Blind Faith

BY : tia_unknowlover
Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Dong Bang Shin Ki
Dragon prints: 602
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction I do not know the members of DBSK/TVXQ and made no money for the writing of this fic!!



Chapter One

He woke up in a cold sweat again; this was the third time in as many days. He knew the reason why the nightmares had started again, the new nurse and housekeepers were due to be here in the morning. He had tried to resist but his brother and best friends had out voted him again. He wasn’t pleased that now he had to get accustomed to having three strangers in the house instead of just one.

There was a knock at his door, “Come in,” he called out.

“Hey, is everything okay, I heard you cry out?” His younger brother asked as he poked his head into the room.

“Yeah, just another nightmare,” Yunho answered.

“What’s started them back?” Max asked with concern.

“I don’t know, I guess being anxious over the new nurse and housekeepers,” he replied. ”Have you met them yet?”

“Of course I have, they wouldn’t be coming if I hadn’t,” Max answered his older brother. “They’re perfect, I know that you’ll be well taken care of and get along with them just fine.”

“As long as you think so,” Yunho answered his little brother. “At least it’ll only be until the surgery that is if it’s not a total failure.”

“I don’t know why you won’t just let me stay with you,” Max said.

“Because you have to finish school,” Yunho told him.

“But I could take my classes on line,” Max argued.

“It would take too long and I need you ready to take control of the company, should the surgery be a failure,” Yunho told his brother.

“Don’t talk like that, you have to keep hope,” Max replied.

“Sorry, but all of my hopes died in the same car crash that took my sight 10 months ago,” Yunho told him as a single tear slid down his cheek.

Max laid his hand on his brother shoulder and squeezed, “I love you bro,” he said, “try to get some sleep.”

“Thank you, I will,” and with that Yunho laid back in the bed knowing that he probably wouldn’t sleep the rest of the night. He wondered what they would all say if they ever found out what he was hiding from them about the night of the accident.


Kara was more than a little nervous she had spent a couple of hours the day before with the doctor of her new patient. He was also one of his best friends. They had gone over the treatments and the upcoming surgery, so that she was very prepared for her job and what was expected of her.

Her new charge had been blind for 10 months from a car crash in which he had lost his wife and unborn child. He was scheduled for surgery in three months the doctor had wanted to give him time to completely heal from the injuries before attempting the new surgical procedure that would hopefully restore his sight. He had been described as a good person but also added that he seemed to be stuck in the anger stage of grieving, he could be a handful.

She was ready for the challenge, but was also worried; the grieving process was something that she had personally experienced having recently lost her mother. She had never experienced the type of loss that he had and was unsure of how she could help him with that then again her job was his physical well being.

The girls had been chattering excitedly about their new jobs Kara was lost in her thoughts until they pulled up into the drive of their temporary home. It was not quite a mansion but certainly bigger than any house they had ever lived in before.

The grounds were professionally landscaped the house was a two story brick with shuttered windows, a pool in the back with a dock on the lake behind the house. She smiled it was beautiful at least on the outside, she felt a chill when she thought of what awaited them inside the beautifully manicured home.


They were greeted at the door by the younger brother; he bowed in greeting and invited them in, “Everyone’s in the den waiting for you.”

“’Everyone’?” she asked apprehension in her voice.

“Yes, we thought that it might be a good idea to meet Yunho’s other two best friends who are taking care of the company in his absence, just so that you will be familiar with them. There is nothing to worry about they are great friends, maybe a little over protective at times, but I feel sure that you will all get along just fine.” Max said matter-of-factly.

“Okay, it’s just a lot to take in, but we’ll be fine.” She turned to look at the girls who were both smiling and nodding their agreement.

As they entered the den Dr. Park and two other men stood and bowed as they were all introduced to each other. “Miss Kara, Miss Cate, and Miss Serra I’d like to introduce Kim Jaejoong, Kim Junsu, and of course you know Dr. Park, more affectionately known as Micky.” Max said smiling they all bowed to each other then upon hearing his brother enter the room and clear his throat he spoke again. “This is my brother Jung Yunho. Yunho-hyung this is…” before he could finish his brother cut him off.

“I heard you, it is nice to meet you,” and he bowed in their general direction.

“It’s a pleasure to meet you also,” Kara said as did the girls.

