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Unholy confessions of a vampire heart	By : nuclear000rainbow Category: Celebrities - Misc > Slash - Male/Male Views: 1317 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not know Ville Valo or any of the members of HIM, This is purely a work of fiction, I do not make any money writing this. Full disclaimer in chapter 1.

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*Lyrics used in this chapter: Blood by My chemical romance and Gone with the sin by HIM. I do not own any of the lyrics used.*

Dear diary! This night has been a turbulent one! My first hunt with my brothers ended in us rescuing a wounded soul and bringing him home like a stray puppy! But none of us would have been able to leave Gee behind! His whole being screams “love me”! All we need to do now, is figuring out what he really is! Apparently, the Rev were on the right track, not quite human, not quite fallen… Something different mixed in, that Harms couldn’t quite place. It`s really exciting! Hopefully we`ll figure it out tonight, I heard something about an Elder visiting. Hopefully he will know what`s hidden in Gees blood! Well, that will have to be enough for tonight!

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“wake up sleepyhead” I heard a voice say close to my ear, still tired as the sun was still up, I really didn’t feel like waking up… “Come on Ville! Open your eyes! It`s almost dark out, and we`re all gathering soon!” Syn said, shaking my shoulder, disturbing my slumber too much for me to ignore.
“yeah yeah, I`m up Syn! Just let me rest my eyes for a while!”
“Oh hell no! No time for that! The Elder is coming, and we need to be ready for him! Get your ass out of that bed right this moment mister!” He laughed with his still present smirk.
“but Syn, the sun is still up!” I cried out, pouting at him while giving him the puppy dog eyes.
“No use in looking at me like that Ville, you still have to get up! Harms is getting judged by the appearance of his Coven. We need to look and act our best tonight! Now get up, and let me do your make up!”
Sighing, but crawling out from underneath the covers, I finally put me feet down on the cold floors of my room. Being a freshly turned vampire, I guess I just have to go with the flow tonight.
Syn already rummaging around in my dresser, throwing stuff everywhere while he muttered silently to himself. I couldn’t help but giggle, this guy is definitely our self-entitled stylist! Priding himself in only dressing us all in the best outfits! Pulling out the skin-tight and shiny leather pants, black hunting boots and nothing but a leather and fur trench coat looking thing, I almost choke on my giggles. And I swear, I can feel my last drops of blood leaving my face!
“What about a shirt? And ummm… What about underwear?” I ask quietly, my face getting even whiter as I can see his smirk getting even more wicked.
“First off, you`re a vampire now Ville. You`re a beautiful creature and you need to show it off! Just trust me on this! I know how to dress people! And, when it comes to underwear… How would you make it fit under those pants?” He laughed, winking at me. “By the way, Vengeance will be here soon! He had some ideas about your hair!”
“What`s wrong with my hair?” I ask, sitting on the edge of my bed while he lined my eyes with charcoal, making them stand out even more than before. Looking at myself in the mirror across the room, I can see my eyes looking even more like a felines than normal.
“Nothing`s really wrong with your hair, V just had some ideas for it” He smiles, concentrating on my left eye. “Now, stay still! I don’t want to poke your eyes out with this thing!”
Gentle knocking on the door could be heard, and V nudged it open with his foot, hands full of stuff I`ve never seen before.
“I brought my scissors” He said, a sweet and far from innocent smile graced his lips as he looked at my hair. “It`s time to tame that beast!” He laughed, twirling his scissors around his finger. He looked amazing by the way! Apparently Syn had given him the same makeover with the charcoal but added red around his eyes to make them even bigger too! I might have to ask him for something similar some night! His hair was looking similar to the Revs, although more controlled. Less crazy to be honest! His bangs were hanging into his face, covering some of his right eye, but you could still see the glowing green underneath.
I pulled at my hair, not really feeling like getting it cut. It was getting kind of long to be honest, the black curls reaching down way past my shoulders. One of the few traits I inherited from my mother. But looking into V’s eager eyes, I think I’ll just have to go along with it.
“Okey V, go ahead! I’m all done” Syn finally says and steps away, sitting down on my bed.
V’s smile grew even bigger, his fangs on full display as he twirls me around in the chair and starts cutting. I cant help but feel a bit scared as I feel the first locks of hair being cut. But I trust him, and everyone else look absolutely gorgeous so.
About 30 minutes later he ruffles my hair and look at me with a twinkle in his eyes.
“Go have a look in the mirror” he says, smirking, looking real smug and satisfied with himself. Syn looking like his eyes are going to fall out.
“I’m nervous guys! I haven’t had my hair cut in years! Not since mother was still alive.”
Walking over, trying to stay calm. I peek up slowly at the mirror and gasp! It’s so different! It’s a lot shorter, but still not too short. Reaching about the middle of my neck and curling around my face. I can barely recognize myself in the mirror, the clothes, the hair and makeup. I can actually see what Harms meant when he called me beautiful!
Smiling from ear to ear, I throw myself at the guys enveloping them in a tight hug.
“thankyouthankyouthankyou! It’s perfect!” I cry out, they hug back and smiles.
“well, time to get going!” Syn says, pulling V and myself off the bed. “We need to be in the great hall before the Elder shows up. The others are probably there already!”
I can feel my stomach drop, thinking about it. I haven’t been a vampire for more than a couple of nights, even though I’ve bonded with the guys it still makes me uncomfortable thinking about meeting more! Well, hopefully they wont be looking at me, a guy can hope right?
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Walking down the dark hallways with Syn and V, it seemed like the shadows were alive. Crawling along the walls and floors, nipping at my heels and breathing down my neck. I shuddered, and probably looked real uncomfortable. And they must have noticed, both of them looking at me now.
“you’ll get used to it Ville” V said quietly, Syn joining in with a nod.
“We are not the only ones Harms have saved, what you see and feel is the lost souls that used to roam the villages around the castle. Harms brought them all here so they would have a home and not bother the humans. A lost soul can be dangerous if not contained and cared for, and you are new here. They’re just trying to get to know you, and they’ll soon leave you alone.” V said smiling softly at me.
“Gee felt them as soon as he woke up, they took a liking to him straight away. They could probably feel his soul crying out for love just like us, they’ve been watching over him as he slept. We could even hear him singing to them this morning when he woke up! “ Syn spoke softly, his ever present smirk now switched with a soft smile.

