Poisonous Obsession

BY : tia_unknowlover
Category: J-Rock/J-Pop & K-Pop > Dong Bang Shin Ki
Dragon prints: 582
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction, I do not know the members of DBSK, this is purely a work of fiction. I have received no money for this fic.

When Sasha walked through the door of their apartment, her face was red and still wet from her tears. Her sisters knew immediately that something was wrong. “Oh my God Sasha – what the hell happened to you?” Shelley asked noticing the blood on her arms. She sat down and began to tell them what had taken place tonight. They were upset that she had not called them to come and pick her up; they cleaned her cuts, applied some antibiotic cream and covered them with a light dressing. She even told them about Junsu losing his patience with her.

“You know that he would never hurt you or any of us,” Sienna told her “Now stop doubting his actions,” Sienna told her, being the youngest didn’t stop her from acting more like the Umma at times.

Shelley was the middle and she was the one that kept them grounded, although she could be just as silly as the others when the situation called for it. “Sasha, are you sure you’re okay?” she asked.

“Yeah, baby I’m fine. I’m going to go lie down for a while, if you need me call me okay.” She told them both as she headed for her bedroom.

She woke a few hours later and felt that someone was watching her; she sat up in the bed pulling the covers up tight against her. It was then that she saw Junsu sitting in the chair he had pulled up next to her bed, “Junsu,” she said surprised, “How long have you been here?” He didn’t answer her question; he just looked at her shaking his head in shame.

“l’m sorry Sasha, so sorry,” he said.

Her eyes filled with tears, “I’m sorry too, for running off like I did!”

“You have nothing to be sorry for, it’s me that should apologize. I didn’t mean to scare you, you know that I would never hurt you!” he told her as he sat on the side of the bed next to her.

He wrapped his arms around her, she lay her head on his shoulder, “You are the best friend that I’ve ever had, to lose you would be more than I could stand,” she told him crying into his shoulder.

“You will never lose me, you are a very large, very important part of my life, and I can’t imagine what it would be like to not have you in it!” he told her as he held her close and kissed her forehead.

“Thank you, I hate feeling so weak.” She cried. “I’m grown I should be able to take care of myself I think that I have come to depend on you too much, and that’s not fair to you,” she told him pulling back to look him in the eyes.

“Well then when I think that you are monopolizing too much of my time, I’ll let you know, but for now know that I will always be here for you and the girls,” He kissed her gently. “Now come on the others are here, they wanted to make sure that you were okay.”

She pushed back the covers and slid her long tanned legs and pedicured feet to floor “I think that you are lucky Junsu, I like your friends, they are…trustworthy, I guess. Besides I do need to thank them for their help,” she told him standing.

“They don’t expect thanks,” he said smiling as his beautiful brown eyes caressed the warm, soft curves of her supple body. She had on her black bra and matching underwear and he was grinning like the ‘Cheshire Cat’ and remembering her inner most warmth that he shared with her the night before.

“Don’t you go getting any naughty thoughts Xiah Junsu; I’ll deal with you later,” she quickly kissed him and pulled on some shorts and a t-shirt to take the temptation away….for now.


~~*~~

She noticed that Micky was staring slyly at Sienna and smiled to herself, she wanted her little sister to experience true love and passion for herself and she thought that Micky would be a perfect fit. Shelley on the other hand was completely entranced with Jaejoong, and as a typical young Korean male, he tried hard not to let her know that he was watching her also. She smiled, she felt that these two men could be great to her sisters, and would show them what she had always thought true love should be.

They drank coffee and Soju while they talked and laughed getting to know each other. For some odd reason she felt safe with these men, even though she didn’t know them well, she felt as though she had known them for a long time. If Junsu trusted them, then she should also. After all the Korean culture was not what they had experienced in the past with American idiots, Koreans are much more conservative and respectful, but then again get them in the bedroom and it was a different story.

She found out that Yunho was a detective with the police department; Jaejoong owned a respected dojo and taught martial arts. Micky was a businessman with a major development firm in Seoul. They mentioned another friend, Changmin that was normally with them, he was genius computer geek, but at present he was at some computer convention.

“I want to thank you for all that you have done, I don’t know why but I feel much safer and more comfortable with all of you around,” she told them. “It’s been a long time since I’ve felt this way about anyone except my sisters and Junsu of course.” She laid her head on Junsu’s shoulder as she said his name. “Now if you will excuse me, it’s late and I’m going to lie down, I’m exhausted.”

Junsu followed behind her and they went into her room. The others got up to leave. “It was nice to meet you all, I hope that you won’t be strangers and come to visit again… soon,” Sienna told them secretly focusing on Micky as she spoke.

“We will definitely be back,” Jaejoong said as he coyly smiled at Shelley.

