts running towards the middle of the forest. A shout of shock reaching me and I start running, pulling Rev along by the arm, not willing to leave him out of my sight. “It’s Bam! He’s hurt badly! Looks like a stab wound, and he’s unconscious!” Syn explains as he crouches down next to the man on the ground, the blood flowing freely from a deep wound in his stomach. “We need to get him back to the cave! Shadows, go get a couple of thick straight branches! Syn, give me your shirt! We need to make a stretcher before we move him!” Rev orders quickly while pulling off his jacket and shirt. The shirt being torn into strips of fabric and tied around Bam’s middle before I even get to blink, the blood flow slowing down as the makeshift bandage is tightened and tied off with a tight knot. “Get the branches!” My mate orders once more and I snap out of the trance I’m in from watching him work. Quickly breaking off two young straight trees and tearing off any branches that would be in the way. “Syn, help him tie the shirts and jacket around it! I need to keep pressure on the wound!” Rev orders calmly, his eyes never leaving the wolf. “All done! Help me move him Syn!” I order softly while grabbing Bam’s arms, Syn gently grabbing his legs and we quickly move him onto the stretcher. “Let’s go!” I speak calmly while grabbing a hold of the end by Bam’s head, Syn repeating the action by his feet and we quickly head back. “We need to hurry, the sun’s coming up in minutes!” Syn speaks while looking to the sky, the dark blue, almost black quickly turning lighter in the horizon. “Run, but be careful! We need to keep him as still as possible!” Rev orders while starting to jog quickly towards the cave, Syn swiftly leading the way back through the trees and bringing us back to the cave as fast as possible. The wolves all meeting us outside whit fearful whimpers as they catch a glimpse of the stretcher with their leader. “Get inside! Dunn, Jimmy! Get a fire going! I need light! V! Go get the needles and thread in Syn’s bag! G, get me a knife! One of the steel ones! Rake, Raab! Go get water!” Rev orders calmly as he motions for us to place Bam on the floor next to where Jimmy and Dunn are building a fire. The flames soon lightning up the place and casting long shadows around the cramped space. “He’s so pale!” Novak whispers softly as if not to startle Rev while he works, his hands working swiftly with the now blood soaked strips of clothing, peeling them off to reveal the gaping wound underneath. “Blood loss.” Rev just mutters in response as he reaches for the water in Rakes hands, pouring the clear cold liquid directly on the wound. “Shads, but the blade in the fire! It needs to be glowing! Novak, make a torch, I need more light!” The wolf jumping off the floor and running for the outside and returning with a dry branch in mere seconds. The branch quickly being lit on fire and heled high above Rev’s shoulder as he starts threading the needle. “I recommend you wolves turn your eyes away, I need to burn the edges and sow it shut. It wont look good!” My mate mutters once more while casting a glance towards the frightened wolves, all of them huddled together on the other side of the fire except for Novak on light duty. “you heard him, close your eyes or turn away!” Dico suddenly speaks up before turning his back on Rev. The way Rev is acting all sane and composed having an affect on us all. The crazy all gone from his mind as he puts his skills to work. “I’ll stay here, I don’t mind.” Novak states calmly while focusing on his Alpha on the floor. “You just fix him Rev, and I’ll make sure you got all the light you need.” “If you say so! Shads, Syn! Grab Bam’s arms and legs. V, come sit on his chest! I can’t have him jerking around if he wakes!” Rev smiles as I hand him the now red glowing blade, his eyes scanning it for a mere second before he grabs it. The smell of burned flesh and a sizzling sound soon filling the cave, it’s sickening! I have to fight to keep myself from gagging, and I can see the others doing the same. Everyone but Rev and Novak being affected by the disgusting smell now filling the cave. “Give me the needle Frank!” The vampire orders with his hand stretched out towards Frank, the Aasgardian quickly fulfilling the order, letting the sharp and tiny object drop in Rev’s hand. His eyes never leaving Bam, even when ordering us around. “Now, let’s stitch him back together! Gee, don’t move, the others can let go.” He speaks softly while working, the left hand pinching the now burned skin together while the right one holds the needle. Swift but sure movements following as the thread pulls the gaping wound shut. The flow of blood finally stopped, hopefully stabilizing the wolf. “Keep an eye on him, he should be stable, but don’t leave him alone! If he wakes, give him water, and only water! Now, I need to lay down before I fall asleep where I’m sitting!” Rev giggles, the crazy now back in his eyes and voice as he stands up, almost falling over as he staggers towards me where I sit against the wall. “Come here Rev, lay down and sleep.” I whisper as he slides down against the wall, his head dropping to my shoulder. “You did good tonight, thank you!” I speak softly, earning a small smile before his body goes stiff, my own system shutting down as soon as my eyes close.