“So how did he take the change when he woke up?” I ask, wonder present in my voice, I cared deeply for the poor boy. I was the one who brought him here after all, and I would actually consider him my baby brother now.
“he took it as calmly as you did, no panic, no regrets.” Syn said, his eyes gleaming in the torch light.
“we’ll meet him down in the hall with the others, the Rev and Shadows’s watching over him. You’ll probably get shocked when you see him though, me and Syn gave him a makeover as soon as he woke up!” He laughed, joy radiating from his eyes.
“well that sounds interesting!” I laugh. “I hope you didn’t scare him like you did with me the first night!
“Nah, like we said, he took it all calmly and collected. The kid’s so used to getting hurt, I don’t think anything could really shock him!” V giggled.
Coming to a halt, we stood before the entrance to the great hall, everyone inside chatting happily together. I could hear the Rev laughing as always, I guess I’m the only one being nervous.
Walking in, I can see the hall where I was turned. No blood evident of what had happened here just a night ago. I guess someone cleaned it up during the day. The floors are shiny and every torch around the room is lit, the candelabra hanging from the sealing lit with at least 30 wax candles, casting soft yellow light around the room.
It’s almost breathtaking, I’ve never really seen how rich people live, and I pity my father still stuck on our farm. Looking over at the guys, all sitting or laying around the throne, just relaxing. I guess I can let my nerves go, no one looks afraid. Smiling I walk over to them, I can feel them all staring. It feels weird, but I cant help but enjoy it. Being the social outcast in my village, I quite enjoy it actually!
“Guys, stop drooling” Harms barks out, laughing. “You look good Ville! I knew V and Syn were up to the task!” Smiling proud down at me, I bow my head silently thanking him.
“No need for that Ville, we’re family here! All I want, is what’s best for my children!” His eyes softening, looking lovingly at us all. My eyes start searching through my new family, spotting a glimpse of bright red hiding behind Shadows back. Winking at me, he steps aside with a wide dimpled smile stretched across his face. Nudging the tiny creature forward in my direction.
I cant help but let out a tiny gasp! He looks absolutely stunning! Bright red hair, black lining his hazel eyes. His clothes no longer rags, but a black silk shirt and slim fitting pants with a blood red scarf around his neck. He looks nothing like the broken kid we found among the filth in the village!
“Hi Ville” He whispers, a smile grazing his face flashing his new fangs.
“Hi sweetheart! You look a lot better!” I smile back, I cant help but feel proud.
“Thank you! It’s still a bit overwhelming though” He speaks softly. “I’m not used to wearing clothes like these” He giggles
“you, me and everyone” The Rev barks out, dropping from the sealing and down beside him, ruffling his now blood red hair. Him, dressed in all black. His antics ever present as he leaps up, grabbing the chandelier swinging around hooting and cackling like the maniac we all love.
The doors to the great hall suddenly open with a big bang! Black fog seeping through as if something was burning. The Rev dropping down, taking his place by Harms throne, suddenly looking serious, almost sane like the rest of us.
I can feel my heart jumping in my chest, the smell of sulfur assaulting my nose as the black fog seeps against the throne. Five men, all clad in black walking slowly towards us. They look no older than Harms, still in their prime I think. Sinister smiles grazing their features and eyes gleaming as the light hits them. The two walking in front would stand out in any crowd, one wearing dark shades with hair as black as night flowing past his shoulder, the other with eyes resembling a blue eyed wolf. Hair who fell down in thick strands in his face and looking struck by lightening at the back. Sticking up all over the place. The last three following behind still hiding in the black fog, features blurry for no one to see.
“I can see your coven has grown since last time Harms, ever the collector of beauty it seems” Wolf eyes grins, his heavy accent hitting every syllable. I cant help but look down as his eyes scan the room, finally settling on me and Gee, his grin grows even wider. Flashing fangs as white as snow.