“Thanks for your hospitality ladies, we will see you soon!!” Yunho added as they left.


~~*~~

Down the hallway Sasha had kept her promise to Junsu when she’d told him that she’d deal with him later. She was dealing with him alright several times in fact. She was moaning with ecstasy under his hot, soft, sweaty body. In the dimly lit room she could make out the gentlE lines and waves of his toned torso. There was something sexy about his smooth, hairless chest. She liked to kiss it and lightly lick across his nipples, it is just as sensual to a man as it is to a woman, they just won’t admit it. She arched her back and dug her nails into his firm round butt cheeks as his deep thrusts were becoming quicker and harder. She knew that once she caressed his tightened nuts he would lose it. “Damn Sasha, I’m com…..ngh!!!” he wasn’t able to finish the sentence as he felt the hot explosion take over and leave his lower body, filling her hot cavern with his load, she tightened around him milking every last drop.

“Oh Junsu we have the most amazing sex,” she moaned deeply, “Why can’t I just fall in love with you and die a happy woman?”

He was gently brushing her hair back out of her eyes, his own eyes tracing over every inch of her flushed face. “Because there is someone out there for you, you just haven’t found him yet,” he said smiling. “But in the meantime this is a fantastic way to relieve stress for both of us right?” With his eyes now half closed, he slowly pealed himself off of her warm body while pulling out of her, once freed he sighed, “I love you,” he said with a wink.

“Yeah, I love you too doofus.” She said trying to hide all the underlying emotions. She snuggled down next to him when he came back from the bathroom. “OH MY GOD, Junsu your feet are frikkin’ freezing, get them off of me!!” He saw this as a challenge and tried to put them between her thighs to warm them, after a smacking sound and a naughty Junsu snicker she soon fell asleep, safe and cozy.

But, Junsu lay awake for a long time, pondering over the various aspects of their strange relationship. Maybe I shouldn’t continue this ‘friends with benefits’ thing. Maybe I am keeping her from finding her true love? Maybe I am stopping myself from moving on? But from the outside view they seemed so close, so perfect for each other, so compatible in the bedroom; their sex together was hot and heavy. He knew that on some unconscious level she needed this from him, maybe to feel like she was desirable, beautiful, and wanted, but more importantly – safe! But he also knew that it should never be more than what it was, ‘friends with benefits’. He didn’t want to ruin a perfect, special relationship with the complications of anything more like marriage and children. Then of course you have to deal with the families and the issues of race. Sure it was good to have a best friend from another culture, but what they don’t say is that they don’t agree with mixed marriages. Family traditions can be difficult to battle against. So for now he lived in the moment and tried not to drive himself crazy with all this shit. He kissed her one more time, smiled and pulled her into him and closed his eyes.


~~*~~

She awoke slowly the next morning still wrapped in her lovers arms, “Junsu,” she called softly he opened his eyes, “Wake up sleepy head it’s morning.” She was saying as she sat up and loosened his hug. “Hey are you alright?” she asked.

He blearily opened his eyes. “Morning?” he said. He rubbed his eyes, focused and said to Sasha, “Hey babe, how are you feeling? How are you hands and arms doing?” He was genuinely concerned.

 “Their sore but nothing that I can’t handle,” she said smiling. “This is two mornings in a row that we’ve woken up together,” she said trying to change the subject.

“Yeah, it’s becoming quite the habit,” he laughed.

“I could probably get used to this,” she said smiling down at him. “Junsu, marry me?” she asked.

“No, because there’s someone out there for you that will love you like you should be loved, I promise,” he told her, “but until then you can always count on me to fulfill you every desire.”

“I don’t know that I’ll ever trust anyone as much as I trust you. We have a long history together and you have earned my trust Su. I always seem to have the worst luck with boyfriends,” she said trying hard not to cry again.

“Oh baby, you’ll find the one for you, you are too special not to have someone that will be yours!” he exclaimed.

“I’m glad that you have that kind of confidence in me, I wish that I did.” She told him leaning over him to kiss him and brushing her breast across his cheek. “How about you show me again just how much of a ‘special friend’ I am? I horny again Su and you are my cure fuck me now or I will die of withdrawal from your sexy body.” She leaned back on the bed and spread her legs, “See anything that interests you,” she said giving him the sad puppy face. He reached down and inserted two fingers up her wet and ready womanhood causing her to arch her back; he still cannot believe that this beautiful, hot, sexy woman wants him to fuck her again and again.