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Dunn’s pov:
The vampires are all knocked out, the couples laying scattered on the floor or sitting against the cave walls. They all look tired, worn out, but considering they all struggled against their systems and their internal clocks, I’m not that shocked. Our Alpha is laying on the floor, all stitched up thanks to them. The thoughts of what could have happened, they’re chilling us all to the bone. None of us have the knowledge on how to treat a wound like that! If it wasn’t for Rev, we would have lost him! “Dunn, try to get some sleep, I’ll take the first watch.” Jimmy mutters quietly from my side, Christ balled up in his lap, dead asleep. “Can’t, too much stuff in my head at the moment.” I whisper back, trying not to disturb the rest of the pack as they huddle up together on the floor, seeking comfort in each other. “I know, it’s the same for me. I didn’t even notice that Andy was gone before Novak told me!” “What do you mean Andy’s gone?” I ask, shocked at the news. “Novak asked him to go look for Ville, he can search the area faster than any of us, and the sun won’t hurt him…” “We all kind of forgot about Ville, didn’t we…” I whisper, guilt coating my voice. “We all had our hands full with Bam almost bleeding out, and the vampires didn’t smell any of Ville’s blood, so I guess it slipped our mind.” Jimmy states quietly while holding on tightly to the small vampire, looking almost afraid. “I hope Andy finds him, that he’s safe… And I can’t believe Novak took control like that! I felt useless when Rev took control of the whole situation, and when Dico managed to keep the rest of the pack calm, I almost fainted! The two most crazy people we know, and the one we always thought of as the bottom feeder taking the lead, we need to let Bam know when he wakes up!” “You guys mean if he wakes up, and you don’t have to tell him anything about me, I like my spot in the pack!” Novak mutters quietly while slithering out of the pile of wolves on the floor. The lanky dark wolf making his way over towards us with a concerned look towards Bam. “Anyone heard from Andy yet?” The wolf asks suddenly while sitting down next to us, his arms folded tightly across his chest. “Not yet…” jimmy whispers quietly while shaking his head, his dark eyes filled with worry. “Anyone having a problem with me going out looking for him? Bam would want to know what’s happening if he wakes up…” Novak asks while glancing over at our Alpha, a shudder going down my spine as I follow his gaze. The blood loss making the once tanned skin glow deathly pale in the light of the fire. “You go and do whatever you want to Novak, we owe you that much!” I smile carefully at the wolf, his eyes brightening at my words. “I promise I’ll be back as soon as I find him, or them!” he states calmly while standing up slowly. “We trust you; you’ve proved yourself more than once already… Go, look for Ville and Andy, just be careful! We don’t know if the angels are still out there!” “I’ll be careful!” The wolf tosses over his shoulder before disappearing out of view. Leaving us to watch over the rest.