“It sure has Jussi, You know I have a weakness for true beauty. Every soul in this room called out for love and acceptance, how could I ignore something like that?” Harms smiles softly down at all of us, his eyes shining with pride.
“But are they all here willingly?” Shades ask softly, his expression still blank. “You know why we are here Harms, two souls going through the change in two nights are unusual even for your coven.”
“My old friend, Jyrki, look at them. How could I not do it? Our beautiful Ville have the blood of the fallen, he would never lead a happy life among the living. Gee, my sweet Gee, the circumstances wouldn’t have it any other way. My children were out hunting with Ville for the first time, they found him in poor conditions in the village. His family not wanting him, crying, with a soul screaming out for help. Ville brought him back here so we could keep him safe. And for the part of them being here willingly, I would never force the change on anyone Jyrki, you know how I was turned.” A sad smile now grazing his beautiful features, I could even see the pain in his eyes.
Scanning the room, Jussi seemed to be challenging us to speak up against Harms words. We all just smiled at him, The Rev grinning like a maniac as always. “Well, since it seems like you are all happy here, we have no objections!” He smiles. “Now lets get this party started shall we?” He leaps up and throws an arm around Harms, smacking his back the way old friends do. Jyrki walking slowly past us, a crooked smile playing when he suddenly stops. His nostrils vibrating, his smile turning into a face splitting grin. “You said you needed help figuring out what seemed off with your youngest Harms, I’m confused you haven’t figured it out yet!” He steps up to my face, grabbing Gee from behind my back. Yelping in surprise and shivering as a leaf, little Gee looks down at the ground. I cant help but feeling protective and pull him closer to me, wrapping my arm around his waist. Reaching out and cupping Gees face in his hands, he studies his features closely. “Slim but tall, his soul screaming out for love. Hazel eyes with specks of green, probably took the turn like he was born to it. And let me guess, the lost souls you shelter flocks to him to keep him safe…” Jyrki strokes Gees cheek, and smiles at him. “You’re a special one kid!” He turns to Harms, Harms looking confused for once.
“Then will you tell me Jyrki?”
“Have you never met one of them before Harms? If you haven’t, I can understand why you don’t know. Lets just put it this way, you’ll all have your hands full with this one! Part fallen, now vampire, and part incubus!” Jyrki laughed! Every head in the room turning to look at Gee. Wide eyes, mouths hanging open in shock all around us.
“Well guys, you better be careful around this one, in a few years he’ll be irresistible to anyone and anything with a soul!” Jussi laughed. “But now, lets get this party started!”
“Always with the partying Jussi” Harms snickered. “What an elder you are! You’re supposed to be feared and respected, but all you care about is having fun!”
“Well, when you’re as old as me, you’ll treat every day like it’s your last Harms” Jussi countered, his face splitting grin only growing wider.
“well, lets get started then, shall we?” Harms getting up from his throne, stretching his arms above his head. “Rev, get that crazy ass of yours behind your drums! It’s time to let the crazy out! Lets all have some fun!”
“I think the our little Incubus over there should start, don’t you all?” Shadows snickered, hid grin putting those sweet dimples of his on display. Every eye in the room turning to Gee, I guess it’s time to see what lives in the kid. “But I don’t know what to do” He whispers shyly, a touch of pink painting his cheeks. “You just go for it sweetheart! As soon as Rev starts the rhythm, you’ll know what to do!” I smile winking at him. “ummmm… Okey” he whispers back, looking up at the Rev at the drums nodding his head.
A slow simple beat is heard, Syn placing himself at the grand piano joining in. keeping the melody simple and a bit upbeat, but nothing to fast. Gee simply smiles, flashing his fangs at me and giggles a bit. Looking more sure of himself as he walks up and leans against the piano. Resting his elbows casually on it and throwing his head back, flipping his hair away from his face. He suddenly start singing.
“Well they encourage your complete cooperation
Send you roses when they think you need to smile
I can't control myself because I don't know how,
And they love me for it honestly, I'll be here for a while