“Please make yourselves comfortable, we’ll just take a few minutes to get to know each other better,” Max said.

“Thank you,” they all said as they took seats.

“So Miss Kara, how long have you been a nurse?” Jaejoong asked.

“Twelve years,” she answered.

“You have wonderful references your past employers have all been pleased and impressed with your capabilities, that’s quite remarkable.”  Junsu added.

“Thank you, I try to do what is best for my patients,” Kara replied.

“Miss Kara you have to forgive my friends they are a bit over protective at times,” Yunho interrupted.

“It’s fine, I glad to know that you have friends that care enough to make sure that you are taken care of,” she said smiling at the three friends, they returned the smile and seemed to be satisfied in the choice of a caregiver.

“Miss Cate and Miss Serra, I believe that your positions are for cooking and cleaning?” Yunho asked.

“Yes sir,” they both answered.

“As long as I can eat what you cook and you don’t rearrange the furniture we will get along just fine. Max will you show them the kitchen and then take them upstairs and show them their rooms. If there is anything that you need just let me know and we will have it sent over at once.” Yunho told them.

“Thank you,” they said and followed Max towards the kitchen.

“Miss Kara, there are a few things that we should come to an understanding about. I don’t mean to sound rude or unappreciative of what my friends are trying to do….” He started.

“Yunho-hyung, don’t….” Micky started to say, Yunho lifted his hand for the doctor to be quiet.

“I merely want her to know that I don’t need her to try and fix me. She is here merely to help physically prepare for the surgery and to keep me from….” Yunho was saying when he was again interrupted, this time by Kara.

“I know what my job entails, and as far as I can see there is nothing to fix and even if there is I am not qualified to do so. I intend to do the job for which I was hired and nothing more, which is to keep you well and get you ready for surgery.” She said slightly perturbed at the fact that he talked as though she was not even in the room. “Now if someone could show me to my room I would like to unpack and maybe get acquainted with the house before supper. That is unless you don’t want me to stay and if that is the case please tell me now.”

“No, I would like for you to stay, I just wanted to be sure that we have an understanding about boundaries and what is and is not expected of you.” Yunho replied. “I am not completely helpless!”

“Good because I’m a care giver, not a babysitter. Now then if that is all, my room?” she asked.

Micky tried to conceal the grin on his face at their ‘confrontation’, “I’ll be glad to show you if you’ll follow me.” He said.

Jaejoong and Junsu were trying hard to silence the chuckles that threatened to surface. “Well it looks like she can take care of herself and maybe even handle you Yunho,” Jaejoong said when he was sure that she was out of earshot.

“She’s not going to be a pushover that’s for sure,” Junsu added. Yunho just had an agitated look on his face.


Chapter Two

After she had gotten settled in her room she went to the kitchen to check on the girls and supper. They had everything under control so she told them she was going to take a walk in the gardens. She was walking around taking in the sights and smells of the flowers when she heard someone walk up behind her. She was surprised to see Dr. Park walking towards her she was ashamed of her behavior earlier.

“I’m glad you’re here, I want to apologize for my rude behavior earlier. It’s just that I worked hard to get through school trying to raise two little ones and then everything that we went through to get to Korea, I tend to get defensive.”  She was embarrassed, “Dr. Park if you think that you have made a wrong decision please don’t be afraid to tell me and I’ll make other arrangements.”

“First, don’t call me Dr. Park, my friends call me Micky. And I think that you are the perfect choice for the job at hand, Yunho really needs someone with a firm hand that won’t take what he dishes out. We’ve all given into him since the accident and I’m afraid he has become quite spoiled.” Micky chuckled at the memory from earlier. “The look on his face when you told him what you did was absolutely priceless.”

She laughed, “It’s really not funny, but then again it is.”

“Your daughters were looking for you they said that dinner is ready,” he offered her his arm, she curtseyed and they both laughed as she slipped her hand through the crook of his arm and they headed back inside.


Max was watching them  from the window he turned to Yunho who was sitting next to the fireplace, “Seems that she and Micky have hit it off, they are in the gardens headed back into the house arm in arm,” Max said.

“Her private affairs are of no concern to me, as long as she does her job properly then we’ll get along,” Yunho replied.

“Yunho, could you please try to be a little nicer? They are good people and she comes highly recommended….” Max was trying to make his brother understand.