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Ville’s pov:
Where am I? Where’s Bam? It’s so dark in here, where did they take me? The smell… It smells like damp soil and rotting vegetation… I need to find a way out of here, but what is up and what is down? If I ever get a chance, I’ll kill them both for doing this to me! Where’s my mate? Where’s Bammie? I need to find a way out of here! Come on Ville, where’s your feet? There! Now, get up, find the door! My thoughts are racing, I can barely feel my hands, it’s so cold! Why would anyone do this? Tear us apart like that without any reason at all, we never did anything wrong! Ok, lets do this! One foot before the other, there must be a way out of here! Ouch! Well, that’s one wall! Better trace it to keep track of my movements, another wall… How small is this cell? Seven steps along this wall, another corner, keep counting Ville, feel the walls… Ten steps before this corner, next wall, seven more and I’m back where I started… Not one crack in either of the walls, there must be a hatch above me somewhere… If only I could see anything! It’s so dark even I can’t see! I’m a vampire for gods sake! I should be able to see in the dark! “Where am I? What did you do to my Bammie!” I Shout as loud as I can, the echo of my voice vibrating in the whole room before everything goes dead silent again. Not a sound to be heard except my own feet shuffling around the room. “Where’s my mate? What did you do to him?” I scream out as loud as I can, my voice braking as I fall to my knees, the echo once again gone and the room filled with deafening silence. “Stop screaming you evil demon! You’re hurting my ears!” A soft spoken voice suddenly appear from all over the room at once. “I’m not a demon, I’m a vampire! And I’ve never been evil!” I shout loudly just to spite the voice, if his ears hurt, I’ll make sure to make it worse! “Where’s my Bammie? What did you do to my mate?” I scream angrily towards the roof above me, not knowing where to focus my verbal attack. “Quiet down you animal! Your ‘mate’ is dead! My friend drove a knife through him and left him to bleed on the ground!” The voice speaks slowly, giving me time to comprehend each word. “No! No no no! My Bammie’s alive! I know it! I can still feel him, you’re lying!” I hiss at the voice, my eyes casting a red glow around the room, letting me see my prison more clearly, not just the pitch black from earlier. “An angel never lies!” The voice spits back, irritation coating every word. “You do! Or your friend didn’t finish the job! I can feel him still, he’s alive! And he’ll come for me, I promise you that! He’ll rip you all to shreds to get to me!” I laugh wickedly, my Bammie will come find me! I know he will! “He can try, but he’ll never reach you here! None of your spawn of darkness can reach you hear! So shut your mouth and be quiet!” “I’ll shout as much as I want to, you lying, winged bastard!” I shout as loud as I can before giggling like a maniac, a tired huff sounding through the dark room. Footsteps suddenly retreating from somewhere above me. I guess I was right, there must be a hatch somewhere above me! Now all I have to do is find it, and wait for the right time! Walking back towards the wall as I grow tired of standing in the middle of the cold cell, I finally slide down against the wall, pulling my knees up against my chest. An idea flying through my mind. The dreams, the dreams we both shared earlier, maybe they’ll come back! I can leave breadcrumbs, clues for my mate! I just have to piss them off enough to snap and reveal as much information as possible! But how? Oh, I know! he told me I was giving him a headache! I’m going to sing my heart out at every waken moment, that’s what I’ll do! I snicker to myself once more before closing my eyes, I need to sleep for a while, my head is hurting from where they hit me. I’ll start the torture as soon as I wake up, no doubt about that!
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Bam’s pov:
Ouch! My whole body burns! And what’s that smell? Smells like burned flesh? Ugh! It’s so dark! No, wait, my eyes are closed! Why can’t I open my eyes? And why the hell am I in so much pain? By the love of the night, make that smell go away! It burns my nose! Why can’t I open my eyes? Ville? Where’s Ville? Ville? What happened? Why can’t I move my arms? What’s that bussing sound? Sounds like someone whispering, let me go! I need to find Ville! Let me go! Yes! I moved an arm! Finally! Now, let’s see if I can open my eyes! Fuck! It’s so blurry! Too bright! Put the lights out! Please! Ouch! Why does my insides burn? Why do I smell blood? And who’s that barking orders? No! Let me be! Let me go!