So give them blood, blood, gallons of the stuff
Give them all that they can drink and it will never be enough
So give them blood, blood, blood
Grab a glass because there's going to be a flood

A celebrated man amongst the gurneys
They can fix me proper with a bit of luck
The doctors and the nurses they adore me so,
But it's really quite alarming cause I'm such an awful fuck (oh thank you)

I gave you blood, blood, gallons of the stuff,
I gave you all that you can drink and it has never been enough
I gave you blood, blood, blood,
I'm the kind of human wreckage that you love

Every jaw in the room almost hitting the floor as the music stops, Gee looks up at us shyly.
“Was it that bad?” He asks quietly as he walks away from the piano, but not getting far as The Rev tackles him to the floor, Syn joining them on the floor in seconds.
“That was fuckin brilliant Gee!” The Rev barks out, his cackling laughter making us all join in. “We knew you could do it kiddo!” Shadows shouts, throwing his fist in the air showing Gee one of his ice melting grins. I glance over to the throne and I cant help but giggle! Harms is sitting on his throne, clapping and grinning like a maniac. Jussi lying on the floor clutching his stomach with tears running from laughing to hard, and Jyrki trying to get him to stand up while shaking from laughter himself. Even the ones still covered in black fog seemed to be enjoying the show, the black fog vibrating in the air.
As things starts to calm down again and the guys are getting off the floor I walk over to Gee and gives him a bone crushing hug. “You did good sweetheart! I’m proud of you!”
His eyes light up with joy as he looks around, I can feel all the love radiating from everyone in there. The feeling of finally belonging somewhere is amazing, and I can see Gee sharing my thoughts! His nerves now gone, a serene smile on his face. Yeah, I can’t thank Harms enough for keeping us both
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After hours of singing, acting crazy and just having a good time it was apparently time to feed. I could feel myself getting sluggish and I had to let out a yawn. My jaw crackling so loud Gee jumped in surprise. I let out a giggle as I could hear his stomach growl loudly from hunger. Harms got up from his throne and beckoned us all to take a seat at the table at the end of the hall. Decked out with foods I would never ever dream of tasting and goblets filled with fresh blood, enough to satisfy us all for the night. Looking over at Gee, I could see his hunger for blood, hazel eyes turning red as he smelled the fresh blood in front of him. Harms nodding for us all to begin sent us all in a frenzy, arms shooting out for the goblets so fast you could barely see it! We must look like starved animals the way we all devoured the blood! I could feel my stomach settling down after a couple of mouthfuls, and the lust for more was screaming at the back of my mind. My senses getting stronger at every taste, then settling in a strange sedated calm. The blood taming the urges of the beast I have become.
Finally calm enough to concentrate, I look around at my new family around the table. I can’t believe how lucky I am! But what a mess they’re making! I cant help but laugh! V eats like a toddler, blood dripping down his chin, painting his lips red. Syn just smirking at him before he leans down and licks it away before it ends up on V’s shirt. A faint blush painting his cheeks pink as he giggles. I guess Syn got a thing for V, or maybe he just doesn’t like wasting blood. Who knows! Looking over at Shadows I almost burst out laughing! The guy’s trying to lick the goblet clean on of blood, probably not reaching all the way to the bottom if I am to judge from the pouting and crossed arms in defeat! By his side, the Rev just winks at me and shows his wrist in Shadows face while he keeps sipping at his own goblet. Shadows smiles at him fondly and grabs it, sinking his fangs into the pale flesh. The Rev throwing is head back with a hiss before settling down with his goblet again. Eyes closed as if he enjoys it. I look over at Harms, confusion probably showing in my eyes. He just smiles at me nodding his head against the two. “Soulmates Ville, we all have them, but it’s not easy to find them. We can live of each others blood if we must, or just to satisfy the thirst when the beast wont quiet down.” He explains, but I can sense sadness in his voice. “you used to have one, didn’t you Harms?” I ask carefully, not wanting to cause anymore pain. His eyes meeting mine, I can feel his sorrow hitting me like wave. I can even smell it! Like the smell of the sea, or maybe tears? “Yes Ville, I did. A long time ago, he was my reason to live. My everything, but I lost him while we tried fleeing from a vampire hunter. I can still hear his screams as the silver arrow pierced his heart. He’s the reason why I brought you all here, why I care for you and keep you safe. You kids are my reason to keep on living.” He finishes, his pain still evident in his voice, but pride and love shining in his eyes.
I smile at him carefully, standing up and walk towards him, pulling a now satisfied and full Gee with me. I feel like crying, loosing the ones you love is a pain I know too well. I can see Gee having the same idea as me, we both crawl up in Harms lap. Hugging him tight. His arms wrapped around us and his face buried in our shoulders I can feel his tears soaking through the fabric. Just a few seconds later I can feel a wall of warmth enveloping us. Everyone pulling in close, I feel like I am drowning in love. One big embrace, no one breathing and not one single heart beating. And still the feeling was overwhelming. I pull back a little to see his face, he looks happy. Even with bloody tears still twinkling like ruby’s in his eyes. “thank you” He whispers as we all pull away, getting back to our seats. I can see Jussi and Jyrki looking at us all, they seem happy. I guess all their fears for us being turned are gone. But I cant really smile back, my heart still aches for Harms. As I sit at the table looking down in my lap, I can feel my tears dripping down on my hands. Painting my white skin red. A melody starts playing in my mind and I can’t help but hum along. The eyes of Syn and V shooting in my direction, waving hands all over the please. Gesturing for people to make a move. I can see them listening to tune I’m humming and I can hear The Rev starting a rhythm behind me. Syn and V walks over to what I have learned are something called guitars and Shadows have placed himself at the piano… soft notes mixing in with my humming, I can feel the words coming like that first night. And just like then, I just start singing.