“I know… I Know I’ve already heard all of this a thousand times. I promise to try harder if that makes you feel any better.” Yunho told his little brother with a smirk.

“Yeah, we’ll see. Anyway dinner is ready would you like me to help you to the table?” Max asked and instantly knew that it was a mistake.

“No I do not need your help getting to the table, that’s all I need is for her to see that,” Yunho snapped.

“Okay, sorry!!” Max said as he turned around to walk away.

“Max, I’m sorry I didn’t mean to snap at you. I’m just feeling…. tense, I’ll get over it,” Yunho said.

“It’s alright I really understand more than you think that I do,” Max answered.

Yunho stood from his chair and counting the steps off to him self headed to the dining room behind his brother.


“That was the best meal that I’ve had in quite a while,” Micky said. The others agreed and thanked the girls.

“I enjoyed it also, if you keep cooking like that I may have to keep you here permanently,” Yunho said.

Max laughed, “That’s the first compliment that he’s given anyone since….I really don’t remember, thank you it was a delicious meal. I’ll have to visit more often from school to enjoy the food.”

Jaejoong watched Cate and smiled at her, she shyly returned his smile, “It was delicious, and I may also have to visit more often for the food and the company.”

“If I may ask where did you learn to cook?” Junsu asked, wanting to learn as much as possible about the new employees. He wanted them to all be friends and he thought that the more they knew about each other the better.

“From our mother who else!” Serra answered smiling at Kara.

“Ah, so you cook as well?” Yunho asked, “That could be useful information to be remembered.”

“Yeah, I cook, I clean, and I have been known to take a bath once in a while. I am just full of surprises!!” she said with sarcasm.

Everybody started laughing, including Yunho she noticed how handsome he could be when he smiled. She mentally slapped herself, watch yourself he’s a spoilt, rich, arrogant bastard and you don’t need that.

“Is dinner always so formal?” she asked.

“No, tonight was a welcome dinner for you,” Max answered.

“Thank you, but it wasn’t necessary,” she smiled at Max. “I am after all just another employee. Now if you will excuse me I’ll see if the girls need any help in the kitchen and then I am going to bed. What time do you get up in the morning?” she asked Yunho.

“I usually get up between 7:30 and 8, but as I told you…” he tried to answer but was interrupted.

“I remember ‘you are not helpless’, but I thought that the girls might need to know so that they will know when to have your breakfast ready.” She said.

“Of course,” Yunho said with a grimace. “You don’t like me much do you?” he asked.

“I don’t know you well enough to make that judgment but I can assure you that I have worked with patients that were much more difficult than you have been so far. I think that we will be able to find some common ground and at least tolerate each other for three months, don’t you?”

“I guess that we will find out, if nothing else it should be interesting,” he smiled at her.

She raised her eyebrows while the others stifled their laughter. “It was a pleasure to meet you all, Dr. Park I will talk to you soon. Good night.” She told them as she headed towards the kitchen.

“She has quite the mouth and an attitude to match,” Yunho said wryly.

“Yunho please, you haven’t even given her a chance. You’ve been trying to pick a fight with her since she got here.” Max said exasperation in his voice.

“I like her she has a great personality and a sense of humor, God knows she’s gonna need that,” Junsu added.

“Okay, if it will make you all feel better I will apologize to her for my behavior okay?” Yunho told them.

“Well if you’d prefer we can all take turns staying with you,” Jaejoong told him.

“NO, I would never have any peace!” Yunho was quick to reply.

They all laughed at the look of horror on his face. They continued to talk and laugh these were the times that Yunho enjoyed best when he was surrounded by his friends.


Chapter Three

She had helped the girls finish in the kitchen and then followed them up the back stairs to their rooms they had already decided to stay together in one room. After a short visit she left and made her way down to the other end of the hall to her room.

It was a large room with a queen sized bed and a sitting area around the fire place; she had already fallen in love with the chaise lounge and had decided to read for a while before going to bed. After changing into her pajamas and a robe she stretched out on the chaise with her book.

She must have fallen asleep the next thing that she heard was Yunho crying out, and then she heard Max when he entered the room where his brother was. She realized that the intercom was on and she was hearing everything that was going on across the hall.