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Dunn’s pov:
“Jimmy! Help!” I shout as soon as I see a movement, Bam’s arm flailing around to be exact. “He’s waking up! Help me keep him still! If he moves too much he’ll rip out the stitches!” I Order as Jimmy quickly walks over, his hands grabbing a firm hold of Bam’s shoulders as I lay across his legs, using my full weight to pin him to the ground. “I got him, try getting up while keeping a hold of his hips!” Jimmy speaks softly, trying not to aggravate the half awake Alpha. “I’ll try! The vampires sure chose the right time to go hunting!” I speak sarcastically as I finally manage to sit up, my hands now gripping Bam’s hips tightly, holding him down. “Bam! You need to stop moving! Stay still!” I speak softly but firmly, noticing his face scrunching up in pain and confusion. “Bam! Listen to Dunn! Stay still! You’re badly hurt and lacking a lot of blood! Rev stitched you up only two nights ago, you need to keep calm!” Jimmy raises his voice in hopes of Bam listening to him. Somehow he must have reached through to Bam, as the trashing suddenly stopped and his eyes slowly open. The once so bright blue eyes now almost grey, dull with pain and fear. “He’s calmed down, go get him some water Jimmy!” I order quietly while still keeping a strict eye on my Alpha. “He’s not here Bam, Andy and Novak’s out searching for him, they’ve been gone for two days already.” I tell him slowly, his eyes who were darting quickly around the room coming to a stop on my face. “Here Bam, drink slowly!” Jimmy speaks softly while holding a small wooden cup to his lips while I help him up in a better position, a hiss of pain leaving his lips as he’s sitting more upright, his back against my chest to keep him steady. The water being swallowed down carefully before Jimmy pulls the cup away. “Feeling any better?” Jimmy asks as he sits back down in front of us. “Yeah, but I need to go find Ville! I need my Omega!” he croaks’ out, desperation coating every word. “Andy and Novak is looking for him, and you, you have to rest and get better first!” Shadows voice suddenly sounds as the vampires followed by the rest of the pack enters the room. “Good to see you awake Bam!” Syn smirks as he enters the room, the whole coven nodding in approval. “Rev, would you check his stitches? He was trashing around for quite a while, and we had to hold him down…” I mutter while looking towards the lanky vampire next to Shadows. “Pull up his shirt, will you Jimmy?” Rev orders while grabbing a torch from next to the fireplace. “Hold this!” He speaks quickly while trusting the torch into Jimmy’s hands before kneeling next to Bam. “Hold it high so I can see what I’m doing!” He barks as Jimmy almost burns his hair, the wolf trying to get a closer look on what’s happening looking sheepish as he raises his arm. “Sorry Rev…” He mutters softly before making sure not to be in the way. Fast hands quickly remove the bandages around Bam’s stomach, the fabric making crunching noises from the dried blood. “Raab, take these and go clean them in the stream! We don’t have anymore clothing to sacrifice!” Rev orders while tossing the dirty, blood soaked fabric straight at the startled wolf. Raab shooting out the door, most likely happy to not having to see the wound again. I cant help but shudder at the sight in front of me, it’s not a gaping bleeding wound anymore, but it still looks awful. Swollen red around the edges and the rough improvised stitches standing out in a harsh black contrast to the rest, the too pale skin surrounding it making it a ghastly sight to us all. “None of the stitches are ripped, so I don’t have to fix them, but we need to clean it up before bandaging it back up. And we can let it air for a while as we wait for the bandages to dry. It looks worse than it is!” Rev speaks calmly, his fingers running carefully along the red edges, checking every knot of thread. “Syn, will you put some water on to boil? V, go get some of those herbs I showed you earlier tonight!” He orders once more before looking straight at his patient face. “Good to see you awake Bam, we thought you were a goner for a while, but thankfully those winged freaks didn’t know to use silver!” Rev cackles crazily, Bam just smirking at him in response. “Never knew you to be a healer Rev, and to be honest, right now you almost look sane!” Bam smirks and I have to chuckle at the pretend shock on Rev’s face. “More than one person here would leave you surprised, you’ve been out for two days! Lots have happened!” Gee giggles before pointing at Dico, the wolf mentioned sitting cross legged against the wall with a bunch of herbs in front of him. Grinding it into a thick smelly paste. “Almost done with this Rev, just waiting for V and Rake to get back with the rest.” The wolf speaks calmly before turning to Raab, the wolf carrying the now clean bandages, dripping with water. “Put them on the rack by the fire Raab, after that you can go out and scout for Andy and Novak.” Dico orders calmly, Raab looking revealed once more as he struggles to not look towards our Alpha. “What the hell? Dico giving orders?” Bam gasps out in shock, confusion paining his face. “Like Gee said, a lot have happened these last two days!” Jimmy snickers softly from above Rev’s shoulder. “You want to