He needed no more encouragement, he flipped her over onto her stomach and lay over her, then he lifted her hips running his hands across her back and then down to her breasts, stopping there to play with her erect nipples. She likes that as her moans grow deeper and more wanting. He’s not quite inside her but just at the entrance, rubbing the head in her juices, rubbing her clit and feeling her body jerk with anticipation of encasing him. She tries to push herself onto his large erection as she begs for him to be inside her. Finally he can’t resist her wishes anymore he slowly pushes up inside her just an inch at a time. Damn it feels so fucking good. His orgasm is building up pressure like a volcano about to erupt. Groaning she pushes her hips back against him as he entered her she hollers with relief, he kisses her back and moves her long hair out of the way to suck her ear lobe. She’s writhing underneath him, “Oh god, Junsu there, that’s the spot hit it again baby, harder, harder!!!” she screams. “Shit girl you’re gonna make me come, are you close? I can’t hold it much longer you’re driving me crazy baby.” He feels her tighten all around him. She lets out this cry of ecstasy followed by softer growls. She’s throbbing on the inside. Junsu can’t take it and let his orgasm blow, filling her with his seed. He continues to thrust riding out his orgasm a little more cum being deposited inside her until he is spent, locked inside her, two entities engulfed in each other to the point of no return. They both stay still soaking up every last little tingle of pleasure until he gently backs out of her and drops face down on the bed. Done. Exhausted.

She had fallen into a deep sleep as he eased himself off of the bed to leave. He almost wished that he could fall in love with her, but she was too much of a friend to ruin their relationship that way. He loved her, but he knew that there was someone out there for them both and eventually they would find them. He kissed her forehead and left, sympathy for his best friend consuming his thoughts.


~~*~~

It had been several weeks since she’d first met the others; one of them was there every night that she worked. She’d grown accustomed to her ‘babysitters’, Junsu had been coming to her house less and less.

He’d become uncomfortable with their arrangement, he felt that she wouldn’t try to find someone else as long as he continued with that part of their relationship. She missed him but she understood, she loved him all the more for it.

Tonight was no different than any other the club was busy so much so that she didn’t even see them come in. The men who had been harassing her before decided to be brave and come back, when she noticed they were there she looked around for whichever one of the guys were supposed to be there.

Too late she realized that none of them were there, to make matters worse Junsu was not there either, he was at home sick. She panicked. She made her way to their table to take their orders, “What can I get you?” she asked trying not to meet their eyes.

“Anything that has you on the side, whore!” one of them said and the others burst out laughing.

She turned to walk away, when one of them reached out and grabbed her arm pulling her down on his lap. “Please don’t, just let me go!!!” she pleaded.

“Oh look now she’s begging, I’ve got something else that you’ll beg for,” he said as he thrust and ground his hips into her bottom.

Just then someone grabbed her hand, she looked up into Yunho’s eyes, “Hey babe, are you having some trouble with these, ‘gentlemen’?” he asked as the one holding her turned her loose. “I believe that you were told before that your business is no longer wanted here!”

They all got up to leave, he protectively pulled Sasha to him wrapping his arms around her, “Thank you,” she whispered she felt safe in his arms.

“You are most welcome, sorry that I’m late.” He said, “I was working on a case and time got away from me, please forgive me?!?”

“Well you’re here now and just in time, there is nothing to forgive.” She pulled away from him and smiled. “Let’s find you a table in a quieter place,” she said as she took his hand leading him upstairs.

When they found a table she joined him, they told each other about themselves. She liked this man he was kind, and seemed interested in what she had to say. He was awestruck with her he had been since the night that they met.

“If I’m not being too forward, would you like to have dinner with me sometime,” he asked nervously.

“That would be nice,” she said smiling.


~~*~~

Yunho was nervous it had been some time since he’d been on a date, especially with someone that he really cared about. He had made all the arrangements at a nice restaurant for a private table; he hoped that she would be happy.

Sasha couldn’t make up her mind what to wear; Junsu was trying to help as were her sisters. They were excited that she agreed to go out with Yunho in the first place. She hadn’t dated since leaving the states. Oh there was Junsu of course – but he was just her best friend! Junsu answered all her questions about Yunho, hoping that it would make her feel better about her decision to go out with him. After all maybe Yunho was the man she was meant to be with? He was stable, honest, hard working and a police detective – surely TRUST wouldn’t be an issue for Sasha with him? Junsu had to push his feelings for her so far down that they would not surface again.

He arrived right on time, she was putting on her accessories when she walked out not realizing that he had already arrived, she was startled when he spoke. Yunho said, “Wow, you look great!” She was wearing an emerald green shirt with handkerchief hem and black jeans.

“You look pretty good yourself,” she replied. He was wearing jeans, button up shirt, and a dress jacket.

 “Shall we go?” he asked reaching for and taking her jacket to wrap around her shoulders.

As they got on the elevator to go downstairs he told her, “I don’t think that I’ve ever seen you in anything but your work outfit, you look great!”

“Thank you,” she replied blushing. “So where are we going?”

“It’s a surprise, but I have it on good authority that you will be pleased,” -he said smiling at her. He wanted to kiss her but knew that it was highly inappropriate, he settled for standing close to her in the elevator breathing in her scent.