She stepped out into the hall when she heard Max leaving his brother’s room, “Is there anything that I can do?” she asked with concern.

Max walked towards her, she could see the unshed tears in his eyes, “Promise that you will take care of him, he is the only family that I have left.”

“I promise to do everything that I can or should I say everything that he will allow me to do to take very good care of him.” She went to Max and wrapped her arms around him and held him while he cried. She leaned back and looked at him, “Feel better?”

“Much, please forgive my weakness,” Max said embarrassed that he had displayed such emotion to someone that he barely knew.

“For what, loving your brother?” She laid her hand on the side of his face, “Get some rest, I’ll listen out for him, I promise.”

Max turned and started towards his room he stopped and looked back at her, “I was right about you, you will be good for him you have firm but gentle hands and a loving heart thank you.”

She stood in the hallway for a few minutes and listened all seemed to be quiet so she went back to her room. She was unaware that Yunho had heard the entire exchange between her and his brother. It made an impression on him, now he would have to rethink his decision about how he felt about her presence.


She was already up and downstairs when he made his way to the smaller dining room off the kitchen for breakfast. “Good morning,” she said brightly. “Would you like some coffee?”

“Yes, and Miss Kara I would like to apologize for my behavior yesterday. I was rude and acted like a spoiled child please forgive me?” Yunho asked sincerely.

“There is nothing to forgive, I was also rude I’m sorry.” She replied.

“Let’s start over,” he reached out his hand she took it was like an electrical charge on contact they both were silent for a moment. “I am Jung Yunho, it is a pleasure to meet you.” He said.

“I’m Kara it’s nice to meet you also,” she told him, someone cleared their throat they hadn’t noticed that they were still hand in hand she pulled hers back.

Max came into the dining room, “Good morning, are we playing nice this morning?” he asked with a smirk.

“Good morning would you like some coffee?” she asked him with a smile.

“Yes but I can get it,” he answered.

“I don’t mind I was about to get Yunho-sshi some.” She told him.

“Please just Yunho,” he said.

“Only if you call me Kara, no Miss, okay?” she asked.

“Okay Kara, thank you,” he answered with a smile.


Max had left for school that same afternoon. He was still having the nightmares though not as bad most times he was able to settle down and go back to sleep.  After a few days they all settled into a routine he noticed that late every afternoon she seemed to disappear for a couple of hours, he decided to ask her where she went.

“Kara, I’ve noticed that you seem to leave every afternoon may I ask where it is that you go?” he questioned her.

“I don’t mind, actually I go to my room and take a nap,” she answered. “If it bothers you I don’t have to go….” She started.

“No, its fine is there something wrong with your room? Are you not sleeping well at night?” he asked with genuine concern.

“It’s not that,” she was embarrassed he could hear it in her voice. “I just want to make sure that should you need me during the night I will hear you.”

“Oh,” he answered understanding what she was trying to say. “Thank you.”

“You don’t have to thank me, I don’t mind.” She answered. “It’s a nice day would you like to take a walk in the gardens, I thought that I might it will start getting cooler soon and I want to get out as much as possible before then.” She commented.

“It’s been a while since I’ve been to the gardens I think that I would like to join you if it’s okay,” he replied.

“Would you mind if I hold on to your arm? I am not familiar enough with the garden to walk unaccompanied,” he asked embarrassment evident.

“Of course not,” she took his hand and placed it in the crook of her arm and headed outside.

They walked in the gardens she described the flowers to him with such detail that he could almost imagine their beauty, but he was concentrating on her voice and the feelings that he heard there he missed what she had just asked.

“I’m sorry, what were asking?” he was a little embarrassed to have to ask her to repeat what she had said.

“There’s a bench a short ways up, would you like to sit down? Maybe enjoy the sunshine for a while?” she asked again.

“That would be nice,” he answered. They sat in silence for a while he enjoyed feeling the sun’s warmth on his face.

“Cate and Serra would like to know if they would be allowed to use the pool, if not we would understand?” she asked.

“Of course they can, someone needs to they may also invite their friends if they like,” he told her.

“We’ve not had time to really get to know anybody except who we’ve been working for.” She answered.

“Then we need to change that, maybe we should have a cookout before the weather changes, would you like that?” he asked.

“That would be nice, but it’s not necessary,” she told him.