I love your skin oh so white
I love your touch cold as ice
And I love every single tear you cry
I just love the way you're losing your life

Ohohohohoh my Baby, how beautiful you are
Ohohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apart
You're gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you are
So gone with the sin my Darling

I adore the despair in your eyes
I worship your lips once red as wine
I crave for your scent sending shivers down my spine
I just love the way you're running out of life

Ohohohohoh my Baby, how beautiful you are
Ohohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apart
You're gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you are
So gone with the sin my Darling

The room turns silent, not even a breath out of habit to be heard. I can feel them all looking at me, and I tear my eyes away from the floor. Almost everyone is crying! Harms sitting on his knees on the floor right by my side, blood red tears running freely down his pale face, his mouth agape in what seems to be wonder. Jyrki and Jussi behind him, each with a hand on his shoulders with shocked expressions. Syn and V standing behind Gee at my other side, the tree of them smiling. “we warned you Harms, Ville got the voice of a siren!” Syn giggles “He made the whole tavern cry when we took him hunting, you should have seen it! He could have had them all eating out of his palm if he didn’t stop to hunt down Gee!” Gee just smiled, nodding his head. “Not just that” V chimed in. “If he asked them, they would probably slit their own jugulars to please him! His voice puts people in something resembling a spell!”
“No doubt about that” Shadows chuckles from the other side of the table, with The Rev curled up in his lap. He looked like he was sleeping, if it wasn’t for the red streaks down his face I would say he was out cold! “If your voice can put this crazy beast out, you could probably knock out the whole village if you wanted to! I cant even get him to move, he seems paralyzed!”
“ummmm. Guys? Seems like it’s not just The Rev” Jussi laughed, pointing over to the corner where the foggy ones used to be. “They’re all asleep on the floor in a heap! Thank you kid! They needed that!” winking at me before walking back to check on them.
“Harms? Are you okey?” Gee almost whispered. His eyes filled with worry for the older vampire still sitting on the floor.
“I will be, don’t worry over me child! As long as I have everyone of you, I’ll be fine!” He answered, smiling through his tears. “Thank you Ville, you just mended a piece of my dead heart!” Smiling at me, he got up from his spot on the floor. “I think we might consider this night over children, the sun starts creeping over the mountains soon. Lets call it a day and get some rest.”
I could feel a yawn coming as I nodded in response with the others. This sure have been a long night.
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