When they arrived at the restaurant they were led to a private table with candlelight and roses. “I hope that you like it, I asked for it, just for you!!” he said.

She looked directly at him, in the candle light her blue eyes took on a different hue, they appeared to be sparkling, “No, I love it!!” she answered.

“Good,” he replied. They sat and looked at the menus, each of them shooting shy glances at the other, afraid they would get caught in one and be embarrassed.

 “Will you please order for me?” she asked softly. “I think that I can trust your judgment.”

“I would be honored to do so.” He said. He used every excuse he could think of to look into her eyes. He knew that he was hopelessly falling in love with her. But will she feel the same way? He was scared to find out the answer. He always thought that Junsu was in love with her even though he fervently denied it, even though he had admitted to having sex with her. But Junsu was the one that encouraged him to ask her out in the first place.

As she began to relax with him, she felt easier about gazing at his face. She liked to look at people’s faces; she always said you could tell a lot about a person by their face. Every line tells a story. The more she watched him the more she liked him. She felt a level of comfort that she had not felt before not even with Junsu her childhood friend and former lover. Could he be everything that she had ever wanted and needed in her life? “Yunho?” she asked.

 “Yes,” he answered.

“I realize that we have only known each other a short time but do you believe in love at first sight?” she asked him.

“Not until recently….well….that is until…… I met you. I feel strange saying that out loud!” he replied.

“Well since you mention feeling strange……I really, really like you and that feels strange to me too,” She said blushing furiously.

“Okay…Wow….This is not how I thought things would go between us….” He sees her face change. “No wait….I didn’t mean….like in a negative way…no, no….quite the opposite…..I mean this is great Sasha, really great.” As he bumbled out his reply he reached across the table taking her hand in his. “Shit, I suck at this, no wonder I’m still single, forgive me?”

“I’m sorry but I think that I’ve lost my appetite, for food.” she said. Fearing that the date is over due to his lack of charisma, His brain is whirling 1000 MPH. Recover it Yunho, recover it. He is telling himself. She continues “Would it be too much to just get something and take it back to your apartment?”

Stunned by her response, he’s speechless for a moment “No, let me get us something to go,” he answered, his heart was beating so hard he could barely hear himself speak.

They continued to hold onto each other’s hand. Why is the food taking so long Yunho thought to himself. They grabbed the food as soon as it was ready. They grabbed their jackets, out through the door and in to his car. Hearts beating in tune. Yunho decided he couldn’t wait any longer, he had to kiss her. So he leaned over to kiss her and she met him half way. His lips felt so cool on hers, he tasted sweet, like fresh ripe melon on a hot summers day. She felt the warmth of excitement starting to swell. As they continued to kiss it was getting hotter and hotter, their tongues were wildly exploring each other getting entwined and almost becoming one. She welcomed him in her mouth. This dance of tongues and lips was like the winding of a clock, you know time will run out eventually but you don’t want it to stop. Finally, “Oh God!!” he said as he broke away. “We have to slow down here.” Somehow his pants had become painfully and awkwardly tight in a certain place. “Why?” she gasped. She reached up and brushed her fingers through his hair. “Let’s go,” she said anxiously.

The journey to Yunho’s apartment only took ten minutes, but it felt like ten hours to Sasha. Once they arrived he set their food on the kitchen table. He’d had a chance to collect his thoughts in the car and decided to give Sasha the grand tour first. “It’s nice, it could use a woman’s touch,” She said. “Manly but not overbearingly manly, I like it,” she said smiling at him.

He walked up behind her she turned to face him, “Do you think that I’m being too forward Yunho? I bet that you’re not used to women like me are you? I just wanted to be alone with you? Does that make me a bad person in your eyes?” She asked. All of a sudden she had this new found confidence. She wanted to take charge of the situation.

“Eh…Maybe a little more than other women that I’ve dated…. but I like it,” he chuckled bending down to capture her lips. She hesitated, just to tease him. Then she put her arms around his neck, tangling her fingers in his hair; he gasped deeply as she opened her mouth to allow him access to her tongue and the dance began again.

They pulled apart only to catch their breath. She wanted him and she was not hiding it. She started kissing his jaw, softly licking down his neck like it was a popsicle. He was standing with his back against the kitchen counter top, his arms spread out behind him as if looking for something to hold on to for balance. She was pushing her lower body tightly against his, tight enough that she could feel the growing bulge in his pants. She enjoyed the fact that she was doing this to him, shocking him almost, but he was helpless to stop her. He wanted her more than any other woman he had ever been with. She had life and a fire that he wanted to tame. “Let’s get more comfortable.” She said looking at him with lust in her eyes and a body that would not take NO for an answer tonight.


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