“Not everything in life has to be necessary Kara, let me do this, I would like to,” he said.

“Okay, then thank you,” she told him.

“Kara, may I ‘see’ you?” he asked, she understood what he meant and took his hands and placed them on either side of her face. His touch was as gentle as a feather he felt her full lips, her high cheekbones and the oblong shape of her face. “You are beautiful,” he said in a whisper.

She placed her hands over his, “Not really,” suddenly feeling uncomfortable at the closeness of his body to hers. “It’s close to time for supper, we should get back in.” She said as she stood and once again put his hand in the crook of her arm they headed back inside.


Chapter Four

The cookout was a success Jaejoong, Junsu, and Micky came, even Max managed to get a weekend away from school to come, he had invited some friends from school also. The girls enjoyed the attention that they received from everyone.

Jaejoong was quite taken with Cate and finally worked up the nerve to ask her out, she wasn’t sure what to say, what would she do about cooking for Yunho. Kara told her not to worry she would take care of it, so Cate accepted Jaejoong’s invitation. Serra had a crush on the handsome doctor but was too embarrassed to act on it for fear of rejection. It made Kara happy to see her children so accepted and happy.

Yunho came and sat down next to her, “Are you having a good time?” he asked. Jaejoong was in charge of the cooking today and the girls were supposed to be having a good time.

“Yes I am thank you. I don’t remember when I’ve seen the girls so happy,” she answered as she watched the girls laugh and carry on with the others.

“I am glad you’re here, you and your children have really brightened up this house since your arrival.” He told her.

“I’m glad to hear that, you were so opposed to us being here to start with, I was afraid that you would send us away,” she told him.

“I must be honest with you and tell you that I really didn’t want you here, but I am glad that things changed and you stayed. I have not felt this comfortable with anyone in a long time. Thank you.” He reached over and took her hand and held it tightly.

She squeezed his hand back, “Thank you, you have truly made us feel welcomed these past few weeks.” She said, “I will be sorry when we have to leave, you have made us feel like a true family.”

“I’m glad that you feel that way, maybe we can make arrangements and you won’t have to leave,” he told her.

“Yunho, I’m a nurse and I have to work in that capacity or I can’t stay in Korea, at least according to my work visa.” She told him.

“I can always sponsor you so that you can stay,” he told her.

“I can’t ask you to do that, it’s not fair,” she answered. “We’ll just enjoy the time that we have and then I’ll move on to the next position, but I do hope that we can remain friends?”

“Always,” he squeezed her hand and smiled.


That night he had the worst nightmare that he’d had since the first night she was there. She rushed to his room and found him on his knees next to his bed. “Kara, is that you? Please help me!!” he pleaded.

She went to him and helped him to stand. “What happened?” she asked.

“I suppose that I panicked at the realization that the surgery is getting closer and then you will be gone. I don’t want you to leave, I need you!!” he said.

“Oh, Yunho you don’t need me. You’re gonna be just fine, after the surgery you’ll be able to see and I won’t be necessary anymore.” She told him.

“Remember what I told you, not everything has to be necessary,” he said.

“Okay I’ll try to remember that, come on lay back down and try to go back to sleep.” She said.

“Will you stay with me?” he asked

“Sure, if it will make you feel better,” she said.

“Kara,” he said, “will you hold me? It’s been a long time since some one just held me.”

“Okay,” she answered not sure whether this was the right thing to do or not but she lay next to him and wrapped her arms around him. “Is that better?” she asked.

“Yeah,” he answered. “Kara?”

“Yeah,” she said.

“Thank you,” he told her laying his head on her shoulder. His breathing became even and she knew that he had gone to sleep. She lay next to him, how was she ever going to leave him knowing how she felt about him. She was sure that he didn’t have the same feelings for her, she was his nurse and his attachment to her was normal. She fell into a fitful sleep dreams of her life without him were terrifying.


Chapter Five

When she woke up the next morning she turned to see that he was awake and had his arms around her. “Yunho, are you okay?” she asked.

“Yeah I’m fine are you okay?” he asked.

“Yeah, are you ready to go down for breakfast?” she asked.

“No not just yet,” he answered then he leaned towards her and kissed her, she tried not to respond but couldn’t help it when she found herself kissing him back.