tell him Dunn?” He giggles before refocusing on keeping the torch high enough as Syn brings over the now boiling water and a clean rag. Rev getting to work as soon as it’s placed beside him, wiping carefully around the wound. “Yeah, sure!” I giggle before wincing at the choked hiss leaving Bam as Rev cleans between the stitches. “Well, let’s start with Shadows, Rev and Syn running out to find you. They only made it back with you with seconds to spare before the sun reached them, Rev was the one who took full control as no one else knew what to do. Ordering us all around and stitching you up after burning the edges of your wound to stop the bleeding. Shadows and Syn was the ones to keep you still while Rev burned you, just to make sure that you didn’t move, while Novak was in charge of the torches. Dico took control of keeping the pack calm and collected, making sure we were all ok. And after a while, Jimmy told me what Novak did… He was the only one not to forget about Ville in all the chaos of saving you, he sent Andy out to look for him while assisting Rev, and he went out himself… He hasn’t been back yet, neither have Andy! And Dico, well, he figured at least one of us wolves should know a thing or two about first aid. So Rev’s teaching him all he knows…” I finish speaking as Rev nods towards the wound. “All clean, but you should rest for a few more days! The wound is deep, and even with your rapid healing, it’ll take some time!” Rev speaks sternly, locking eyes with Bam who only nods. “So, what you’re telling me is that our two most crazy brothers and the bottom feeder took control while everyone else freaked out… Huh, I guess we all misjudged them!” Bam giggles before ending with a squeal. “That’s cold!” He barks as Dico slathers the wound with the green, smelly paste. “Oh hush! It’s medicine!” Dico giggles wickedly before dodging a playful slap from Bam. “Rake, bring us the bandages! They should be dry by now!” Dico laughs while Rev giggles evilly from his side. “Maybe we should be the Alphas around here Dico? I think we’re doing a good job!” Rev cackles crazily while Rake hands him the fabric. “Nah, too much work! And it’s exhausting to act sane all the time!” Dico giggles as Bam stares at Rev. “Yeah, you’re right about that! Let’s bandage up our beloved Alpha and go wreck some havoc on the village again! Dunn! Make Bam sit up!” Rev speaks in a rush as he grabs the end of the fabric. Dico helping me haul Bam into a sitting position before Rev starts wrapping Bam up once more. The job being done quickly by the two crazy people. “All done! Let’s go Rev!” Dico yells before shooting out the doorway, Rev only halting for a split second to give shadows a kiss before he’s gone. “And there left the crazy people!” Jimmy giggles before throwing the rest of the torch on the fire. “Bam? You alright?” I ask the wolf slumped into my arms, not getting a response except his deep breathing. “He’s asleep guys, someone help me lay him back down?” I ask quietly, eager hands helping me put the Alpha back down on the makeshift bed. “At least we know Bam will live now… But what about Ville? And where the hell is Andy and Novak?” Syn asks before sliding down against the wall across the room, V curled up in his lap. “Yeah, but I’m too tired to think about that at the moment… I think I’ll try and sleep, been watching over this guy for two nights now!” I say as I rise stiffly from the floor, my legs and back aching after two nights in a sitting position. “Go, you’ve deserved it Dunn!” Syn smiles before turning his eyes back to V, my legs buckling under me as I make it to the corner where my best friend and Christ are already slumbering. My eyes closing as soon as I lay down next to them, and my mind going blank.

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Andy and Novak:
“Did you find anything?” Novak panted as he switched back to human form, the wolf looking worn out from days searching the forests for any sign of the loved vampire. His sunken eyes searching Andy’s face for any sign of good news. “No, I lost the trace! I’m sorry Novak!” The angel mutters quietly, disappointment written across his features. “Don’t worry Andy! We’ll find him! And if we can’t, I’m sure Bam will! Let’s go vest, we haven’t searched that area yet, we might get lucky!”
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Six days later… “At least we found out what direction they went! But across the sea? How are we supposed to deal with that?” Novak mutters as he stumbles along on shaky legs, the trees surrounding them working as support for them both. “I don’t know, let’s just focus on getting back to the others, I can barely see straight!” Andy sighs while staggering along, his once pristine, black wings hanging limp from days use, the feathers ruffled and looking more like crows wings after a fight. “Not that far from here, just between those trees…” The exhausted wolf barely whispers as he stumbles, only to be saved by Andy at the last minute. The two unlikely friends doing everything in their powers to keep each other upright. “We’re there!” Andy gasps out as they stumble towards the cave, the two of them collapsing right in front of the hidden opening, exhaustion claiming them as soon as their eyes close…
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