His hands were moving on her body and she moaned at the feeling. “Yunho, we can’t do this,” she tried to tell him, but her body told him different.

“Oh God, you feel so good, please let me make love to you!!” he pleaded.

“But….” She started then got lost in his kisses and touch. She was moving against him and felt his erection pressing against her she groaned. He was trying to remove her gown she helped him then she removed his shirt. The feeling of their bodies touching without clothes to separate them was like electricity. Their hands were roaming and touching each other and both of them were lost in a sea of ecstasy.

They removed their bottoms and he was kissing her lips, jaw, neck, and he moved to her breasts, she moaned at the feel of his mouth on her. She dug her nails into his shoulders and called his name he came back up to her and took her mouth, he brushed his tongue across her lips and she granted him access. Their tongues did a type of dance and she let him take over, “Oh Kara,” he said “I want you so bad,” he said.

“Then take me, I’m all yours,” she told him. He reached down and took her legs and wrapped them around him, her hands were on his shoulders her head back to give him better access to her neck as he plunged into her. He stopped and just enjoyed being inside of her, “Yunho, are you alright?” she asked when he remained still.

“It’s been so long you feel so damn good, are you okay?” he asked genuine concern in his voice.

“Yeah, I’m great but if you don’t soon move, I may loose my mind!!” she said.

He pulled back and plunged into her again, she screamed his name he continued to pump in and out she started to move with him he groaned her name, she pulled him down to her for a passionate kiss. She moaned causing him to move faster, “Oh Jesus…Yunho...I’m com………..” her back arched and she started to tremble, she called his name. With a few more thrusts he followed her, “Kara, I love you….” He said tears rolling down his face.

He collapsed on top of her, she kept her legs and her arms wrapped around him holding him as close as possible. “Oh God, Yunho what have we done??” she cried.

“I don’t know about you, but I just made love to the woman that I’ve fallen in love with,” he told her smiling he kissed her lips and rolled over pulling her with him.

She smiled, “You do know how much this complicates everything?” she asked kissing his chest and snuggling close.

“I don’t care, I’m in love with the one person that I know I can depend on, who has proven she is everything that I have ever wanted.” He said.

“Yunho?” she asked.

“Yeah,” he said.

“I love you too, I think that I have since the first time I saw you,” she answered.

“I can’t wait to see you,” he answered and kissed her forehead.

“I just hope that you won’t be disappointed.” She said.

“I won’t, it’s what inside that matters most, but I already know that you are beautiful on the outside also,” he told her smiling.


They tried to carry on as if nothing had happened, but each touch or brush of hands brought knowing smiles to each of their faces. They would talk in whispers and laugh at things that no one else seemed to see.

Micky was the first to notice, “Kara would you excuse us?” he asked on one of his weekly visits. When they were alone he turned to his best friend, “Yunho, what the hell are you doing?”

“What are you talking about?” Yunho asked curiously.

“You know damn well what I mean! Do you know how hard it’s going to be on her when your well and she has to leave?” he asked concern for them both evident in his voice.

“I don’t plan on letting her leave, I love her!” Yunho exclaimed.

“Oh shit,” was all that Micky could think of to say.

“What is it? I see…you wanted her for yourself!! Have you fucked her or just had dreams about it??!!?!” Yunho was out of his chair now hands clenched in fists by his side.

“Hell no, Yunho I’m not interested in her that way, I love Serra.” Micky confessed.

Yunho relaxed, “I’m sorry, the thought of her leaving is killing me. I don’t know how to ask her to stay, what if she refuses, I can’t lose her too!!” tears were threatening to fall as he looked towards his friend.

“Yunho, Serra has told me about some things that I think you should know her ex-husband has been stalking her, he even followed her here to Korea. That’s why I’m going to help her get the short term positions so that she doesn’t stay in one place for long.” Micky said. “They’ve been divorced since Serra was a baby and he’s been married 3 or 4 times since, but now he’s decided that he wants her back, he caught up with them a few months ago and beat the hell out of her while the girls were out one day.”

“Let him show up here, I’ll kill him if he lays a hand on her again!!” Yunho exclaimed.

“Yunho in your condition, how can you protect yourself, much less her and the girls?” Micky asked.

“There’s got to be something that I can do,” Yunho told him.

“There is, let her go for everybody’s protection just let her go,” Micky told him sadly.


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